Okay, so this was originally part of Crazy on You, but I don't even know where it was supposed to go, so I'm letting it be a very, very short one shot. Enjoy :-D
I hate you today.
I hate how your eyes are all full of intelligence and wisdom.
I hate how I've always found your eyes to be your most attractive feature.
I hate how your shoulders are all broad and strong, dwarfing my own skinny ones.
I hate how we fit perfectly together because of your shoulders.
I hate how you stand tall, without letting burdens or worries sag your back.
I hate how the way you stand makes it so much easier to hold you.
I hate how your smile is crooked, like an overgrown child's.
I hate how your smile melts me.
I hate how you taste so sweet, like candy or chocolate or caramel.
I hate how you taste sweeter than all those things combined.
I hate how you think you can use my full name.
I hate how I let you because, to be honest, no one else makes it sound the way you do.
I hate that every time you walk away you rip my heart in two.
I hate that every night I lie awake wondering where you are.
I hate that when you say no, something inside me twists.
I hate that at this point, whatever it is is so twisted I don't think it will ever be right.
I hate that you complete me.
I hate that I'm sitting here writing about everything I hate about you.
I hate that I could probably fill two rolls of parchment with the things I hate about you.
I hate that none of it will ever be true.
I hate that I'll never send this to you because I really would hate myself if you read this.
I hate you, but really, I love you, and I always will.