'Nother one. xP
I need to write more TamaXHika to convince people that this pairing works. :D
Warnings: yaoi, sex and implications to sex, and verbal (kind of) violence. Otherwise, kissing, some language, some typical Hikaru and Tamaki violence. :P TamaXHika.
Disclaimer: I don't own Ouran. If I did, I wouldn't have Tamaki end up with Haruhi. Written for 1sentence community on livejournal.
#01 – Comfort
He can't- he can't- he can't, and he won't, he vowed to himself, and only the fact that his lover was the one dominating comforted him in that he can't and won't be able to hurt Hikaru and drive themselves to the point of insanity.
#02 – Kiss
Their kisses were different; they were neither soft nor slow, neither comforting nor self-assured, but the kind of kiss that clawed for the attention and affection that the other was scared of giving.
#03 – Soft
His fingers press onto the soft skin, dancing in sensual and arousing circles; his lips suck contently at the open, begging mouth, and Hikaru doesn't want to know why Tamaki would let him top.
#04 – Pain
"It hurts, Hikaru," Tamaki whined, pouting, as Hikaru flopped bonelessly onto the bed next to him, completely drained, completely spent; and when he noticed that the Hitachiin wasn't paying attention to him at all, Tamaki whimpered, poking his exhausted boyfriend, "Hikaru, can you kiss it for me?" -Hikaru snapped: "Hell no."
#05 – Potatoes
It's quite adorable, Kyouya thinks, but Kyouya doesn't think of these dolls as cute, or intelligent, or worth anything at all; but this little potato family might've been the first step the two made to reconcile with each other… if the hearts and smiles dotted upon each potato were of any clue.
#06 – Rain
He didn't think Hikaru was that type of person—but after picking the soggy pile of sleephead off the streets, Tamaki decided that he shouldn't leave Hikaru alone anymore.
#07 – Chocolate
Tamaki's officially labeling his lover a tease— he meant— he tried to lick up the milky brown liquid smeared on his lovers lips, fingers, body, only to be forced down by a sticky, soothing hand— he meant— Hikaru's one of the few who could make chocolate addicting and delicious both in and out of sex.
#08 – Happiness
It didn't occur to them that their love was to be composed of hugs, kisses, and happiness—not rants, insults, and sex—but it didn't occur to them that their love was love at all.
#09 – Telephone
He wanted to apologize, but after a "sorry, Hikaru-chama doesn't want to answer," Tamaki threw his phone to the side and finally decided to wonder what he had done to deserve the usually fiery-headed Hitachiin's neglect.
#10 – Ears
"I just want to rip your ears off, milord," Hikaru flared, his fingers shaking spastically, erratically, as Tamaki backed smartly away, "You don't even use them!"
#11 – Name
Hikaru just feels like crying: he shouldn't, he really shouldn't—Hitachiins don't cry—but every time Tamaki called him Kaoru and every time Tamaki called his twin Hikaru, he really wanted to go as far to plaster his name onto his forehead so Tamaki would know who was who.
#12 – Sensual
The sensual way that Hikaru's smooth hands would dip, brush, run, and dance in and out of his body, so entrancingly, so rhythmically, so expertly, made Tamaki wonder faintly if Hikaru had done this before.
#13 – Death
"Look, you went home early yesterday—Kyouya-senpai calls me at least once an hour about absolutely nothing—Kaoru's been giving me weird glances like he's worried—and everyone's been looking at me so strangely this morning—so why wouldn't I believe you would die and leave me!"
#14 – Sex
Sex was their foundation; their relationship would not survive without it—or at least, that's what Hikaru liked to think, because their sex was so fiery and hot that he wouldn't be able to live without it.
#15 – Touch
But Tamaki likes proving him wrong; all they really need was a comforting hug and a soothing kiss— but that's what Tamaki liked to think because it seemed to be all that Hikaru needed— the touch that Hikaru really treasured.
#16 – Weakness
That night with defenseless Hikaru had chilled him to the bone; as Tamaki wraps his arms around the blank, compliant twin, he vows to protect him from himself and tell no one that Hikaru could be a complete uke under the influence of alcohol.
#17 – Tears
He doesn't get it, he doesn't get it— but seeing his lord and his toy accidentally kissing, he finally realizes that he loves Tamaki more than he wanted to.
