AN: This is a random oneshot that has been stuck in my head and refuses to get out. It is not really good and it is also a songfic. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I know it's sad but true, I do not own the Twilight cast and neither do you. (hehe it rhymes) It all belongs to the wonderful Stephenie Meyer.

Face Down

Bella's POV

I can't believe that I chose Jacob over him. Why couldn't I see that Edward was my real soul mate? Why? And now because of my choice, I am lying on the floor bleeding. My name is Bella, I am married to my abusive husband named Jacob, who is also a werewolf. I realized that I do not love Jacob, and that I love Edward with every fiber of my being. I was stupid and careless when I picked my future, and now I am paying for it.

Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazyone look puts the rhythm in my hand.

Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down.

Cover up with makeup in the mirror tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again

you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Face Down in the dirt

She says, "This doesn't hurt"

She says, "I've finally had enough."

I don't understand. I thought Jacob loved me. I thought he was the right choice. I thought he was going to be the perfect mate. I was wrong. I think he feels better when he releases his anger on me. I am like a pile of dirt to him. Just something to be kicked around, not something to love.

(what is happening right now)

I look up to see Jacob in front of me. He looks very upset. I retreat into the corner in the dark praying that he won't see me. I was wrong again. Jacob has a sadistic smile on his face. He comes over to where I am cowering in fear. He picks me up easily with one hand.

"Put me down please!" I beg.

He looks at me and says, "No Bella I will not put you down! I can do whatever I want with you!"

He throws me across the wall. I smash into the glass vase breaking it. I feel blood oozing out of my head where I broke the glass. I try my hardest not to cry.

"Bella it is your entire fault that there are vampires in Forks! If you hadn't had Edward fall in love with you, I wouldn't be a werewolf! I would be living a happy life not with you! I hate you Bella Swan! And now you are going to pay!"

I cried as his fist came into contact with me, then I succumbed into darkness.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end

as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face Down in the dirt

she says, "This doesn't hurt"

she says, "I've finally had enough."

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end

as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

AN: okay so that has been stuck in my head for like forever. I just needed to get it down onto paper. The lyrics are from the song "Face Down" by the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. I hope you enjoyed it, though it was depressing ;) review!