Chapter 13

My heart was pounding as I was trying to go through in my mind what I was about to do. I was very unsure of myself at the moment. Edward wanted me to touch myself in front of him, something I've never even thought about before.

I opened my eyes and saw him sitting in a plush chair in the corner of the bedroom. He was sunk down low, his shirt still off. I ran my eyes over his body, licking my lips, longing for him to come closer so I could slowly run my tongue up his chest, twirl it around it his nipples, my fingers tracing patterns along his back...

My heart started racing even faster. I saw him smile, that evil little glint in his eyes again.

"What are you thinking, Bella," he whispered. His voice was low and rough.

I raised my eyes to look back at him, my cheeks blushing.

"I can see that your enjoying your thoughts," he whispered again and nodded towards me.

I looked down and realized what his little nod meant.

My hands were running across my thighs, inching closer until I was slowly running my fingers over the soaked spot on the front of my little blue panties. I didn't even think about how my body was reacting. I hadn't realized. My mind was too caught up in the little fantasy game I was playing inside my head. Or the way my lips were moving over Edward's hard body, feeling his muscles tighten underneath my hands.

"Bella," Edward said. He sat up a little in his chair, leaning forward just a bit, his hands gripping his knees. I noticed that his knuckles were turning white with the strain of holding himself still.

I cleared my throat, slowly raising my eyes to meet his again, speading my legs wider just a little. "Yes?" I whispered back.

I watched his chest rise and fall with each steadied breath he was taking.

"Take your panties off before I come over there and rip them off of you," he snarled, a low growl rumbling from the bottom of his throat.

I smiled as I hooked my fingers in the sides of my underwear, slowly sliding them down over my hips, inch by inch. I kept my eyes on his the entire time, finding that I was getting more turned on by the second from his reaction to me. I lifted my hips and slid them off lower, bringing my legs together as I took them off completely. I brought them up to twirl around my finger, teasing him even more.

I leaned up and tossed them towards him, the small blue material landing in his lap. He looked down before taking them into his hand. He slowly raised his head to run his eyes over my body.

I layed back on the bed, feeling myself blush again as he looked at me.

He stood up and walked over to the edge of the bed, crushing my panties in his hand. He sat down, just a few feet away from me. His other hand made its way over to me, his fingers sliding across the bed. I watched his hand as it inched closer.

I shivered a little when his cool fingers traced lines up and down my legs. He wrapped his hand over my thigh and slowly tugged on it, forcing me to open my legs wider. I started breathing heavier, gently biting down on my bottom lip. He pressed my legs into the bed, pushing them furthur apart.

He closed his eyes and inhaled deeply, like one would smell a bouquet of roses. My chest was moving up and down faster with each little breath I took, my lungs almost gasping for air.

He opened his eyes to look down at me. They were filled with lust and passion. My heart skipped a beat as his fingers began to glide lightly over my thighs.

"Bella," he whispered quietly. "You smell...delicious." His nostrils flared, his fingers pressing a little harder into my skin, every nerve ending in my body felt like it was on fire.

"Do it, Bella," his voice was rough again, deeper as he started to breathe faster. "I can't take it much longer. I want to see you touch yourself, moan my name like you did earlier. Please..."

I quietly obeyed, afraid that he had been sitting on the edge too long. Afriad that he might lose his control. Afraid that I was going to explode any second if I didn't do something to ease the ache in my warm, wet pussy.

I slid a finger through my wet folds, feeling my juices running down along my inner thighs. A quiet moan escaped through my lips. I felt all the tension that had been built up through the day release a little as I quickly plunged a finger inside, sliding it in and out faster and faster.

My groans were being mixed with Edwards. He was quietly whispering my name, moaning right along with me. I closed my eyes and arched my back, pushing another finger in deeper. I curled them up until I felt them hit the one spot I knew that would send me straight over the cliff. I reached my other hand down, my finger rubbing harder in tight little circles over my swollen clit.

