Ever since it happened I decided I'd do my best to forget it.

Push the incident out of my mind, just throw it away.

Hope that maybe, just maybe, if I kept on doing that it would've never happened in the first place.

Edward wouldn't hate me would he.

Well, he wouldn't hate me, but he would be extremely angry.

But it's not my fault.

I shouldn't be punished for something that should have never happened to me at all.

It was so unfair.

The fact that it had to have happened to me.

Nothing justifies what he did to me.

I wanna kill him.

But it's not the first time I've wanted to either.

The fact that Jacob Black raped me is something I will NEVER forget.

No matter how much he begs for forgiveness.