A/N Here is the second chapter for you all! Hope you enjoy it. Please review! This story is the first fluff scenes I have wrote and I would like you opinions!!
Kakashi knew it was going to be a one night stand. So did the girl beside him, Mai. He didn't mind. He only wanted her for one thing. Mai knew that, that's why she was there. She also wanted the pleasure of telling her friends that she slept with the Hatake Kakashi. Kakashi also knew that it wouldn't spread through Konoha, because she would tell her friends no to tell anyone else. He had done this enough to know how everything would go.
He rarely went on dates, and if he did then it was guaranteed that he would never see her again. It was just a tryst. He was the kind of man of man who just wanted to get things out of his system; he had no interest in having a long term relationship. Kakashi just figured that some emotionless traits that are supposed to be carried out in ANBU, never really left him. He didn't find it hard to get close to people. The difficult part was letting people get close to him. He would just put up this wall, a barrier to stop people getting too close. For example, Sakura, he felt deeply for her, and if anything was to happen to her he would grieve endlessly, but he tried to make it so she could not get to close to him. But somehow he felt that it had never exactly worked.
He found it hard to admit to himself that is feelings for Sakura were more than… friend like. Was it wrong to like a woman who he has watched grow for ten years? Yes, he said to himself. It wasn't just that there were many reasons why he couldn't tell her about his feelings. One was that he was fourteen years older than her. That was one hell of an age gap. And he was her former sensei! It was just wrong.
But when did he start having feelings for her; and why? Was it because she always put other people's lives before her own? No, she had always been like that. Maybe it was when she had saved his life… yes that was definitely why.
He can't remember much. All he knew was that he had fought Tobi. The battle in itself was a blur to him. He has won, yes, but he was knocked out cold. He had used up the majority of his chakra, which had left his memory hazy.
The next thing that he remembered was waking up in the middle of the night in a bed in Konoha hospital. He felt groggy and he ached all over. The moonlight was streaming in through the window in his room. And there he saw Sakura. She was asleep in the chair, but her head and arms lay on Kakashi's lap. It was obvious that refused to leave his side, so one of the nurses must have came and put a blanket around her shoulders. He delicately woke Sakura up, a felt a slight pang of guilt for waking her up. She looked so peaceful. He pulled some of the blanket away, as if to say she could sleep in his bed with him. She looked at him longingly with her green eyes, and without saying a word, she got into the bed and rested her head on Kakashi's chest, with her arm around his waist. Then she let out a long sigh, which Kakashi could never forget. Their bodies were so close, it just felt so… he didn't know; he could not even put it in words. All he knew was that he wished it could happen again. Waking up with her in his arms; waking up to the sound of her consistent, heavy breathing and the smell of her had filled the room. He woke up, but not wanting to disturb her from her sleep, he closed his eyes again, and started running his fingers through her hair. It felt like silk.
"Kakashi, KAKASHI!" yelled Mai
"Huh, what's wrong?" Kakashi said lazily as is mind went onto focus. Gods what if he had been attacked? He would have been completely off guard after thinking about Sakura. He could have easily been killed if someone had sent a perfectly aimed shot tone of his vital organs. He had to sort himself out.
"We're here; we are at your place." She put simply, with a hint of frustration in her voice… she obviously didn't want to be ignored.
He took his key from his pouch and opened the door to his apartment. It was nothing special. But it was good enough for him. And to be honest he was hardly ever there. It consisted of two bedrooms, bathroom, living room, and a kitchen/dining area. As soon as they walked through the front door, he was pushed up against the wall. She had a glint in her eye, telling him how much she wanted this.
"Hey, not too fast now… patience is a virtue," he said, almost teasing her.
"I don't care…" she slowly unzipped his jacket and let if fall helplessly to the floor. She started feeling his stomach, as she kissed his jaw line on top of his mask, pressing her body feverishly against his. Kakashi put his hands on her waist, and felt the skin that lay bare between her long flowing patterned skirt and the jumper she wore as he kicked the door closed.
