In every fan fiction that mentions Leah they always seem make it like she is evil or something. I think that she is just unrepresented and misunderstood. So I wrote a short story telling you how I think she felt during all of the stuff with Sam and being a werewolf.
All characters belong to Stephenie.
Two years ago there was no doubt in my mind that my life would be anything other than perfect. I had the perfect guy, Sam. We had plans to get married after I was out of high school. I had a happy family that I was close to and loved. I had excellent grades and was going to be the first one in my family to go to college.
It was about a year and a half ago when all of that went to pieces. She came to visit, and took my life away. She was my best friend, my cousin, Emily. She took Sam away from me. I became hateful. I pushed my family away. Always keeping them at arms length. They couldn't know the pain that I was in. I didn't want them to worry. But, they did. I hated Emily. I knew that she couldn't really help what was going on, but my hate had to go somewhere. I just couldn't bring myself to hate Sam.
Oh, Sam. I tried not to hurt him. I tried not to blame him or guilt him into coming back to me. It wouldn't be the same if I made him be with me. I just wanted him to be happy. I still loved him. But all of those attempts to not let him see my pain went to waste once he could hear my thoughts.
I hated being a werewolf. As far as we knew I was the only female to ever become one. I became bitter. Every thought that went through my mind while I was a wolf could be heard by everyone, including Sam. Then, I could hear how my thoughts hurt him and I hated myself for it.
The others didn't understand. They thought badly of me, but I couldn't blame them. Sam, tried to explain to them, but their minds were already set. I didn't try to change. I made things worse.
My mind was a haze. I made things difficult for everybody. I knew it, but I didn't change. I didn't want to change.
Then, one day, it happened. I imprinted. I didn't expect it. It just came out of nowhere. It was a guy I had none most of my life. I had seen him everyday, even after I had become a werewolf. Now I realize that I hadn't imprinted sooner because I didn't see outside my own head.
I had been caught off guard. I was being stupid. I was trying to get myself killed. I was in the middle of a fight with a vampire. Then, out of no where, there was Jacob Black. Coming to my rescue when I shouldn't have been rescued. Like I said, I was caught off guard. The walls around my heart went tumbling down like the walls of Jericho.
I hated myself. I felt like I was betraying Sam. An odd feeling, I had no reason for it. He wasn't mine to betray. I couldn't stand it. I tried to push Jacob away. Keep him away so that I can't be hurt anymore, so that I wouldn't hurt anyone else. He could never love me back. He was broken, just like me. He had loved someone who fell for another. What a twisted love triangle.
I succeeded in pushing him away. I was talking to him at the cliff's edge. He ran off as a wolf. He's been missing for a month now. How do I keep doing this to everyone I love? He left because of what I said. I just know it. Now I have to go after him. I just hope it's not too late.
A/N: I hope you liked it. I was planning for it to be a one shot. But if you want me to keep it going I have a few ideas, but it might be a while before I update I want to get the next few chapters of The Bella Factor written. So review and tell me what you think. If I get over ten reviews telling me to write more then I will.