A/N-Ok so very sorry about not updating sooner! My computer really hates me. But anyways, I think you guys will really like this last chapter. My friend read it and he said it was better than the first (he didn't read the second) so I'm pretty sure I won't disappoint. (: Really hope you guys like this one!
Chapter 3: Fantasies Become Reality (E POV)
Bella looked me directly in the eyes, hers never wavering from mine. A string of colorful profanities flowed through my mind as I stared at her, waiting for her to break her gaze. She surrendered first and turned away while I continued to stare, unmoving. She looked back at me, her eyes wide with –as I expected- fear. I didn't know what to do, whether to leave or stay put. Her eyes grew back to their normal size. She looked around hesitantly before rising slowly from her bed and over to the window. She raised it and I was immediately overtaken by her freesia scent. I was intoxicated on the spot and was surprised that I didn't fall off the branch I was crouching on.
"Um, is there a reason why you're lurking outside my window this late at night?" she arched her eyebrow and crossed her arms tightly over her chest. Though she was probably very irritable with me, I couldn't help but think how adorable she looked when she was upset.
"I couldn't sleep?" I threw out nervously. Her eyebrow rose higher as she silently questioned me.
"Well, do you wanna come in, since you're already here?" I nodded my head once and she stepped back to allow me room to enter. I slid in gracefully and we both stood there in awkward silence. I had no idea what to do with myself. I simply stood there, still as a stone, and waited for her to speak.
"Why are you here?" she spoke into the silence.
"I told you I couldn't sleep," I offered and shrugged casually.
"Oh right," she said sarcastically, "and I take midnight strolls to watch people sleep to help me sleep. Yep, I totally believe that."
"Well we both know what you do to help you sleep." The words were out of my mouth before I could even think about them. I looked over at her from the corner of my eye and saw her red as a radish. I immediately felt guilty for the words that fell from my mouth before I had time to register them. I lifted a tentative hand to her shoulder and patted her awkwardly.
"I apologize. I shouldn't have said that."
"It's ok," she said quietly. Her small voice made me feel worse.
"I really am sorry," I said, turning her to face me gently. "I shouldn't have said that. I shouldn't even be here. I just…" I trailed off, not knowing how to finish. I couldn't tell her the real reason why I was here. I couldn't imagine how she would react if she knew the truth.
"Why did you come here, Edward?" her soft voice broke through my thoughts. I looked at her nervously. How was I supposed to answer this?
"Edward," she spoke before I could think any further. She placed her small hand on top of mine and I relished in the warmth. "You can tell me. I trust you." Those three words reverberated in my head and I knew they weren't going away. As dangerous as this was for her, I couldn't make myself care. I couldn't make myself care enough.
"Why?" was the only thing I could say.
"Why what?" She asked, tilting her head to the side and scrunching her face slightly.
"Why…do you trust me?" She thought for a moment and the moments went by as if they were hours.
"Honestly, I'm not sure but I just have…a feeling. I can't explain it but its there and it's strong." I was shocked silent. For the first time in my very long existence, I was stunned speechless. My brothers will have a field day once they find about this.
"That…" I finally managed to stumble, "is…unacceptable." To say she wasn't expecting that reaction is a strong understatement.
"What?" she was completely dumbfounded; her eyebrows were bunched together in the middle of her forehead.
"You can't trust me. It's not safe." Her expression went from confusion to…outrage? I wasn't exactly sure.
"Not safe? You say trusting you is 'not safe'? What in the hell are you talking about?" Oh, she was definitely mad now.
"It's not safe! There are things about me you don't know."
"Like what? You're some kind of loony serial killer?" She was struggling to keep her voice low and she was pacing furiously in front of me with her arms crossed tightly across her chest. She took deep breaths to try and calm herself.
"Not…exactly," I finally said when I thought it was safe. She turned to face me sharply and her eyes narrowed.
"What do you mean, 'not exactly'?"
