Wilting Roses and Green Tea pt2
The first thing I see when I open my eyes is you. There you are, sitting beside my bed. Wait... Why? Why are you there? I try not to make a sound as I watch you, trying to understand. Because quite frankly, it doesn't make sense. I thought you hated me. You left me to die more than once, but I, being the beautiful poet I am, still love you. Yes, that's right...It was all for you, Jade.
You look over at me and I freeze. My blood runs cold and yet, at the same time, my body is filled with a giddy warmth and joy.
"Gotten yourself into trouble again, hm?" you asked with a blatant tinge of malice in your voice. You're mad at me for this thing with Nebilim... But then again. you're always mad at me, aren't you? You stare down your nose at me, so obviously condenscending. And some part of me wants to hate you with a fiery passion but... I can't.
You are waiting for me to speak. But you won't listen so I don't. No, I want to. I will. "N--n--not m--my f--fault---" I manage out through my chattering teeth. And you laugh. Laugh! Laughing because you think I'm stupid, no doubt. You think that I am completely idiotic and worthless and I can't stand it. I would beg you not to. I would get down and stain my precious knees just for you to like me. I don't know why you don't... I'm beautiful and smart, how could you not?
"Oh, no, of course not," you say. You are always so smarmy. "Your fault? No, never. Stupidity can't be your fault." Every word is like a knife and I just... JUST STOP. No, Jade, how could you do this to me? HOW COULD YOU?!
I turn my face away. I am still cold. Cold and soaked and shivering. I close my eyes and try to block out your cruel words but I can't. Your voice is... something I have become helplessly addicted to. Oh, I must be such a masochist to be sitting here and listening to you insult me. But what can I do?
That's it for now. I don't know if I'll be continuing this... I only wrote this one for the readers. XD Since you guys requested it. So... we'll see what happens.
Thanks for Reading