A/N: Sorry if this sucks, it is my first fanfic. Please review, I want to know what you think. Constructive critism is wanted.
As my mouth slowly pools up with venom I realize I can do this, I can overcome the monster within, and I can give in to my human instincts and suppress the vampire ones. I can give her what she wants, what I want. I swallow hard clearing my mouth of any venom; I lean down to kiss my Bella, to hold her in my arms. This time, though, I don't pull away when we cross my boundaries. I allow my selfishness to take over and I allow her to give me what I want, what she wants. She breaks it off gasping for air; I set her down moving as far from her as I can without leaving the room. I think to myself, you can do this; you can control this monster that so desperately wants to hurt your Bella, your life, your existence. She looks up at me with those big brown eyes, gently, innocently, and I know I could never hurt her. I take a deep breath, as she gets up and walks towards me. I open my arms and allow her to snuggle up to my stone hard chest, to breathe in my scent, as I breathe in hers. I gently kiss her hair, and we sit like this for hours, uninterrupted, unmoving. I look down into my Bella eyes and I can sense her anger, her annoyance. Wishing now more than ever that I could read her thoughts, I ask her "What is wrong, my love?"
"I don't want you to go."
"What, where would I be going?" I ask her, totally and completely confused.
"Listen." is all she says.
Just then I hear Charlie's cruiser pull into the driveway. I had been so totally and completely distracted by my Bella I hadn't even noticed him or his thoughts, which are now turning to Bella.
"Oh" was all I could say. We sat still for a few moments, unsure what to do, what we wanted to do.
"Holy crow" she said, getting up to quickly, losing her balance and starting to tumble.
As I catch my Bella, I ask" What is wrong?"
"I forgot to make Charlie dinner, now he is going to want to know what I have been up to all day." she replied, as she hurried around the room to get ready.
Just then I heard another voice in my head, Alice's voice, thinking Tell Bella not to worry, I've got it covered, I will be there in…
"Bella, my love don't worry, Alice says she has got it cover, she should… "I was cut off by Alice's squeals as she entered the room, via the window.
"Edward can you please go downstairs and tell Charlie what is going on." Alice says aloud as she thinks of our cover story for me to tell him.
With that I lightly kiss Bella on my way out the door.
Wait! Alice thinks" You'll need this." she says, aloud for Bella's benefit.
With a bag of takeout food in hand I head downstairs to tell Charlie what has happened today, or at least what our story is.
"Hello, Edward" Charlie says with a little acid in his voice "What have you guys been up to?" While he thinks oh no, I hope they weren't doing that, shudders mentally, maybe I need to make a rule about fiancé's in the bedroom alone until the wedding.
"I have actually been watching Alice play Bella Barbie, all day." I said trying to fake annoyance.
"Oh" he pauses while his mind gets sidetracked .Why am I always so quick to expect the worst from Bella and Edward? He really is a gentleman, just like Bella said. I want my daughter to be happy, and if he is what makes her happy then I am happy for them. I love Bella and I just don't want her to get hurt, like I was. I want her to have everything, I love her so much.
Just then his thoughts were interrupted by Bella's entrance. She looked stunning, I can't figure out what Alice did. Bella appears the same as always, yet she is so, so indescribable, irresistible, and alluring. A small blush begins forming on Bella's cheeks, and I realized, I am staring, how rude of me. Yet I cannot look away, I stand there entranced, for who knows how long. Then suddenly Charlie's concerned voice brings me back.
"Alice, Alice are you alright there?" Charlie asks, truly concerned.
It takes her a few moments to come around, but she does, telling Charlie "Sorry I must have been daydreaming" she says waving it off as nothing. But I knew that look that was the look Alice always had when having a vision, that distant look, that look of knowledge. My gaze once again returns to Bella, knowing that she too recognized that look by the quizzical expression on her face. I tried reading Alice's mind to see her vision, but she was blocking me, this time listing pi she is up to the 1,000,000th place. (3.141592653589793238462643383279502884197169399375105820974944592307816406286208998628034825342117067982148086513282306647093844609550582231725359408128481117450284102701938521105559644622948954930381964428810975665933446128475648233786783165271201909145648566923460348610454326648213393607260249141273724587006606315588174881520920962829254091715364367892590360011330530548820466521384146951941511609) .
"So Alice, what are you dreaming about?" I probe, hoping her mind will slip up.
"I was just picturing the perfect wedding dress for Bella." she replies focusing on Charlie. While mentally stated ignorance is bliss. Ignorance is bliss, Edward.