A.N.- Hey guys my sincerest apologies, my computer crashed a while back and I never got it running again. So I had to wait for Christmas for a new one. Once again my deepest apologies, and enjoy.
What have I done. I scolded myself as I laid Bella back on Edward's bed. I will never forgive myself. Never.
I hurt her, and for my own pleasure. How could I? I'll never touch her like that ever again.
I woke with a start, gasping like the wind was knocked out of me. I sat up to find myself in Edward's bed again. I have never felt so… great.
Then it hit me, Edward was coming home today! I quickly got out of bed to get ready.
When I got to the bathroom it all came back to me. His touch, his urgency, his passion. Overwhelmed by memory, I went to find him.
"Jasper?" I yelled, knowing that even if I whispered his name he would hear me. "Jasper?" I kept yelling.
I looked everywhere in the house except Alice and Jasper's room.
When I got to the wooden door I paused. I pondered what I was going to say to him. I can't just tell him that I knew what he did to me, or could I? No, absolutely not! But I should, and I should tell him exactly how I felt.
I took a deep breath, as if to ease the emotions that flooded me. Closing my eyes I knocked on the door. After a moment of silence I heard a deep unneeded sigh from behind the door, then the door opened. I unconsciously smiled.
"Bella?" Jasper questioned me softly. His eyes looking at me warily.
"Um, could I come in? I need to talk to you." I asked quietly.
He nodded solemnly, opening the door wider.
I walked in, looking around the room for a place for us to sit and talk. But the only place for us to sit was Jasper and Alice's bed. I blushed involuntarily and sat down on the bed.
I cleared my throat, and gestured next to me on the bed for him to sit. Jasper once again eyed me warily but sat down slowly as if he was trying not to startle me.
I turned myself toward Jasper.
"Why didn't you answer me when I called your name?"
" I-I dunno, I didn't think you would want to talk to me or see me."
"Is that why you are in here? To stay away from me?" I asked slowly.
"Yes." He said solemnly .
"Anyway, I came in here to talk to you about something."
His eyes got wide. "I'm so sorry Bella! Forgive me! I didn't mean to. I was not myself last night. I'll never-"
I cut him off right there. "Jasper. You don't need to apologize. I was scared and confused last night. But now, I see what you were trying to tell me all a long," I scooted closer to him. " and I feel the same way now, I love you too."
And with that I leaned over and kissed him gently. After a few seconds, he finally responded, moving his ice cold lips against mine.
I sighed contently then pushed back." Last night, was interesting, but I felt amazing this morning. I don't know what we are going to tell Alice and Edward, but we better think of something. Cause I love you Jasper Hale, more than Edward. You make me feel better than anyone else."
He laughed softly taking my face in his hands. " You have nothing to worry about, love. We will figure it out."
Jasper released my face, after once more kiss and got to his feet. "But I think its time for the human to eat."
" I don't have to right now…" But as if to agree with Jasper, my stomach growled loudly. I sighed in defeat. "Maybe I could use some food."
Jasper smirked, then grabbed my hand , leading me to the kitchen.
A.N.- hope you guys liked it, I hate myself for writing short chapters. I know I suck. Reviews please. I'll try to put another chapter up this week.