I wanted to THANK the following people personally for having to be so kind, understanding, sympathetic, and supportive of me for the last couple of months and even during the month of the most tragic moment that has ever happened to my life. It really touched me that you guys cared enough to share some personal experiences and if not, it was just the thought of giving me some encouragement and 'feel better' wishes that gave me an extra strength to help me move on (I also thought that it was nice to know that someone else in the world knows what I'm going through or just being supportive). It is still hard for me everyone once in a while because I would remember small things that connects with my mom and it just saddens me at times. But I'm so glad that I had my family and friends to be there. But anyways, I really and truly appreciate everything that you have ALL told me. THANK YOU EVERYONE!!! :) I just wanted to add that I am coming back to writing and will most likely change some of my stories by rewriting chapters, editing chapters and revising anything else I see fit. I will also write new stories, adding new chapters, and maybe have you guys vote some things in the coming future. Although, I am back to school now and might be busy every once in a while so if you have anything to tell me, just PM me anytime.
1)Zeppie-Thank You for caring. I really appreciate it! :)
2)Khelc-sul Renai-Thanks for understanding. It was nice of you to give me some support. I am somewhat better now and day by day, I am hanging in there to move on. :)
3)xX-WaterLilly-Xx-Thank You! I'm so glad that your brother was alright. I appreciate the fact that you were able to tell me something so personal. I would have put myself into writing as well if I had the chance but I wasn't able to do so because I couldn't think. My mind was in total blank. But anyways, I don't want to go down that road anymore so I really am thankful. :)
4)sessysbaby666-Thanks for caring. I really appreciate it!:)
5)SailorNova007-Thank You So Much! I am sorry about your cousin as well. I want to thank you for sharing something so personal and share my own condolences to you. It is pretty hard to lose someone that we really care about but I know that I can't linger into depression or sadness any longer because I know that my mom wouldn't want me to be that way. I'm just glad that both our family member is finally in a better place. Also, thanks for telling me to write my feelings in a form of poem, but I have to admit, I'm not really strong in writing one. I guess my outlet would just be writing in general about anything. Thanks for the advice though. :)
6)bookworm51485-Thank You So Much for giving me such support. I know that it is hard for anyone of us to lose someone that we really care about (and I understood that well for the first time after my mom passed away). I want to also tell you that I was more closer to my mom than my dad which anyone can understand why it would have an even more effect on me. But seriously though, all I have to say is that cherish every moment and day of your life with your family and friends because we may never really know what can happen. So, I hope you take care of yourself as well as your mom. :)
7)Shadowhawk-My most trusted friend in fan fiction :)! It was really thoughtful of you to support me as you always do and for that I am really glad to have received your message. I know that I shouldn't dwell into a path where my health and mental state would go into depression and unhealthiness. Don't worry, I have my own family and friends to shake me or just be there for me to talk about anything about my mom. I also know that my mom wouldn't want me to be sad all my life since I told in my speech for her that I would do everything to graduate college and live my life to fullest in happiness. I know that she will always be with me and I am thankful for everything that she has done for me in the last 21st years of my life that she has given birth to me. I know that you are one of the people that I know who are patient with me when it comes to updating my stories, but really, I will be back soon and ready to continue. So, THANK YOU SO MUCH!! (=^-^=)
8)OnlyInDarknessCanWeSee-Thank You for caring! Your message was much appreciated. :)
9)serenamoonrose-Thank You for caring. I really appreciate it! Don't worry, I am getting better day by day since I have so many supportive people. :)
10)yumi2482-Thank you for understanding! Your message was much appreciated. :)
11)DemonGirl13-Thanks for the mental and digital hug. LOL! I really liked that one since you were the first one to do it. Thank you so much for caring. I am recovering and taking my time to be better day by day. :)
12)Me-Thank You for your blessing and for your caring attitude. I truly appreciate it! :)
13)nicole-Thank You So Much! I'm glad that you were able to share something so personal with me. I hope that you are doing well also. I want to share my own condolences as well. Thanks for the advice and I will solely take it in. Thanks again. :)
14)swatchy-Thank You So Much! Just the thought of you writing the message for me was really thoughtful enough that I really appreciate it. Thanks for telling me to keep my chin up, for I definitely will because I want to get back into writing and I know for sure that my mom wouldn't want me to be stuck on my sadness and depressing state.