"I mean, I'm not a serial killer, but I am-"
"A killer," she finished for me. She was no longer pacing, but she wasn't facing me anymore, either. The silence dragged on and my mind reeled. I knew I had revealed too much. I knew I shouldn't have said anything, but a part of me…couldn't help but want to tell her. A part of me felt…inclined to tell her. I couldn't, for the life, or rather, un-life of me, figure out why.
"I knew there was something. There was something about you that was…different. I would have never guessed that you were somehow a killer, but still. I knew there was something." She spoke to the window, never facing me. I thought it was out of fear but the strong conviction in her voice told me otherwise. "After having this…feeling and you confirming it for me, I should be afraid. I should be terrified that you're in my room right now but I'm not. Really…I don't care." Now it was my turn to go from confusion to anger. I stood, rather swiftly, and was in front of her in an instant. She seemed a little startled at my fast movement but otherwise seemed un-phased.
"You don't care? You. Don't. Care? Are you looking for a death wish? You should care. You need to care." My harsh tone made her flinch back, but she quickly retaliated.
"Yeah, I don't care. You may think of yourself as some horrible killer, but you're good. You've done good."
"How do you know that?"
"I told you, I've just got a feeling. Even though everything else is screaming at me and telling me otherwise, I don't care. I believe that you're a good person. I know you are." Her words touched me in my non-beating heart. This girl, who barely knew me and who was just told that I was, in deed, a killer, affected me more than any other living person ever had. Every moment she spends with me, her life is in grave danger and yet, she doesn't care.
"You don't know easily I could kill you. A simple flicker of my arms and I could crush your entire body. You're that breakable."
"Edward," she sighed. The way she said my name sent chills all throughout my body. "How many times do I have to tell you? I. Don't. Care. And even though you could hurt me, I don't think that you would. I trust you." Those three words hit me again and I was momentarily stunned for the second time that night, not counting all those times when she was rather….preoccupied. Her soft brown eyes were boring into mine, gentle and questioning.
"Bella," I said, placing a hand on her shoulder, "I don't want to hurt you. I don't-"
"Then don't," she interrupted with a finger over my lips. I was tempted to take the delicious digit into my mouth but thankfully I overcame the urge. "I believe you have the willpower to not hurt me, if you so choose. I believe in you and your strength."
"I wish I could believe in myself the way you do," I sighed, exhaling an un-needed breath. Her large brown eyes questioned me silently and I tried as best I could to answer her unspoken question. A sudden urge spread within me and I wanted to act on the sudden impulse.
"There's something I want to try. Please be very still." She obliged to my request and I slowly, very slowly, leaned into her. She made no move to move away so I continued my advances, slowly of course. I gently razed my nose against her neck, enveloping myself in her freesia scent. I felt her shiver underneath me and I smiled to myself. I retracted my face from her neck slowly to be met by a pair of smoldering brown eyes. Here eyes were glazed over in pure lust and that thought alone made me go hard.
"Edward," the way she spoke my name was somewhere between a moan and a sigh. My hard-on turned into a painful prison with the way she spoke to me. "There's something I'd like to try as well. Please, don't move and trust me." I did as I was told and became an immobile statue. She looked up at me with those smoldering brown eyes and lifted herself up towards me. She gripped my forearms gently and brought her face to mine. Her sweet breath blew in my face, causing me to involuntarily breathe in. her lips touched mine softly, gently but I could feel the under masked emotion behind it. Before either of could get carried away, she pulled away, leaving me wanting more.
"Not so bad, was it? She asked playfully. I decided to answer honestly.
"Bad isn't even near the vocabulary I would use to describe that kiss, love." A deep scarlet crept unto her beautiful skin. I took her chin in my hand to bring her face to mine. "Don't be embarrassed, love. Anything that happens between us is amazing. Please, don't forget that." Her lips lifted up at the corners and I knew I had gotten a smile.
"So," she started shyly, "you want more to happen between us?" my non-beating heart would have been racing in double time if it could still beat.
"Honestly, yes I do. There's something about you that captivates me, draws me in. It feels as if there is some kind of force…pulling me towards you. And I'm not exactly looking to pull away."