#18 – Speed
It went too fast, Tamaki looked back: from the accidental kiss, to the after club meetings, to the hesitant experimentation, to the play dates, to the actual sex, to the actual bonding, to the actual love; but Hikaru's slightly (subconsciously) grateful that it went fast enough because then he would've gotten bored and then he wouldn't have known he loved Tamaki as much as he really did.
#19 - Wind
"Chotto, Hikaru! Where are you going!" Tamaki attempted and failed to grasp Hikaru as he dashed out of the Third Music Room, yelling rebelliously, "Away from you and your obsessions with all things corny!"
#20 - Freedom
All his life, he's been locked in his own world with his twin brother, dreading (waiting) for the time when someone would set the both of them spiraling into the real world, into the harsh reality; but, years later, when he finally realizes that he's been sucked into an illogical fantasy and a pact of unconditional love, he doesn't care anymore, because this is Tamaki.
#21 - Life
Because of her (his mother), he dared to breath the air of the harsh world; because of her (Haruhi), he dared to take his baby steps into hard love; and because of him (Kyouya), he finally learned that not everything is made of love and happiness and purity, and because of him (Hikaru), he had to teach it.
#22 – Jealousy
Although Tamaki should be trying to quell the barrage of insults Hikaru was hurling at his friend, he couldn't bring himself to stop him; he couldn't help but feel proud that he was at least someone Hikaru would be defensive over.
#23 – Hands
It was different from his twin's; the hand that was in his hand was slightly tanner, slightly thicker, and less identical to his, but it was the same.
#24 – Taste
"You're yummy," Hikaru murmured habitually, and as he planted more kisses onto his neck, Tamaki wondered if he really did taste like the vanilla body wash he used that night.
#25 – Devotion
It went without saying: Tamaki would always be true to his lover, even if said lover got pissed off at every single word of devotion that came out of his mouth.
#26 - Forever
When they (Tamaki) graduate from high school, when they (Tamaki) inherit his family's company, when they (Tamaki) contemplate about what would happen in the years after their fantasies (after the host club), Hikaru doesn't believe that this would go on forever— but he doesn't want it to end either.
#27 – Blood
He was speechless, staring in unneeded amazement, as Tamaki elegantly licked off the small droplet of blood and placed a consoling kiss on his soft skin, and Hikaru smiled, despite himself… and despite the fact that it was just a tiny paper cut.
#28 – Sickness
Kaoru had never worried over his twin's state of health, knowing that he'd be perfectly fine by himself; but he never did trust Tamaki to take care of a very sick twin, going especially out of his way to lock the upperclassman out of the room and set pitfall traps around the Hitachiin mansion, mostly because said upperclassman was the very person who got his brother sick in the first place.
#29 – Melody
Hikaru had his eyes closed, resting peacefully against his lover's side, as Tamaki pressed the keys to the piano, playing the one song, the one soft melody that could calm them both.
#30 - Star
They were the center of attention, in the middle of the stage, and all Hikaru could do was blink, blink, and blink some more, before submitting into the kiss, Tamaki's arm crawling along his waist, a hand cradling his boy friend's cheek— and mildly (very) stunned and shocked students clapped awkwardly for the (finally) official couple.
#31 - Home
Tamaki peered left and right, his violet eyes searching for any suspicious maids, as Hikaru invited himself in, mumbling the usual excuse of, "Kaoru locked me out of the house… again."
#32 – Confusion
"Let's not… play this game anymore," Hikaru said softly, waving his hand vaguely in the air, before he buried his head into Tamaki's shoulder, "You keep thinking about how to tell us apart that I don't want you to even try anymore…"
#33 – Fear
"It's too dark! Hold onto me, Hikaru! We may not get out of this place alive- Ow!" Tamaki grabbed his swollen nose, as his teary eyes gazed at the seriously ticked off twin, before said Hitachiin stomped even deeper through the large stuffy closet.
#34 - Lightning/Thunder
Haruhi isn't sure how thunderstorms changed them, but as long as Tamaki became her "daddy" again, as long as Hikaru became her "brother" again, she didn't care if they ignored each other for just that one moment; after all, they annoyed her less when they weren't biting at each other's neck all day.
#35 – Bonds
They didn't plan for this to happen— they never did—they only wanted to screw each other over but something (or someone) had whipped out superglue and stuck them permanently together—namely Kaoru… and well, maybe Kyouya, too.
