I DO NOT OWN ANY OF STEPHENIE MEYERS WONDERFUL WORK!!

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Its been exactly 4 months since he left me alone in this hell-hole, Forks is what they call it. I told Charlie that after school I would meet Jessica and Angela in La Push for a movie, since I was 'moping around' too much. Arggh.

Now here I am sitting on the edge of the La Push cliff, feet dangling over the side. My baby blue, v-neck sweater glowed a little from the moonlight. Here I am about to jump off a cliff and I'm thinking about clothes...how pathetic! If he hadn't left me and told me he never loved me, then maybe I wouldn't be in this situation. Ever so softly, I started to sing a song from my new CD,

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got back home
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

The song just sounded so much like the first time we actually met, tears streamed down my face, as I continued the tune.

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

I remember when I first found out he was watching me sleep...Ha! I sobbed a little more but I still sang...

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

When I fell, he would always be there to catch me...I miss him.

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our secrets
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I remember...sob...I remember it all...where are you my angel, my God?

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I got ready to jump and thought about Charlie, Renee and Phil...what would happen to them...At least they wouldn't be in anymore danger...that's all I was a 'Danger Magnet'...this is how it's supposed to be, I was an accident anyway.

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

As I finished the song, I looked up into the black, starry night sky and shouted with all my heart "I love you Edward Cullen!!," then leaped into the dark abyss.

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My first Fanfiction, do you think I should continue? I'll either do Edward's P.O.V or the person who "saves her" P.O.V