My Own World

It's better that way. To live in a better and dreamy world than the real one. The real one contains a lot of pressure and too much pain. Isn't it better this way? Isn't it beautiful? Imagine a place that is only yours. You can make it look like anything you want. You can even make it made out of anything possible… candy…Just kidding…I'm just a dreamy person, and it seems like my dreamy world will never exist in the real world, only in my dreams. Even if it doesn't make sense to other people, you know it meant to be. And you spend all day thinking about it that you would just explode any minute now because you're just ready to SEE it! You gotta go there and actually forget about anything else that is not important…an…and…..You wouldn't have to worry about all...all the grownup stuff anymore, and also you wouldn't have to worry about school because in my world you're learning without books. You only need your brain, body, and heart. It's just awesome and so interes-…

"MIS KINOMOTO?!!!!!" A loud man's voice is yelling at me and I don't seem to care. It's Mr. Tereda and he's trying to get my attention. I'm not listening to him and I don't mind. When I'm thinking about my world, nothing can ever interrupt me. Not even a giant leopard in the size of a building would get my attention. Pa-lease, I am the queen of the land of…well…I haven't decided what to call it yet but I'll find out. I figured maybe I'll call it…Nah...It has to be creative and interesting, something that will sound powerful and magical because the truth is-…

"MIS KINOMOTO! I'M TALKING HERE! HELLO???!!!" Someone is freaking out here...what a phony! He needs a life and a new GIRLFRIEND, he already divorced twice, and still has no children! And he's forty-four years old! I can tell he is a LOSER!!! What a LOSER, a LOSER, what a geek! I'm so awesome and wait I am the queen of…..well….blank…so far, and I'm supposed to be awesome and powerful! I have to remember to role my world FOREVER and nothing will stop me! Nothing less Sakura!

I swear and say that me-SAKURA KINOMOTO will role my country and will follow my lead!!! I am not kidding! In any case, that Trashmada guy is destroying my ear drums! SHUT UP! YOU- BIG – FAT – LOSER – WHO- DIVORECED – TWICE- ALREADY- AND – STILL – DOESN'T – HAVE – ANY – CHILDREN – AND – NO – NEW – GIRLFRIEND- MAN! WOW I'm getting deaf here, what should I do? Tell him? I don't really talk much, oh well, here it goes…

"Um…Excuse me! But you probably got the chance of destroying my ear drums! So please Mr. Trashmada! STOP!" I told him and tried explaining. Hope he understood and decided to forgive me because right now he looks not worse that that:

His face is burning up, his eyes are red, his tears are on his cheeks out of yelling, and he seems to be sweating too! Yuck!

"Ms. Kinimoto! I've been trying to get your attention for the past TEN MINUTES! Why didn't you answer me?" He asked in a confusion and curious look.

"Well, I'm sorry, at first I didn't hear you, and then—" I couldn't finish my sentence.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDN'T HEAR ME?! WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH YOU? ARE YOU DEAF?" He yelled at me again. Man, that trash guy is a yelling maching, a real expert! I can tell why he's so depressed all the time...

"MISS KINOMOTO, I'VE HAD ENOUGH WITH YOUR EXCUSES! PRINCIPAL OFFICE! NOWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!" God...

"Fine. And you know what Mr. Trashmada? That explains why you still have no new girlfriend..." I heard whispers. Did i mention i was in a classroom? In any case i go to Tomodea Elementary school. In Tomodea, Japan, the Tomodea Elementary school is from grades 1-6, well, i guess all Japan. In any case it was April, and in just 2 months i graduate Elementary school and move out to the Tomodea Middle School! I can't wait! Finally, i've been waiting all year for this, i can take it just two more months and i'm outta here!

I kept talking to myself while i was skipping all the way to the Principal's office, his name is Mr. Daidoji, my best friend's father. It must be hard having your OWN father role such a big Elementary school. Maybe role isn't the word to use in this situation but i can't think of anyhting else. This place is like a nightmare. Horrible teachers, gross school lunches, and way too much homework! I can't even enjoy the rest of my time here. Thank god i'm out. And next year i'm in the Seventh grade!

