Chapter one My world turned upside down

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Chapter one My world turned upside down

I woke up this morning and things did not seem right. I didn't wake up to the usual cold arms that were around me. I sat up and wipe the sleep out of my eyes. The more I thought about this the more that I realized it was happening quite a lot lately. I figured that's something had come up and Edward would return shortly. I took that moment I had by myself to take my human moment. I grab my bag of toiletries and ran down the hall to take a shower.

When I got to the bathroom I looked in the mirror. My hair looked like a haystack and my eyes looked sad. I ignored my eyes and ran a brush through my hair before I jumped in the shower.

After my shower I went and put clothes on and proceeded down stairs to get some breakfast. As I was pulling a bowl down from the cabinet I herd the one voice that I was waiting to hear.

"Good morning. How did you sleep?" Edward asked. I could tell that something wasn't right by the tone in his voice. I turned around to answer too see if I could see what it was in his eyes but he had his mask in place.

"Fine, but I hate waking up in the morning without your arms around me."

"Sorry, love, I had some things that I needed to take care of before you woke up."

"O" That was the only word that came to mind when I herd this. I went back to retrieving my breakfast. When I was almost finished Edward asked if we could go to his house because he had something he wanted to talk to m about. The hole in my heart woke up and started to ach. The only thing that I could do was shake my head yes. He picked me up and put me on his back and then was running toward his house.

The whole run we were both quiet. I was deep in thought trying to convince myself that things were fine and he just wanted to talk to me about something small.

When his house came into view he put me down and took my hand in his as he led me to the living room.

"Where is everyone at?"

"Their around, they are just trying to give up some privacy."

We sat down on the couch but instead of him pulling me onto his lap he sat facing me so that he could see my face. What ever it was that he wanted to talk about I could tell that he wanted to see my full reaction.

"Bella, you know that I love you with every fiber of my being right?"

The only reaction to this I could give him was a slight head nod.

"Bella, there really is no easy way to say what it is I have to say but I'm going to try and do it while doing the least amount of damage possible. Something has come up and I don't think that I will be able to go on like this. I'm not sure how or why but I have fallen in love with someone elseā€¦"

That was all I needed to hear. I tuned out after that. I didn't want to know who it was or why. There were so many things running through my head that my head started to spin. I knew that we were way out of balance. He was god like and I was simple and normal. What was I thinking to think that he would love me like that? I knew this is how it was going to be, even after Italy.

Very suddenly I was overcome with a wave of depression, hurt and sadness that was the worst I have ever felt. I wondered where it had come from when I herd a crash upstairs and then Jasper running down the stairs with Alice on his heals.

'Why Edward? Why? Can you answer me that." Jasper was yelling at Edward as he took a defensive stance like he was ready to attack.

As Jasper did this several things happened, Alice stepped in front of me to protect me, Edward went into a crouch with a growl and I realized who it was that Edward was leaving me for.

"Alice" It came out in barley a whisper but I knew that she would hear it. She turned around with a look of pure sadness and disgrace. I could tell that if she were human that she would be crying. It was in that moment that my fear was confirmed.

"I'm so sorry Bella. We never meant for this to happen. I didn't even see it happening. We were just sitting there one day and then everything clicked into place. I know that I was your best friend and that I stole your boyfriend but I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me I really didn't mean for this to happen."

Alice was cut of by a series of growls and Jasper and Edwards fight. At this, the rest of the family was in the room. Emmett was trying to break up the fight with the help of Carlisle and to my surprise Rose had me in a huge hug with Esme trying to calm the sobs that I had not realized were racking through my body.

Emmett and Carlisle were finally able to break Jasper and Edward apart. Emmett had a hold of Jasper and was trying to calm him down while Carlisle had a hold of Edward and was just staring at him in disbelief.

"What happened here?" Carlisle demanded.

Alice and Edward hung their heads in shame and Jasper just stared off into space. I was still sobbing and was in no position to start trying to put words together to form a sentence. Finally it was Alice who spoke up.

"Edward and I were trying to explain to Jasper and Bella what happened and Jasper's emotions go out of control due to all of our emotions running on high. He then came down here and ended up in a fight with Edward while I was trying to apologize to Bella."

She was cut off on her explanation by Carlisle. After she had stopped talking I herd Jasper say something to low for me to hear to Emmett. Emmett then released Jasper and Jasper walked over to me.

"Bella, I know you're not ok so I'm not going to ask. Come with me for a few days and will work through this ok. Esme can take care of things with Charlie but I think we need to get away from this for a while."

"Ok" was the only response that I could muster up.

"Me and Emmett and going to go with you. Someone is going to need to look after her while you hunt and I can see that you need to hunt now. Why don't I take Bella in my car while you and Emmett go hunt and meet us there." Rose spoke as she wrapped her arms around me tighter. Jasper thought about this for a moment then gave her a quick nod. Before I knew if I was being carried out to Rose's car with Esme close in toe.

"Hunny, I hope you feel better. You are stronger then this. I will take care of everything with Charlie and you take all the time that you need. We aren't going anywhere this time and we will help you through this."

No sooner that Rose put me on the ground then Esme had her arms wrapped around me in a warm motherly hug. Carlisle had come out by the time she put me down and told me that he was sorry for what had happened.

"I hope that you can get through this. If anyone can help you it's Jasper" Carlisle said with a warm smile.

I climbed into Rose's front seat and with one last look at the house, we were gone.

We had been on the road for about two hours now and things in the car were still quite. I was confused as to how this whole thing had happened and was deep in thought when Rose pulled me out of it.

"Belle, are you awake?"

I turned to look at Rose and shook my head. I knew that my voice was shot from all the crying that I had been doing and I didn't trust it to work.

"Bella, I know that we don't have the best relationship but I could not stand there and watch my sister be hurt so badly. I know that I'm not the person that you want to be around right now but I want you to know that I am here for you. If you want to talk or just cry I'll be here."

Her words were making a new set of tears stream from my face. I was touched that Rose had cared so much for me. Now that I was best friendless I knew that it was just what I needed at that moment.

"I also thought that if me and Emmett came that we could help keep you mind off of things. And that you might want another girl around." She added with a bright smile.

"Thanks Rose. You have no idea how much it means to me that you said that. I hope that if nothing else, we can have a better relationship because of this."

"I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and I think that we could defiantly think that we could work something out." Rose said with a huge smile and a small giggle.

"And since recent events have occurred, I think that I might be in need of a new best friend." After I realized what I said I held my breath and looked over at Rose. I hoped that I hadn't pushed this too far.

She let a huge smile spread across her face and nodded her head yes.

After this we drove in silence for the rest of this trip. After about 4 more hours Rose slowed the car down in a small town and pulled into a grocery store.

"Why are we here?"

"Well you need something to eat for the next couple of days don't you?" Rose said with a chuckle and was out of the car in the blink of an eye. She waited for me in front of the car and we headed into the store.