...I'm sorry I have to say it, but I told you so.
Told me what? That this is all there is? That there is no afterlife, nothing to look forward to after death? How could you know this? Have you been there?
Ah, I see you have... twice. What you witnessed or didn't witness proves nothing. Or, perhaps, it proves everything. Cogitate on this: What does your experience with death teach you? What is it trying to say? Perchance sublime nothingness is what you seek most and therefore, what you experienced.
Nothingness. Eternal nothing.
Welcome to oblivion.