A/N-Long time no see, eh? I apologize, really I am sorry. I know you all missed me so much. Well, for a while, I just didn't have anything to write. I was just trying to get the second chapter of that sneak peek right, but it wasn't going so well. Then the stupid computer troubles came. For a few weeks now, my computer likes to have a mind of its own and do whatever it wants. So it either shuts down randomly, even if I'm in the middle or something or it doesn't turn on at all. Right now, I'm lucky and totally surprised that it's not done either….yet. But one can only hope. Anyway, I hope you like this! It's MUCH different from everything else I've ever done, but thanks to my faithful reader/reviewer and friend, Nesrine, I decided to give this a shot. Also, my friend 'Bob' deserves a thank-you too! He was also the one who came up with the idea for Twilight Goes Gangsta so more kudos to him! Well this author's note is out-longing the story, so I'll stop. Really hope you enjoy!
I couldn't understand what it was about Bella that had me so transfixed. I contemplated the mystery that was Bella Swan as I made my way to my car. It was indeed healthy to ditch now and then, especially since the biology class was blood typing. I don't think even my strong will could be suppressed with all that blood swirling around.
I slipped inside the driver's seat of my Volvo and reclined against my soft seat, sighing into the silence. The silence wasn't helping me relax so I put my key in the ignition and started the C D player. Debussy's "Claire De Lune" floated through the speakers and up to my highly-sensitive ears. I allowed my head to loll back as I concentrated on the cord progressions. The melody was sweet and it allowed me to relax quite a bit. I didn't realize how tense I was until I slumped into the seat and relaxed my shoulders.
Now that I was completely relaxed, I decided it was time to think. Bella Swan, why in all the worlds are you so captivating? So… alluring? I couldn't understand what so special about her. Yes, I am unable to read her thoughts and the smallest whiff of her blood makes me almost forget everything of Carlisle's teachings and take her right then and there. I sighed again and pinched the bridge of my nose with my thumb and forefinger.
Bella had truly been a vision on that first day. Hair long, brown, and flowing down her beautiful heart-shaped face. Her eyes weren't like most brown eyes; hers were deep and inviting while others were just plain and empty. Her lips were full but in no way too plump. They looked perfect and lush for kissing. Her neck was more appealing than any other I have ever come across. Her breasts were the perfect size. Stop thinking that way, Edward, I scolded myself. She was curvy and I briefly imagined myself placing my hands all over them, feeling them, exploring them, memorizing them …
I had to scold myself again for being so crude about Bella. I barely knew her and I was already thinking lewd thoughts about her. But there was no denying that she was a beautiful woman. I would not deny myself that luxury of knowing that she was beautiful. I sighed for the third time and brought my head back on the seat. Now there was no escaping any thoughts about Bella. She plagued me now and there was no getting rid of her. I decided to let my mind drift again, figuring it would be best to not concentrate on one thing in particular. As expected, my thoughts again drifted to Bella.
Her face slightly scrunched from trying to figure me out. Her head tilted to the side as she studied me. Her eyes as they shined when she was happy. Her lips as they rose up at the corners when she smiled. Her breasts as they rose and fell with each breath. Her body as it twisted and turned and rotated with every movement. Her long creamy legs as they glided when she walked.
A certain part of my anatomy became more present as I thought of Bella and her body. My hand twitched as I briefly debated freeing myself from the now ever-present, painful captivity. I fought against the urge and my hand stayed at my side, but as I kept thinking of Bella, I became even more pained and soon it became unbearable. I hoped with all my might that jasper was nowhere close to feel my emotions. I hesitantly brought my hand to the zipper of my jeans. I decided that I shouldn't do this, couldn't do this and that this was wrong and not to mention my emotion-crazed brother. But Bella and her unrelenting self wouldn't leave my mind alone and the pain was too much, so I brought down my zipper and freed myself into my awaiting hands.
As I sat there, stroking myself, I was uneasy and very tentative. The strokes were long and slow and barely causing any friction. I felt almost humiliated that I was reduced to … touching myself at the thought of a woman I barely knew. Suddenly, flashes Bella danced around in my min and I couldn't control my teenage hormones any longer. I shamelessly imagined myself with Bella, kissing her juicy lips, sucking her pepple-like nipples, stroking her center, making her mine.
I began to feel more comfortable and confident so I started pumping myself in earnest. I could feel myself losing control, so before I completely went under, I turned up the music to drown myself out. My thoughts became more detailed and vivid as I let myself go to my desires. I imagined Bella in the front seat with me, riding my hard shaft at a gallop. Then the backseat came to mind and I saw Bella on top of me, hands above her on the roof of the car to steady herself as she drove herself on me.
I could feel myself coming to my release. A few drops of pre-come were already dripping from the head and I used that as lubricant as I brought myself closer to the edge. As my hand pumped myself faster and faster, I desperately wanted another force working me. I imagined Bella kneeling in front of me, looking up at me sheepishly through her long lashes. I nodded my head at her in encouragement. She smiled up at me and then placed a chaste lick to my head. I shuddered under her touch and my eyes rolled in the back of my head.
She continued with a few more chaste licks before going bold and taking me completely in her mouth. I was completely surrounded by heat and the new sensation caused me to shudder again insider her mouth. She must have taken that as a good sign because she started sucking on me with more velocity. I was soon losing myself in the sensations that Bella was invoking within me. She was now fondling my sac while pumping me with her hand and sucking on me with her mouth. I was moments away from my release. Just a few more strokes …
"Come for Edward. I wanna feel you come inside my mouth," I barely heard the imaginary Bella say.
"I'm so … uhhhhhh … close. I think I'm … going … to … uhhhhhh!" My release was hard and fast and it completely overtook me. I could feel my dead seed spilling out all over my hands, pants, and probably even the steering wheel. It took me a few minutes to come down from my high. I was taking deep, unnecessary breaths and I knew that if I could, I'd be sweating right now. I briefly hoped that Jasper was nowhere near me to feel my lust-filled emotions.
Once I was able to function and move, I reached over to the glove compartment and grabbed a tissue to clean myself up. After all evidence was wiped away, I wadded up the Kleenex and put it in my pocket to dispose of later. I remembered that I was still … exposed, so I tucked myself back in my pants. I barely had time to turn down the radio before someone's thoughts bombarded me.
'Oh man, I can't believe Bella practically fainted in Biology! Oh, well it doesn't matter. She seems alright to me, just a little green. But as soon as she gets better, she'll thank me for being a hero. Oh, I have plenty of ways she can thank me …' I shut off Mike's thoughts after that, not wanting to know how he wanted Bella to thank him. I exited my car and quickly disposed of the tissue in my pocket and went to investigate what was wrong with Bella. I couldn't help the small smile that graced my face as I thought of Bella …
A/N-So there you have it, folks, my first, POSTED smut/lemon! Note, this isn't the first smut/lemon I've ever written, just the first ever posted. This is my second smut/lemon total. Now, please review but me gentle. This is a first for me and I was wildly curious to know what you guys thought.