I'll still be with my best friend, Tomoyo Daidoji, as i said earlier, she is the principal's daughter. She does really well in school, and is in Chorous. She's a wonderful singer and wants yo be a singer some day. Although she said she wanted to be a fashion designer, she designes so many kind of cloth for me. She loves making me so many outfits for different accations. She also loves video-tape me. And she always does, she had always made videos of me and had asked me to model for her forever and i would model her cloth. I never liked it that much but i never hated it. It was fun, and sense i'm skinney, it's perfect.

I still talked to myself and had already touched the door knob with my hand, and then finally i heard a conversation going on between the principal and i think it was...a boy's voice...it sure sounded like it. Anyway, i listened to the conversation and haven't said a word...

"I'm sure, that you, Mr. Li, will have a swell time for the next two months. I'm sorry and i know you don't want to stay here, but it's only for two months. And sense you're also graduating Elementary School, it's perfect. Besides, you will be having tons of friends, since you're very rich. You're the next generation of the Li Clan, and when you grow up, you'll find a beautiful bride that will love you as much as..." He didn't finish his sentence sense he was interruptted by the young boy, as i heard he is Mr. Li. I wonder what's his first name is...

"Mr. Daidoji, i know what my responsibilities are so please don't judge me, it's my mother's job. And she has decided that this would be the best thing for me at this time because we are moving throught a difficult time, and that is because we were suppossed to pick my bride when i was a baby, but thanks to my father that didn't happen! And that is why they decided that the best way to find a bride that i would actully like is and only in school! We haven't found any in Hong- Kong, and so my relatives live here because of their jobs and they're doing very well if you ask me, they would love me to stay and i may say that the Japanese girls are much more worth then the chinese once. That is because the chinese girls would only want to be royalty for only jewlery, money, and cloth! they don't care about our country! Only i do! That is why i came here to find a bride of my own, one that i would actully like and yes i hope her to like me too. So please Mr. Daidoji, don't judge me and say how much this is important , you're REDICILOUS!!!" The boy yelled at him and took out all of his anger. Then i heard aa women's voice...

"Shaoran! That's enough! Now please apologize for Mr. Daidoji for your rudeness!!! Now!" She insisted and asked him to do what he's told. The boy just ignored her and sat on the chair angry, breathing deeply and carefully, not to let anyone hear his weakness. Like he didn't want to hear it and know it. He is an important person and i guess it must be tough to be royalty. Wait, is he a..a..a-a-a-...a...PRINCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Oh my gosh! This is soooooooo interesting, if i would become an actual queen i could actully role a county, for real, i don't have to pretend, i can actully...I need to speak with this boy and make him like me so i will become his bride, but being a bride doesn't mean to marry him? I think it does, well i'll treat him just like everybody else and we'll see what happens next. I even bet he wouldn't say he's real identity sense he is a prince! I'm really shocked! Ohh hhh hha hha ha ha ha...Oh yeah baby, we'll see...God what's wrong with me? It's only like once in a million he would pick me! I'm a loser, not even one guy in school likes me. And i'll be 13 this May and i'm looking forward to it! I'll grow up and become a teenager! This is so cool, and you know what i think that is why they're rushing so badly to find a bride for the prince. I guess he's turning 13 soon too so he'll become a man. I get it now! Wow! Being royalty is sure tough! Wait, did i say that already?

"Thank you Mr. Daidoji for all your help and i'm still sorry for the incident earlier! I'm sure that my son will be the best student in this school! I promise you that! So, Shaoran will be back on monday and i will have his butler pick up everything he needs for this school, including his schedual! Even if it's only for two months, i'm sure that my son wil find the right girl! He even said he liked Japanese gi-"

"Mom! You don't have to reming him! He knows!" He yelled again.

"Shaoran! Is this a way to talk to your mother?! I don't think so! Come on, we got a lot of things to do in a very short time! You're birthday is at the end of this month and it would be a big deal for all of us, sense you're turning 13 and we all know that when a boy is turning 13 he becomes-"

"I KNOW MOM! I know!" He said angrily. Man, he is so...You know..?

"Well, Mr. Daidoji, thank you again, and we'll see you next time, okay ? Good bye then, have a nice day!" And wiht that she grubbed her son's arm and leaded him out the door, where i was standing and listening. Not having the time to step away...