"Yeah, me too. I feel exactly the same way. I can't explain it, but there's this force, this connection between us and it's unbreakable. Not like I'm looking to break it, either." She smiled cheekily and I couldn't help but smile back. She had some bizarre effect on me.
"If it is at all acceptable, I'd like to kiss you now," I said while unleashing the force of my eyes on her. I couldn't help but dazzle her a little. She seemed to be momentarily stunned but recovered quicker than expected.
"It is perfectly acceptable for you to kiss me." I shot her a quick wink before leaning down, a little faster, towards her lips. They were so warm and soft and inviting. They were practically begging to be kissed! I encouraged her with my own lips, that were moving hastily, to move hers and she obliged without a second thought. At first, we simply made slow movement, just relishing in the feeling but soon we both wanted more. I began to move my mouth more hungrily over hers and she did the same. Suddenly I felt her tongue poking out, running along my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I was hesitant to grant its wish but I was also curious and my curiously won out over my hesitance.
Our mouths were now open, breath mingling, my cool with her warm, tongues dancing in an unfamiliar but passionate dance. Soon, the rest of our bodies began responding. My hands went to cup her face as hers wrapped around my neck. I could tell she needed to breath but she refused to break the kiss. Reluctantly, I pulled my mouth away from hers but I kept her close. We were both breathing heavily even though it wasn't necessary for me. I was feeling the loss of contact from being away from her mouth, so I began kissing her neck as she composed her breathing. I felt her heartbeat quicken and pulse race and the feeling set me alight.
I kissed her neck at first, teasing her just a bit and inhaling her scent. As I felt the blood pound beneath my lips, the hunger and thirst for her blood was rivaled and outweighed by the hunger for her body. I then started to lick and suck on her flesh, earning a deep throaty moan from my Bella.
"Uhhhh, that feels really good," she said, winded, as is she were out of breath, which she probably was.
"What feels good? This?" I asked before I licked and then sucked hungrily at her pulse point.
"God!" she gasped while clutching on to my shoulders and throwing her head back, basking in the reactions I was evoking within her. But all of her reactions were causing my own and I knew I was going to have to release myself soon. I teased her just a bit more, kissing, licking, nibbling, biting, at her neck and keeping her in divine torture. As I was continuing said torture, I received another moan and a gasp from Bella.
"Bed!" was the only coherent thing she could say while I ravished her neck. I picked her up swiftly and carried her to her bed, making sure to lat her down gently. The moon poured into her room and some of the light danced across her face. I looked down at her and saw her eyes look back at me expectantly, wanting me to continue.
"Bella, I think…I think that…well I…I think I'm in love with you." Never in my undead life have I struggled with words like I did just then. I dared to look in her eyes and I saw that they were shining. She seemed to be…happy.
"Edward, I'm in love with you too. I know I'm in love. It feels so wonderful now that you've told me. This all feels more right some how." She brought a hand to cup cheek tenderly. Such a loving gesture made my un-beating heart melt. I smiled down at her and she returned it, full mast. I brought myself down to her lips for a simple kiss but she surprised me by grabbing me by the hair and deepening the kiss. I certainly wasn't complaining. Our mouths moved in perfect rhythm, perfectly in sync with one another, but I couldn't resist the call of her delectable neck. While continuing my earlier tasks on her neck, my left hand traveled down her body until I came across the swell of her breast. I felt her breath hitch and I stopped immediately.
"Is this ok?" She nodded her head yes but I wasn't doing anything more without more confirmation.
"I was just surprised. I've never…that's never happened before, but it was fine, really. Keep going, please."
"Absolutely." She smiled and nodded so I hesitantly brought my hand back to her breast as my face went back to her neck. I grazed the top of her breast before cupping it fully. A loud gasp escaped Bella and I could feel the rest of her body reacting. I started massaging it and I flicked my thumb over the nipple. Another throaty moan passed her lips and I smiled to myself. I continued to caress and rub her breast and she continued to moan as quietly as possible. She constantly had to bite her bottom lip to keep from crying out. As much as I enjoyed hearing Bella cry out because of me touching her breast, I wanted more. I wanted to venture further. I took my hand away and she whimpered in protest. I only smiled as my hand traveled south.