She was attempting to pull of the 'more is less look'. She tried to make it as though she just threw them things on before coming to meet him, but he knew differently. She knew that the skirt tightened around her rear, flaunting it in a classy way. The jumper that she wore was tight fitting, and covered her neck, and it accentuated her voluptuous figure, showing off every curvature of her body. It was also sleeveless, which let Kakashi see a sneak peek of her black laced bra.
Kakashi tilted his head to the side, giving her better access to his neck. He felt as she tantalizingly pushed her hands firmly up his chest. Gods, it had been a long time since he felt a woman's touch on him. How he wished that it was Sakura who was doing this to him now, not Mai. She slowly reached up and started tugging his mask lower. But his hand caught her wrist tightly.
"The mask stays on." he told her austerely. She looked disappointed. This was another reason why he was sleeping with him… hoping to see the mystery behind the mask.
He lifted her up, and her legs automatically wrapped them unyieldingly around his strong waist, her skirt being forced up her legs, until they were completely exposed. He started to walk, as he did, she started to kiss the little flesh on his neck that was exposed, and moved up and nibbled on his ear lobe. They entered Kakashi's bedroom. He released grip that he had on her bottom, and she let herself slowly slide down his body. Kakashi let out a reluctant groan, not wanting to show his weaknesses. He didn't know what was holding him back, normally he and the girl would be fully undressed by now, lying on the bed and gasping for breath.
Was it Sakura, was it the thought her that was holding him back. He pushed her out of his mind and placed his head in the crook of her neck. She could feel the hot breath that seeped through the mask. She sighed and lifted her hands up until they entangled in his long unruly hair. His hands meandered around her body, pressing her firmly up against him. He started lightly moving his fingers, down, her muscles tightened under his touch; he reached the hem of her sweater and puller it up over her head. As he did, his eye followed as more and more skin was being revealed to him. She lifted her arms up, willing letting him remove her clothing.
He threw it to the floor, and then she pounced on him out nowhere. Before he knew what was going on, his t – shirt had been removed, but his mask that covered his lower face was still in tact. She beamed as she finally saw the legendary body of Kakashi. It was perfect, she even though that his toned and well defined muscled were better than some younger shinobi than himself.
She basked in the fact that she could finally feel him, kiss him anywhere she wasted, (apart from under the mask of coarse). His hands gripped her firmly and she panted with the anticipation. She kissed his down his jaw line, and to his neck, leaving a read mark or two as she went along. But no worries, his shirt would cover those. As she done this, his hands moved stimulatingly up her back, which arched away from him as he did, but their lower stomachs remained clamped together. His hands moved around his body and began seductively began to caress her bosom. She groaned under his touch.
Why can't it be Sakura who is in my arms right now? That's who I want. Why can't I get my mind off her? Even with everything going on right now, I am with a beautiful woman, about to have sex, and still I can't get my mind off Sakura; simply wishing that she was in Mia's place. But she never will be, no matter how hard I pray. If I ever told her about my feelings I would probably feel one of Sakura's fists in my face, and get called a closet pervert. I do not want to end up like Jiraiya, a 60 year old man, who still lusts after 20 year old women.
He felt himself, as she began to pull him thirstily towards the bed. And there they landed with a soft clump. She moved back, until her head rested comfortably on a pillow, she grabbed Kakashi by the rim of his trousers and hauled him towards her, so he shadowed over her. She pulled down his head as she started to whisper sweet nothings in his ear. Kakashi ran his hand along her thigh, gripping slightly whenever she said something particularly arousing. He grabbed the zipper of her skirt, and dragged it down excruciatingly slow. He pulled it down, brushing her skin as he went; she could feel the heat from his hands radiate on her body. She slightly picked her self up, to make it easier for him to run her skirt down her legs.
"Sakura…" he thought.
She flipped them over, so she was on top and straddling his groin. She could feel him getting excited, and she smiled to herself. She unbuttoned his trousers, and loosened the zipper. She removed his trousers, and say back where she was, one leg either side of his lower him. She leant forward and placed her arms either side of his head and began kissing all the way down his body. Kakashi clutched onto her behind and would grasp her even harder when she touched a particular sensitive area. She sat back up.