#36 - Market
"Hey, Hikaru… you like pocky, right?" Hikaru nodded absentmindedly in affirmation, picking a bag of melon-flavored chips off the shelves, his back facing his boyfriend as Tamaki shoved all the pocky boxes off the shelves and into the shopping cart.
#37 - Technology
"I was on the internet; I didn't receive your phone call," Hikaru lied casually, not at all thinking of the consequences it would lead to— the next day, a certain sleep-deprived Ootori was tossed out of bed at a certain unreasonable time and demanded by his best friend to install in the second Suoh estate the best technology ever.
#38 - Gift
"For.. me?" Tamaki's eyes widened, amazed, and he let a blush rise into his face as Hikaru flustered and pressed a untidy box into his boyfriend's hands, and walked out of the junior's homeroom crimson red, murmuring something about "Kaoru forced me."
#39 - Smile
Hikaru doesn't understand, but despite smiling almost every hour of the day, there was something different in the smile that Tamaki always gave him.
#40 – Innocence
Tamaki was smiling, kingly again, his hands on his hips, and everyone, sans a blushing Hitachiin, was completely bewildered to why he was standing on the table, ranting about flowers and roses and valentines and— Hikaru.
#41 - Completion
It was strange and illogical, but he felt it was much better when he was on the receiving end rather than dominating him: maybe it was because Tamaki was good (better), maybe it was because he was younger (smaller), or maybe it was because he only felt complete when he had to do nothing at all.
#42 - Clouds
"Kyouya, mon ami, Hika-chan accepted! He said that it would be spectacular if we were able to go alone to Mt. Fuji and see the majestic clouds over the mountains! Oh, Kyouya, you cannot imagine the miracle that has occurred in this wonderful life! Not only will I visit the gardens and ponds and mountains, but I will soar and climb up into great clouds- with Hikaru-!" he stopped ranting into the phone, before adding delicately, "You will procure tickets to Kyoto, ne?"
#43 - Sky
"It's funny, ne, Takashi? They're like the summer sky! Sometimes, they're all happy like, but most of the time it's filled with angry thunderstorms!" and Hani energetically turned towards Haruhi, who had conveniently froze at the mention of storms, and smiled an ignorantly innocent smile, "And Haru-chan doesn't like storms! So go and tell Tama-chan and Hika-chan to stop making one!"
#44 - Heaven
A Slice of Heaven, that was what it was called, and the only reason Tamaki bought it from the crepe stand, but Hikaru was the one eating more than half of it off Tamaki's fingers.
#45 - Hell
"You're… flexible," Tamaki said breathlessly, trying to ignore the heavy weight on his chest; Hikaru paused, a strip of fabric hanging from his mouth, before smirking slightly, like the smug devil he was, "Of course," and he delved back into to place a kiss on his boyfriend's lips.
#46 - Sun
"I didn't know you were into painting, Hikaru," and Hikaru only nodded, a rag hanging from his mouth, as he drew a tiny golden circle, smiling onto the brazen field of white roses and blue violets; then he took the cloth out of his mouth, and wiped a smudge of paint off the canvas, mumbling absentmindedly, "Me neither."
#47 - Moon
When Tamaki was a young, love-loving boy, he dreamed his first kiss with his smaller lover (surprisingly, the dream did not state his lover's gender) was obscenely romantic and in the light of the half-moon, but that was when he wasn't aware that it was because the two of them had fallen into a hole that had appeared out of nowhere and forced their lips together.
#48 - Waves
"Kyouya!" said junior felt two heavy hands press themselves into his shoulders, "You will not believe what I have finally figured out!" Tamaki held up a finger and smiled, "When the twins way goodbye, Hikaru always uses his left hand to wave!" and with an abrupt turn, Kyouya was pushed deeper into his seat, cornered by his overenthusiastic friend, a large smile radiating off his lips, "Isn't that amazing! I can finally tell them apart!"
#49 - Hair
His hair was brown, his hair was blonde; his eyes were hazel, his eyes were violet; his hands were smaller, his hands were bigger; it's like a mirror who didn't look like him at all but still loved to draw his hands through his brown hair and blonde.
#50 - Supernova
"If and when they break up, it's going to be a catastrophic explosion; sales would collapse, the Host Club would fall into ruin, their families would become the media's bait, and everything we worked for will go down the drain," Kyouya turned towards the younger Hitachiin twin, who only quirked a smile, amused, "Then let's keep them together."