A/N: Sighs I know, about time right?
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Chapter…I forgot what number. (Eleven? :P)
I can't believe that Alice did this to me. That was the single thought that kept on rushing through my head throughout the entirety of the car journey to the offices.
I did love her for leaving me here, with Edward, but at the same time it was just-for lack of a better word-awkward. I didn't know if I'd be able to control myself. I just wanted to 'jump' him right there, but I knew I couldn't. For one…it's not safe whilst he was driving, secondly…its Edward and I'm Bella and thirdly…I'm Bella…
The interrupted scene from earlier kept on replaying itself over and over in my head. The adrenaline was pulsing through my body and it just made me lust after him more and more. How I had wanted that kiss, and now, I was certain that I'd never get it.
It would be an understatement to say that I was nervous.
"Sorry about this detour, I just needed to collect some documents. I left the office in such a rush last night that I forgot all about them."
I nodded "its fine. I don't mind at all." I really didn't mind, any extra time with Edward was a blessing. He smiled crookedly at me, which sent my heart into tiny convulsions.
We arrived at the office in barely any time at all.
"Would you come with me?" Edward asked me politely.
I agreed to go with him, got out of the car and followed him up the steps to the offices.
Being tired from the basketball match we both decided that the elevator would be a wise decision to get up to the eighth floor.
I ran into the elevator racing Edward to be the one to press the button, like the true five year old I am, he caught on what I was doing and ran in after me. I felt him grab hold my waist and pulled me towards him in our fight to the button. I struggled out of his grasp but he just managed to get there ahead of me.
I pouted and decided that I'd be a pest, in doing this I clicked on all of the other buttons that led up before our floor. He stared at me in mock anger and held my hands down by my sides, trying to stop me from pressing any more.
"How many floors do you want to stop at?" He asked raising his eyebrows.
"I guess all of them." I stated, chuckling at him. He laughed at me and went and sat down in the corner. "What are you doing?"
He sighed "Well…I figured that…seeming as you've pressed every button, then it's going to take a while to get to the eighth floor, and I'm exhausted. Hadn't you noticed how long this elevator took before every button was pressed?" He chuckled again and patted the spot on the ground next to him.
I walked over to the opposite corner and sat down, leaning between the two walls.
"I'm sorry…I guess I didn't realise how long this elevator took." I said biting my lip.
It seriously didn't seem this long last time, but that was probably because I was with Edward. Everything seemed to go too fast for my liking whenever I was with him.
We must have been sitting in the elevator for what must have been about five minutes, watching the doors as they opened and shut on each floor.
"Maybe we should get off of this thing at the next level?" I suggested, it sounding more like a question than anything else.
Edward nodded "That would be a good idea; I don't know how much more of this I can take."
We sat there in silence for a few more seconds when with a crash the elevator came to a sudden halt. The elevator shook with the force and I wrapped my arms tightly around my legs, mostly as an automatic response than anything else.
"Are you okay?" Edward asked me worriedly
"I'm okay" I huffed "You?"
"I'm good." He muttered, and that was the fullness of our conversation for about an hour.
I looked over to Edward, seeing what he was doing, he was so silent. In a world of his own, buried by his thoughts. I didn't understand why, but he was staring at me-as he had been doing for the past forty minutes or so. It made no sense.
"I can't do this anymore!" Edward said through clenched teeth, with that he made his way over to me and crushed his lips to mine. It was so sudden, so unexpected, at first I didn't know what to do but then my body formed its own automatic response to him. I kissed back, my fingers knotted through his hair, trying to pull myself closer to him, to get more of him into my system. I didn't realise how much I had wanted this until now. The feelings of lust that I had over him, they were nothing compared to what I had felt when he touched me. I realised then that I would never be able to go back on this, I needed him like he was a drug.
He slowly pulled away from me; his eyes glazed over, as if he were in a daze and stared lustfully at me. I blushed heavily, certain that my expression mirrored his.
"I'm…sorry, I don't know what came over me." I frowned, so he was sorry that he had kissed me? Sorry that he had raised my hopes? Sorry that he led me on? Sorry that he didn't feel the same way? I stared at him trying to clear all of the emotions from my face. I didn't want him to see me cry, all the hope that had been raised, all the carefulness that I had tried all of my life to keep my distance from guys and I basically led myself to the slaughter house. I didn't know how to react, I was too far gone. I wanted him, more than anything I'd ever wanted or needed.
He watched me regret and pain clear on his features, I had no idea what he was thinking. I just wish that I knew what was going on in his mind right now. All of his thoughts, his reasoning towards his actions. How could I have been so blind?
He brushed his hands through his hair in an agitated manner and it looked like he was fighting against himself, over what I did not know.
"I never should have kissed you like that." He frowned "It was unacceptable of me. Especially as I didn't know your feelings, how you would cope towards such behaviour how-''He broke of just as I realised I burst out into laughter. He looked at me curiously; eyebrows raised waiting for what had caused this reaction from me.
I stood up so that we were, almost, on the same level and I did something that I would never have thought that I would have done. Not ever. I tiptoed up to his level and brushed my lips against his softly. The next thing I knew I was crushed up between Edward and the elevator door, I never wanted this moment to end.
All too soon the elevator door opened again, that's when were realised that we had nothing supporting us. We landed on the floor with a crash, Edward on top of me. He swiftly rolled over so that he wasn't crushing me anymore than he already had done.
"Sorry." He murmured, gently beside me.
"N-no problem." I managed to choke out.
The next thing I heard were a set of tennis shoes tapping against the hard wooden floor.
"Well, well, what have we here?" The high nasal voice drawled.
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