War (B.P.O.V)

I was in Edward's and my room. I was singing to Fiona Apple's Fast as you can.

I let the beast in too soon, I don't know how to live
Without my hand on his throat; I fight him always and still
Oh darling, it's so sweet, you think you know how crazy
How crazy I am
You say you don't spook easy, you won't go, but I know
And I pray that you will
Fast as you can, baby run free yourself of me
Fast as you can
I may be soft in your palm but I'll soon grow
Hungry for a fight, and I will not let you win
My pretty mouth will frame the phrases that will
Disprove your faith in man
So if you catch me trying to find my way into your
Heart from under your skin
Fast as you can, baby scratch me out, free yourself
Fast as you can
Fast as you can, baby scratch me out, free yourself
Fast as you can
Sometimes my mind don't shake and shift
But most of the time, it does
And I get to the place where I'm begging for a lift
Or I'll drown in the wonders and the was
And I'll be your girl, if you say it's a gift
And you give me some more of your drugs
Yeah, I'll be your pet, if you just tell me it's a gift
'Cause I'm tired of whys, choking on whys,
Just need a little because, because
I let the beast in and then;
I even tried forgiving him, but it's too soon
So I'll fight again, again, again, again, again.
And for a little while more, I'll soar the
Uneven wind, complain and blame
The sterile land
But if you're getting any bright ideas, quiet dear
I'm blooming within
Fast as you can, baby wait watch me, I'll be out
Fast as I can, maybe late but at least about
Fast as you can leave me, let this thing
Run its route
Fast as you can [x4

I was laying on the soft silk sheets singing the words, which were mostly all. I thought I was alone until I heard Edward speak.

"I didn't realize you had to fight me."

My head was at the end of the bed, hanging off the edge, so I just had to look straight ahead to see his smirking face.

"What?" I asked, scrunching my brow in confusion.

"I'm guessing that I'm the beast in the song?"

I hopped off the bed, trying to explain what the lyrics were to me, "Now Edward, don't be so ridicules, of course not." I thought about this a bit more and decided to tease him a bit, "Well, maybe you are." I told him. He looked a bit shocked at my sudden change of heart.

"What?" he asked this time, his brow furrowing in such a cute way. He was seriously worried that I thought of him as the beast in the song.

"You are an utter beast to me at times." I told him, trying to add a playful ton so that worried grimace would leave his perfect features.

"Yes, you really truly are. I mean you come here looking all wonderful, and then you say I need to wait until we are married, and you have all of those boundaries that you I'm not allowed to cross, but you tempt me all the time." I tried to sound like I was a victim, though I knew I could be just as cruel, and even more then.

His brow went from furrowing to raising in a "oh-what-could-you-mean?" look that made me giggle. His beautiful lips upturned into a mischievous grin.

I was going to pay

"Bella, love, I am so sorry for …hurting you." He walked over to me at a human pace, and sat on the bed. I tried to sit up, but Edward pressed on my shoulders lightly, but still strong enough to keep me down. He leaned to my ear, his icy breathe tickling my ear, "How cruel I've been." He whispered. I could feel his ear move against the skin of my ear. I flushed a bit, and heard Edward chuckle. He began to trace a line from my collarbone to my chin, then circled around my lips. My breathing was coming out in little puffs of air as he smolderd his eyes. He put his lips to mine.

"I really shouldn't do that to you." He murmured softly still against my lips. I shivered with pure bliss of the feeling of Edward's lips. I knew I was going to be punished for teasing him, and I remembered how Alice warned me to try to get away whenever he got the smile/smirk that screamed trouble, but I couldn't bring myself to care just enough. Sorry Alice, I thought as Edward kissed my neck so gently. Then the door burst open.

"Edward Anthony Cullen! Step away from the Bella!" Alice yelled, pointing at him.

A low growl formed in his chest and I wanted to growl at Alice also for interrupting, but then I remembered her warning, and smiled at the pixie-like vampire. She marched over to me and grabbed my arm, quickly saving me from Edward's grasp.

"Come on Bella, it's shopping time." She announced. I groaned, but stopped when she glared at me.

"Bella?" Edward called right before we were about to walk out. I turned to my angel.

"This means war." He said with another dangerous smile. I was so close to walking back into his arms, not caring about any punishment, but Alice grabbed my arm and pulled me out.