"And now time for these," she said as she reached down and yanked at his boxers. Her hands seized the rim and she started to pull them down… almost revealing his –
"Stop," Kakashi said. "I can't do this. You're going to have to leave."
Kakashi walked along the street with his hands in his pockets. It was getting late, but he couldn't be in his apartment right now. It still smelt of her. So he opened all of the windows and left.
Why couldn't he go through with it? He knew deep down what it was. Sakura. Why, why did it have to be this way? So did that mean that he couldn't have sex unless it was with Sakura? Would he keep on pushing every woman away that ended up in his bed at the last minute?
Kakashi didn't just want to be with Sakura for sex. No. He wanted her. He wanted to be with her. He wanted to wake up every morning with her at his side. For the first time in his life he wanted a long term relationship
But it was with someone he couldn't have. She was fourteen years younger than him, she was his former student, and he had watched her grow from a child, to a troublesome teen, and finally into a woman, a woman who he could hardly take his eyes off.
He growled in frustration. "I will never be able to live my life, unless I clear things up with Sakura. I am going to. I am going to see her right now. And I am going to tell her that I love her. The sooner she rejects me, the sooner I can get over it and live my life. I am going to do it. The next time I see her. I can't take this anymore."
He quickened his pace. He could feel his heart thumping in his chest. Was he nervous? He wan not the kind of man to get nervous. We are talking about the man who walks the streets of Konoha with an Icha Icha Paradise book in his hand.
He reached the bar, and placed his hand out to open the wooden, he hesitated, but he put his anxieties to one side and opened the door. He scanned the room in search of Sakura. Where was she? Had she already left? It wasn't long ago that he had gone. Surely she was still here. He saw the rowdy shinobi's that were there before. By the looks of things they had asked for something stronger than sake from the barmaid. The nurses from the hospital were still there, each of them eyed him up when he walked through the door. Shikamaru and Temari were just leaving hurriedly, both of them looking extremely flustered as they made their way to the exit each of them giving a nod of acknowledgment to Kakashi. Then he saw her… she was still sitting in the corner of the bar. But she was not alone. Sat with her was Tsunade?
"Kakashi… over here!" called Tsunade drunkenly.
He walked over to the table and noticed all the empty bottles of sake that were there. Sakura on the other hand still looked sober. He sat down next to Sakura.
"What time is it?" asked Tsunade. She sounded perfectly fine, but you could tell from her eyes that she was plastered.
"About half eleven." Kakashi replied
"Oh, I am going to have to go before Shizune realizes that I am not at home. I will see you two later. She smiled and waved, and walked out the door. Something was up. Tsunade never cared if Shizune caught her going out to get drunk.
"Did Tsunade drink all this sake," he asked as gestured towards all the empty bottles
"Yup, whenever I went to get a drink, she would bat my hand out the way, and would re – fill her own cup instead."
Kakashi and Sakura walked along the street towards Sakura's apartment. Kakashi said that he would walk her home to "protect her from all the perverts."
"So, I take it your date didn't go well tonight." Sakura said. Of course it didn't go well, he was gone for about an hour, and then came back to the inn.
"Ever gonna see her again?" she asked.
"You wanna talk about it?" she decided to through in a little bit of déjà vous.
"Nope," he replied, "but there is something that I want to talk to you about." His heart felt like it was going to burst out of his chest.
"Oh yeah, what's that?"
"The truth is… the truth is… is that I -"
A/N Heyya!! This is just a little two shot that I wrote. It was only going to be one chapter… but I got a little carried away. It became so long, I had to cut it in half.
IMPORTANT: I really want to turn this into a full on story. But I will once I have finished the other fanfic that I am currently in the middle of. So if you liked it then put it on your alerts! By the way these two chapters are going to be the opening chapters to the story. And I already have the plot figured out in my head.