"I think we need to explore a little further. What do you think?" She nodded her head and I smiled again. My fingers grazed the waistband of her pajama bottoms. I ran my hand across it lazily. I felt a small pair of warm hands guide mine inside her pants. Now I was at the waistband of her panties. I looked up at her to make sure it was ok. She smiled and nodded so I slipped a cool hand inside. I brought a single finger and ran it along her folds to test her. She was already wet for me. Her arousal punctured the air and the hardness in my pants became unbearably tight. I slipped my finger inside which caused Bella to moan loudly.
"Oh God, Edward!" Her head was thrown back against the pillows. I slowly brought my finger out only to push it slowly back in. She groaned louder as I did that. I did that a few times, picking up the pace a bit before inserting another finger into her slits. Bella's hips bucked unexpectedly and she cried out in pleasure.
"Dammit, Edward! Oh God, that's…uh, so amazing. Don't stop."
"You want me to keep going then?"
"Mmm, yeeeeeees," she drawled out as I pumped her faster.
"You seem to enjoy this. Am I right about that?"
"Ohhh, uh, yes. Most definitely, oh! Right," she moaned as I went deeper. She started meeting my thrusts with her own, adding to her pleasure. Our pace became even faster and I could feel her climax getting close. Her inner walls started to clamp around my fingers. I decided to tease her again, so I added a third finger and she almost came over the edge.
"Edward, I'm so close. I can feel it. I'm coming," she panted huskily in my ear.
"I can feel you too, love. You're very close."
"I'm going to come, right now! Oh! Oh, God, Oh, God, Oh-"
"Not yet, love. Now's not the time," and suddenly my fingers were gone and Bella didn't reach her release. She was obviously frustrated and not pleased by my actions.
"You shouldn't be such a tease, Edward," she huffed. I simply grinned and brought my fingers to my mouth to taste her. Her unique scent was more potent and absolutely intoxicating. I felt myself being pulled down to Bella's full lips and our mouths were locked in a passionate duel. Her tongue grazed mine and I was sure she could taste herself on me. She moaned deeply into my mouth, the vibrations tickling my throat. Suddenly, she broke the kiss and smiled wickedly.
"My turn," she purred in my ear as she gently nibbled my earlobe. The sensations were beyond words and I had to remember to try that later once she was done having her fun. Her warm lips touched my jaw and along my neck where she preformed similar ministrations to the ones I did earlier. I couldn't stop the moan that left me as she sucked my neck. I felt her little hand travel down my body. She went under my shirt and felt my chest, outlining every muscle. The feeling of her warm hand on my cold body felt amazing and I found myself wishing that she would never stop. Once she was finished memorizing my chest she slipped her hand out of my shirt and down towards my pants. She lightly brushed against the bulge, smiling when she felt how large I was. Slowly, achingly show, she brought her fingers along and down my zipper, inch by agonizing inch, until I was finally free.
I sighed from the sudden release but it turned into a long, drawn-out moan when she lightly stroked me.
"Hmm, someone seems to be rather excited," she teased as she very slowly started to stroke me again.
"What can I say? I'm always excited to see you." She chuckled briefly before she gripped me in entirety and started to pump me at a slightly faster velocity. All other thoughts vanished from my mind and the only thing I focused on was Bella pumping me up and down, up and down, up and down. She kept changing her pace, from mind-numbingly fast to painfully slow so I never knew what she was going to do next. I felt myself grow painfully hard in her hands and I knew I was close.
"Please Bella," I begged. My release was in sight and I wanted it. Now.
"Please what?" she taunted. She knew exactly what she was doing and she knew she had me but I didn't care.
"Please…pump me harder. I'm almost there."
"I know you are. I can feel how close you are. You want this harder?" Her speed increased to an even quicker pace and I knew I wasn't going to last much longer. Suddenly, the pumping stopped and I was left hard and unsatisfied. Bella was looking down at me with the hugest smirk on her face.
"Doesn't feel so nice to be teased, does it?" At vampire speed, I moved so that I was on top of her, but not putting any weight on her.
