But my true pursuer I cannot hide from.
Yet you are not at my side.
The moment when you fell, dead, to the floor.
Why I wasn't taken too.
While you are not.
Wishing I was gone too.
Wishing I was still with you.
Wondering how I could have been so stupid,
Wondering how I could have been so blind.
Wondering why I didn't love you
While I still could.
Wondering if you ever somehow, in your own way,
Loved me too.