-1The Beast In Me

By Nos482 Reborn

Disclaimer I don't own Teen Titans these songs or anything of the sort

Beast Boy laid on his top bunk with head phones on his foot tapping to the beat.. Most people would never of guessed he was a Johnny Cash fan and until he had found this C.D. he probably wouldn't of been before this he was thinking country music was about a bunch of hillbillies getting drunk.. But on an odd chance while in a music store this song had been playing and it got him hooked…

The beast in me
Is caged by frail and fragile bars

Oh your telling me Johnny.
Restless by day
And by night rants and rages at the stars
God help the beast in me

there were times when he just wanted to change into the beast and just run on some deserted Island or forest to feel free living so close to the city made his animal instincts uncomfortable his senses on constant assault from lights, pollution, hell even the noise of the cars could drive him nuts.

The beast in me
Has had to learn to live with pain
And how to shelter from the rain

I had started to turn to the Beast to help me get through the pain of the darker memories of the past, shifting into the painful gargantuan form. Helping to shelter his sadness when he felt most like crying it would be consumed in the rush of his primal state.

And in the twinkling of an eye
Might have to be restrained
God help the beast in me

it was whenever she was in danger that he would lose control of it. Murderous rage filling him like a flood. And like a flood the beast unleashed was destructive to anything in its way.. Friend, foe, anything in between..

Sometimes it tries to kid me
That it's just a teddy bear

sometimes it would try to prompt him into a change acting like it just wanted to play like a cub.. Trying to act as if it could do no harm

And even somehow manage to vanish in the air
And that is when I must beware

The worst moments where when he didn't feel the beasts presence at all this was the most dangerous moment.. Cause if he let his guard down the assault on his mind would be a thousand times worse than normal.

Of the beast in me that everybody knows
They've seen him out dressed in my clothes
Patently unclear It it's New York or New Year

There was a notable difference if it did manage to get control on him. Sometimes it was like it was Him but didn't know what was going on or not acting right.
God help the beast in me
all he knew was one thing if this made him more like a man as Raven said he would accept the consequences of having The beast in me..

as the song ended he pulled off the headphones just as the Titan alarm went off.. Cracking his neck like a fighter all he could think was "god help anyone who wakes the beast in me!"