Two poems in Ellie's point of view. For Marco. Right after 'Pride' when they broke up because Ellie was sick of Marco pretending he was gay. I actually wrote these to my best friend who I'm in love with and who's gay(never gave them to him). I just thought they might be good for a little fanfiction.
I love you.
I need you.
I want you.
But you don't love, need or want me.
I wish you did.
I wish I could find a way to make you love me.
Is there anyway I can make you love me?
I don't think there is.
Maybe someday I can love someone else.
Why do I waste my time loving you?
You're nice to me.
You understand me.
We like a lot of the same things.
You make me laugh.
But still, I hate myself for loving you.
Why do I hate myself for loving you?
You don't love me back.
You never will love me back.
But why won't you ever love me?
You love someone else.
I'm not good enough for you.
And, oh yeah, you're gay.