Running,

Racing,

Escaping,

But my true pursuer I cannot hide from.


Moving,

Dashing,

Sprinting,

Yet you are not at my side.


Reflecting,

Remembering,

Reliving,

The moment when you fell, dead, to the floor.


Thinking,

Musing,

Wondering,

Why I wasn't taken too.


Breathing,

Going,

Living,

While you are not.


Wishing I was gone too.

Wishing I was still with you.


Wondering how I could have been so stupid,

Wondering how I could have been so blind.

Wondering why I didn't love you

While I still could.

Wondering if you ever somehow, in your own way,

Loved me too.