He hated fighting with her. He hated fighting with her when she was pregnant, but she had been moody for the past few days and it was getting on his nerves. He was tired of her blaming her mood swings on their child using the hormones pretext.
"I don't understand what's wrong with you and don't give me that crap about hormones ok?" Zeke snapped at her again, he turned his back on her and cleared the plate's components in the bin. Her loss if she didn't want his food.
This time the fight was about Zeke making her pancakes while she wanted eggs. She knew she was being silly because for the past three weeks she had only ate pancakes and suddenly she just didn't understand why he wasn't making eggs.
"You don't listen to me! This past week you just haven't been listening to me." Sharpay screamed She was exhausted and tired and jealous and SIX MONTH PREGNANT!
Zeke was about to just scream again but he eyed the camera crew from the corner of his eyes who were busily filming the whole thing. It seemed like they only woke up when Sharpay and him were fighting and it was exhausting and just argh he wanted it to end. He didn't want to fight with her anymore. He walked over to the stool where she was seating looking really adorable in her pyjamas and looked at her. She was beautiful and red with anger and breathing heavily and it kind of made him want to smile.
He wrapped his arms around her and she breathed in inhaling him. He had already showered and smelled of vanilla.
"I hate fighting with you, if you want eggs I will make you eggs ok?" he said and kissed her forehead.
Sharpay shocked up and cried in his shirt.
"I don't want to be like this, I don't. I just feel like I am not me." Sharpay whispered and Zeke just looked at her.
"What do you mean babe?"
-"Don't get me wrong I love this idea of having our baby but it's just that it makes me feel all of this emotions that I didn't think I could feel and I am not sure I like them. I cry all the time!" She exclaimed throwing her hands in the air.
Zeke smiled and kissed her again ."And I kind of love it. It makes you look vulnerable and I find it beautiful. I don't want you to be perfect, you don't need to be. I just want you."
Sharpay half smiled through her tears and hugged him tight. Sometimes when she laid awake in bed wondering why she had married Zeke out of all the guys in the planet it was those type of moments that came to her mind. Moments where he could just say stuff that would make her fall in love with him all over again.
"Do you actually realise that all this will be on television?" Sharpay laughs looking at the cameras as she wipes away a tear and Zeke smiles because she does." And all the guys in the team will make fun of you because you are acting all lovey dovey…"
Zeke grins as he walks towards the fridge to get a couple of eggs to make her an omelette.
"I don't care because you like it when I am lovey dovey." Zeke says accompanied with a wink.
Sharpay laughs and then she stops suddenly holding her stomach with a pained look on her face.
"What?" says Zeke worriedly walking over to Sharpay.
-"I really need to pee".
"I must say that co-ordinator lady is hot!" Jason said as he looked at Lola again who was talking with the head cameraman to pick out which footage would be used for the first episode.
This was one of the few times were I was allowed to talk with one of my friends without the cameras around. They were really big invasions of privacy but I was tolerating them mostly for Sharpay who was at the spa with Gabriella and Taylor.
"I wouldn't know, I am not looking.' I said nonchalantly shooting the ball towards the net and ... missing.
Jason arched an eyebrow at me disbelievingly. I sighed.
"Ok, ok I noticed but why would I care?' I said trying for the net again. Miss. What the hell was wrong?!?!?!?!
Jason snatched the ball away from me and shot. He scored.
"I don't know. I mean you MUST miss getting laid with Sharpay being huge and stuff…"
-"Jason do me a favour please don't refer to Sharpay as being HUGE at least not in her presence ok? She would freak." I said with a tight smile.
He had obviously never experienced the wrath of Sharpay before.
"Huh...ok… so well tell me you're not attracted to hot lady over there?" Jason added confused.
"Ok I admit it she is really …attractive but I love Sharpay." I said quickly to make the first affirmation meaningless.
-"Never said you didn't dude". said Jason as he scored again.
He was right. He hadn't questioned my love for Sharpay. I had brought up that myself. What did it mean?
I did love Sharpay. With all her flaws and I knew no one really understood why I had chosen her. Except she had chosen me. She loved and trusted me and she was carrying our child and I knew that was a big thing for Sharpay to do and here I was talking about finding another woman attractive.
I was a horrible husband.
Almost a year!
Do I feel horrible ? YEAH! I really really do. A bit like Zeke at the end of this chapter.
I am so so sorry and I can say that I am now back on track and sorry if this chapter is like weird but I haven't like written down anything in ages.
Apologies for any mistakes or typos, I was really excited to prove I was still alive that I might have some mistakes.
But please review it keeps me writing.