Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyer owns Twilight, New Moon, and all characters within the pages. Linkin Park owns Somewhere I Belong.
You shouldn't depend on something that is too good to be true, it'll all just come crashing down on you. I still can't get over Edward. Though I've excepted that he never loved me, I knew that I always loved him, that would never change, no matter how much I wanted it to.
I sometimes wonder if it was worth it, with the heartbreaking ending. But whenever I do, I mentally slap myself in the face. I know that, even though it didn't end well, that I would treasure these memories. That is, when I can think about them without my heart shattering into a million pieces.
Edward was the very best part of my life. When you lose something that important, you crumble under the pain. You look completely alive on the outside, but you're dead on the inside. You can't think a thought about it, you fall apart again.
He promised that that would be the last I saw of him, that's fine. But I didn't keep my promise to him. I went to the meadow, and Laurent changed me. Reckless, stupid as it was, I still think that I made the right choice. I have this small hope, that someday I will see him again.
So here I am, sitting in my room, writing a song in my new house. Today, it would be 10 years since he left. I still had a few hours until I had to start getting ready for school.
I'd been back in Forks for a while. Two or three months maybe. Everything was going great. My powers didn't change the weather. When I'm sad it rains, so... It's always raining, but it doesn't matter, 'cause in Forks, it is anyways.
I should probably explain my powers. You could call me Daughter Nature. I can control the weather. When I'm not controlling it, it ends up reflecting my mood. When I'm happy, (rarely, but every once or twice a month) it gets all sunny.
I can change the appearance of things. Mostly living, or once living things. I made it so that I don't sparkle all the time. It could wear off... eventually. But I could reset it.
I could control reproduction, too. Don't know where that power came from, but I can make a vampire pregnant. I guess it has something to do with nature... maybe.
I can control plants.
I decided that I'd start to get ready now. It was 5:00, school started at 8:00. I jumped in the shower, and warmed myself up. I then washed my hair, with my (always) strawberry shampoo, and scrubbed my body.
When I got out of the shower, it was 6:00. I got out, wrapped myself in a robe, and went to my giant closet. I picked out a Tripp Black Brocade Corset, and Tripp Black Red and White Plaid Strap Capri pants. [AN: Shirt and pants on my profile.
I curled my hair into big loose curls that fell around my face. I guess becoming a vampire gives you reason to develop a good style. I put on some Punkrose Pink Heart and Star skater shoes. I then put some black eyeliner and mascara on. Then put on some natural color lip gloss. I threw on a Heart Bolt and Skull Charm Necklace and Skull N' Chain Wristband.
I threw my camera cell phone, i Pod, and pocket PC in my Skull Patch Kisslock Purse, along with extra lip-gloss, eyeliner, and mascara. It was 7:40, so I decided to leave. I got in my Black (red tinted) 2008 Chevrolet Avalanche. I threw in a Linkin Park CD and turned it to Somewhere I Belong. I drove to school.
When I got there, I smelt vampires...
AN: Thank you Fluffisacoolword for helping me see my mistakes. And I will stop describing all of her clothes, and focus on the plot. Thank you for the critisism. I'll be better. I promise. :)