"Oh, you're going to pay dearly for that, my love."
"Oh, I sure hope you do." She started giggling quietly and I began to undress her. I removed her shirt first, then her pajama bottoms, which only left her in a gorgeous white lace bra with matching underwear. She looked absolutely breathtaking and at this point, I could only imagine what she looked like fully de-clothed. As I reached to undo her bra, she put a hand out to stop me. I looked down at her confused and she only smiled.
"It seems you're still a bit overdressed, Mr. Cullen," and we were wearing matching grins as I undressed myself at vampire speed. Now only clad in boxers, my hands made their way to her bra and this time I wasn't stopped. I unclasped the back and slid the straps down her shoulders slowly. I discarded the garment to the floor where the rest of our clothes were laying.
"Beautiful," I murmured as I kissed each breast. A slight blush came but nothing like the usual scarlet. I felt her hands wrap around my waist as she slid my boxers off my hips and down my legs. Completely nude, I brought my hands to her panties and slid them off slowly down her creamy legs. I marveled in her nude form, completely overtaken by her beauty. She must have been doing the same to me because once e locked eyes, we both smiled.
"Oh, wait, you'll need this," she reached for a small foil package in her drawer. She handed it to me and I raised an eyebrow.
"Why do you have these here?" I asked while ripping open the wrapper.
"My mother put them in there because she thought I might need them. She wanted me to be safe and prepared," she sighed and rolled her eyes. I chuckled and rolled the condom onto my length. I positioned myself at her entrance and I looked deeply into her eyes.
"Are you sure you want this?"
"Yes," she said her voice strong with conviction.
"I'm sorry if this hurts. I love you."
"I love you too," she smiled warmly and I kissed her tenderly as I entered her. She grabbed my shoulders, squeezing them firmly. I could tell she was trying not to cry and the thought of her in tears nearly broke me in two.
"I'm so very sorry, my love. I don't want to hurt you."
"It's ok. I know it's not your fault. Just give me a minute to adjust.' I was still above her, letting her get used to me.
"Ok," she said after a few moments, "you can move now." I nodded once before proceeding into her depths. She bit her bottom lip and squeezed her eyes shut. I went in further, brushing past her barrier. She gasped and buried her face in my shoulder. I now sat all the way in and I let her adjust to me again. She nodded into my shoulder and I pulled out slowly only to push back in a little harder. She knotted her fingers in my hair and drove my head to her shoulder. I started rocking into her at a steady but slow rhythm. She began moaning and I knew the pain was gone.
"Edward, go faster," she whispered in my ear. I granted her request and started pumping faster. The new pace surprised and she groaned loudly. We were rocking at a faster speed and I angled myself, hitting her spot over and over.
"Oh, Edward, yes! There, right there!" Her nails dug into my shoulders, raking down my back. I hit the same sweet spot harder and faster.
"Like this, Bella? Is this how you want it?"
"Oh, yes," she moaned.
"Tell me how you want it, Bella," I demanded.
"Hard." The word surprised me but I obliged to her want. I thrust into her, harder than before but still careful enough not to hurt her. She groaned in my shoulder to muffle the sound and I felt her walls clamp around my hard shaft and she came instantly. I kissed her hard, capturing her loud scream. I still hadn't reached my release, so I continued to thrust into her. A few thrusts later, I felt my climax peak and Bella tightened around me. We came together, capturing the others' screams and moans. I rested on top of her, careful not to crush her. After I could move my limbs, I rolled off her lazily. We lied there, breathing heavily, basking in the afterglow.
"That was…wow," we both laughed Bella rested her on my chest and I wrapped my arms around her.
"Sleep, my Bella, my one and only love. I'll hold you all through the night. I love you always.'
"Love you too,' she mumbled before falling asleep in my arms. I held her and smiled to myself, realizing I found a cure for Bella's insomnia.
A/N-Ok guys, that's it. No more. This story is done. But fear not! More lemony smutty goodness on the way! Now please review! Also, sorry for any mistakes but my hands hurt so bad from typing and I'm too lazy to look for mistakes. (;