I see you looking at me

And I get lost in your eyes

Your rare smile sends thrills down my spine

And I suddenly wish you were mine

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Watching you walk

Hearing you talk

Everything about you…

How I love you

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To see you at my side

To caress you in the dead of night

That's all I ask for

But the near dead have no right

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I love you more than you know

My heart aches for your touch

I wish you knew how much I care

But I remain quiet because…

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I'm waiting for you

To tell me you care

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You scream when I flirt

I scream inside too

You sob when I hurt

And I realize you love me too

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To touch you, to kiss you

That's all I want

But with death stalking me, haunting me

You can never be mine

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When I push you away

It's to protect you

And as I watch you cry

I mourn alongside you

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I love you more than you know

My heart aches for your touch

I wish you knew how much I care

But I remain quiet because…

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It's better this way

I'd rather die than watch you suffer

Though I'm incomplete without you

You must live on

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I keep my heart in secrecy

Locked away from prying hands

I'd only give it to you

Were I not a dying man