Dislaimer: I don't own Doctor Who. No money is being made off of this story.

A/N: Another idea that popped into my head an wouldn't let go.

Summery: Rose's thoughts after the gap closes, seperating her and the Doctor forever. Doomsday.





I scream at the blank white wall before me.

I-It can't be closed. Not now, not after all we've been through!

I pound on it with my fists, hoping this will make it fall and he will be standing there, that smile on his face, as I run to hug him. I call his name, as I continue to bang on the unforgiving wall.


I sink to my knees on the white floor and press the side of my face to that pristine barrier.

I let go of the lever. I wasn't strong enough to hold on to it.

Tears streak down my face. I bury my head in my hands. Someone tries to hug me, but I push them away.

How could I let go? Why wasn't I strong enough to hold on to that bloody lever?

Questions crowd in to my mind, asking me why. They cannot stop my grief. They make it worse.

He just can't be gone! I can't just forget him, not see him ever again! I couldn't bare that. I-I love him.

I pull my knees up to my chest and sit there, in that white room, with those white walls and white floor. I rock back and forth, trying to think.

There has to be a way to reverse this!

My mother kneels next to me and wraps her arms around me. I do not pull away. I am trying to steel myself to do the hardest thing. But I just can't. I just can't say…


The End

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