As much as I wanted to make this OvanHaseo, I still like HaseoShino, so I did it for them, instead. It really would have worked with either, and it's not even a pairing... thing, it's more just like Haseo's mental breakdown after finding out that Ovan was really Tri-Edge. And if you didn't know that... then get with the program! XD, anyway... I adore this song and I end up singing it at least four times a day because it has a really relaxing melody to it. Naturally, Voltaire is a bet better at singing it then I am, but even with my horrible vocals it doesn't sound half torturous, which leads me to believe it's a magic song. Regardless, I typed these all up from memory, but I know it's all right. Just the break up of versus and such might be a little screwy. Enjoy!

Italics are lyrics

(Parenthesis are Haseo's thoughts)

A/N: The song is 'Feathery Wings' by Voltaire.


You, there on the bridge, where've you been, what's your name?

And you, there on the wall, where will you go to once you fall?

(So many Lost Ones... it all started with Shino...)

You, lost at sea, do you need me, do you need directions?

Hey, put down the gun, what are you thinking, you were someone's son.

(So much pain... all because of AIDA... all because of him)

The taste of tears

The sting of pain

The smell of fear

The sound of crying, no...

(How do I make things right now? How can I do this? Shino...)

A long, long time ago, I fell into this place from another dimension

And thrust amongst the beasts and the way they behave it borders on dementia

(I thought I could handle it all... it was just supposed to be a game, how did things turn out like this?)

And after all these years, I can barely take it, don't think I can make it

Take me away from here, I wanna go home, I'm so sick of...

(I don't want to be here anymore... I want to go back to when it was just Shino, Ovan, and I)

The taste of tears

The sting of pain

The smell of fear

The sounds of crying, no...

(I can't do this on my own... Shino, I need you here...)

As you stand there at the edge of your life

What do you remember, was it all you wanted?

(This isn't want I want anymore, I don't want to fight anymore...)

I'm trying to earn a set of feathery wings

I wish I could protect you here, oh please don't cry now

(Every time I get a little further ahead, I lose someone else... I don't want to lose anyone else, ever again)

Smile as you stand there at the edge of your life

Your troubles are over, mine are just beginning

(First Shino, then Ovan... why? Why is all this happening?)

I'm trying to earn a set of feathery wings

To take me away from here, it's me you leave behind.

(Shino, why did you leave? Why did you go away when I needed you?)

Oh, if only I could have been there, I'd be a hand for the sinking

If only I could have been there, I'd be a prayer for the dying

(Why could I have made it in time? Why couldn't I have been stronger? Why can't I save anyone?!)

See the pain etched in my face, oh I'm so sick of...

(Why does this "world" hurt so much?)

The taste of tears

The sting of pain

The smell of fear

The sounds of crying, no...

(It's all his fault... Ovan, why did you betray me? Why did you betray Shino?)

As you stand there at the edge of your life

What do you remember, was it all you wanted?

(I wanted the truth... I didn't want this)

I'm trying to earn a set of feathery wings

I wish I could protect you here, oh please don't cry now

(Shino... I'm sorry... I thought I could be stronger... I thought I could protect you)

Smile as you stand there at the edge of your life

Your troubles are over, mine are just beginning

I'm trying to earn a set of feathery wings

To take me away from here, it's me you leave...

(I can't save anyone, no matter how hard I try... I'm no closer to helping anyone)

You're gone from here

(I don't want to be here)

Don't leave from here

(I can't do this alone)

Don't leave me here

(I need you)

I hate it here

(Please come back)

You're gone from here

(I'll make him pay)

Don't leave me here

(I'll get you back, and everyone else)

I need you here

(You'll see, Shino... I'll become strong... for you)

I need to see you smile

(Shino!!)


So there's poor, angsty Haseo's breakdown, now in song! XD, that's kind of messed up, and...well, I guess it is a pretty angsty song, though it's more just sad than anything. However, if you know me... I'll make anything angsty, even apparently country x-x, who knew? Hope you enjoyed!