15)malhith-Your condolences is very much appreciated. Thank you for praying for me and my family. Thank you as well for the advice of writing things down in a journal. I have thought about doing such things but lately I've just let things out by playing sports (mainly in volleyball). Thanks again! :)
16)LadyEtelka-I really appreciate your message. It was thoughtful of you to send me one in the first place. I liked your "Grief Fades but Your Memories Remain" note and I have to admit, it can really fit as one of those Hallmarks sympathy card messages. But anyways, Thank You So Much for caring! It was hard in the last couple of months but I have to admit that writing down things or writing stories is one of the things that clears out my mind. During the point of the month when my mom passed, I just couldn't think, but now it's different. I know that my mom really loved me and that she wouldn't want me to be anymore sad. Plus, she knew about my writing habit. LOL! She was always wondering what the hell I was doing cooped up in my bedroom and always in my laptop for hours because I wouldn't move or leave the room (except for using the toilet). So she was ever so helpful to bring in the food or checking up on me when I least expect it, cause the next thing I know, she would barge in my room or she would have a plate of food right next to my bed or in the computer table in my room. That there are moments that I wouldn't mind sharing for other people to read and know about my mom. She was just that caring type of a person and I will ALWAYS LOVE her. :)
17)thfourteenth-Thank You So Much for caring! I really appreciate it. I totally agree with you about how my mom wouldn't want me to be unhappy and I told myself that I will move on because I can't stay in a depressing and sad state for her. Again, thank you for messaging me. :)
18)XMeikoX-Thank you for caring! Your message was much appreciated. :)
19)KimuraYouko16-Thank you for caring! Your message was much appreciated. :)
20)GreenAwesomeness-Thanks for the short quote. I really liked it.
21)don't mind!!!-Thank You for caring! Your message was much appreciated/ :)
22)shebajay-Thank you for caring! Your message was much appreciated. :)
23)SGWLESSIUT-Thank you for understanding. Your message was much appreciated. :)
24)Tohruismyoneechan-Thank You So Much for caring! I would like to give my own condolences to you as well. Thanks for the mental and digital hug. LOL! You are the second one to do it. I really appreciated the fact that you were able to share something so personal with me. Thank You. I hope you also feel better and that we both need to move on because our loved ones wouldn't want us to be unhappy or sad. Plus, I'm not really of a quitter type so don't worry, I will continue to write. I hope you take care of yourself too. :)
25)Milky Etoile-I want to Thank You for telling me something so similar to what I am going through. I appreciate the fact that you messaged me. I have to agree with you that she is finally in a better place and that I will ALWAYS keep her memories of her in my heart. I also hope that you take care of yourself and feel better as well. :)
26)Mirsama-Thank you for understanding. Your message was much appreciated. :)
28)Subaru-Thank you for understanding. Your message was much appreciated. :)
29)X-I Thank you for your sympathy. I also Thank You for supporting myself and my story(ies). I have gotten better and knowing that my thinking brain or more like my imagination is back again in full force, I'm going back to writing. If you would like to read what I wrote to LadyEtelka you'd understand why I would want to continue and not come back at a later date to start writing again. :)
31)Serpent91-Thank you for understanding. Your message was much appreciated. :)
32)greenmindedblueblood-Thank you so much for your message. I really appreciate that you were able to tell me something so personal. I understand what you're trying to say and I will definitely take it in. Thanks for telling me that I can go to you anytime if I needed to talk to someone. I have to admit, you are the first to suggest such a thing and for that, I am very thankful. Again, Thank You as well for supporting and liking my story(ies). I hope that you take care as well. :)
33)EverlastingBreeze-Thank You for caring. I really appreciate your message. I do care about ALL my readers and reviewers. I also care about my stories and how I really want to start writing again, finishing some of them up and posting up updates or new stories. I want to Thank You for liking my story(ies) and for that, I am quite glad about it. :)
34)Yumi the Fallen Angel-Thank you for liking my story. :) I will try my best in updating soon.