I bit down on my bottom lip, my hips sliding forward, thrusting faster as my fingers worked harder. I let everything else go. I didn't think about what I was doing, or who I was doing it in front of. All I cared about was the release.

I opened my eyes a little to see the material of the comforter clenched tightly in Edward's fists. His jaw was set, mouthing my name over and over. A jolt of electricity shot through me. It was strange and exciting to experience this with him. It heightened all my senses. My heart pounded loudly in my ears. I felt a warm flush cover my entire body. My toes curled as my fingers worked harder. I rubbed my clit faster, my moaning getting louder and louder...

"Edward," I gasped, my back arching off the bed, my legs trembling as I came hard and fast. "Mmm, ohh yes, yes Edward!"

I couldn't stop. My moaning was harder, my breathing heavier, pushing my fingers deeper inside my hot, tight pussy, rubbing faster and faster until my body exploded from my orgasm.

I slowed down a little, laying back on the bed, feeling tired and finally satisfied. I was lost in my own little world. I smiled as I stretched, reaching my arms above me, tangling my fingers through my hair. I started to giggle softly as I opened my eyes. Edward had the same little sly smile playing across his perfect lips.

"Well," I said, waiting for him to say something. He just continued to smile at me, his fingers still gripping the sheet.

"Well what?" He asked.

I sat up, moving closer to him, wrapping my legs around his waist. I slid my fingers up across his chest, lightly tracing the lines of his shoulders, moving them slowly down his arms.

"Well," I said. "Did you get what you wanted?" I kept my eyes focused on his neck, my thoughts drifting off to all the things I could do with my tongue, thinking that his neck would be a good place to start. I leaned in closer, parting my lips before he stopped me. He placed one cool finger under my chin, gently tilting my head up to look at him.

"Did you get what you wanted?" he asked, the corner of his mouth sliding up into my favorite smirk.

"Oh, I definitely got what I wanted. Edward," I paused, giggling again at what I had just done. "That felt so amazing, I can't describe to you how much it turned me on to have you watching me like that." I looked back down at the bed, blushing a little as I pictured myself laying there in front of him, legs spread wide, fingers pushing deep into my wet pussy, pleasuring myself.

"I think I have a small idea of how much you liked it," he winked at me, pulling me closer to his chest, his fingers running up and down my back, his hands sliding lower, sending shivers through my spine.

"But did you like it?" I could hear the self doubt coming through again, worried that I wasn't doing all I could to please him.

His eyebrows scrunched together, a little crease forming between his beautiful eyes.

"Are you kidding?" he said. "Bella, that has got to be the most sensual, erotic thing I've ever seen. You have no idea how much I enjoyed it. I may have enjoyed it a little more than you did. Hearing you earlier today was one thing...but this," his eyes rolled over my body, lingering a little longer on my thighs where his fingers were sliding across my hips, inching closer to the one place I had been desperate for him to touch all day, "this...I like this alot better."

I looked down at his fingers, my eyes running up and down his body. I slid my hand down his chest, my fingers playing with the waistband of his pants before moving my hand over the hard cock straining against the material he was wearing.

"I think you did enjoy it," I said as I moved my hand harder against him, looking up into his eyes as he quickly picked me up, throwing me over his shoulder. I gasped at he walked out of the room, moving through the cabin towards the living room.

"Edward," I laughed. "What is this? What are you doing?"

"Bella, you have no idea how much I enjoyed it."  His arms wrapped tighter around me, his fingers digging into my skin. He layed me down on a blanket in front of a fire he had lit earlier. I looked around the darkened room, scooting back into the big throw pillows laying across the warm blanket. The only thing my eyes were focused on was Edward's body, the flickering light from the fire dancing across his pale, cool skin. He reached down to his pants and quickly ripped them off, tossing them aside. In a flash his hands moved even quicker as he threw his boxers off, shreds of fabric falling to the floor. He stood in front of me then, his beautiful body layed out for me to see. I smiled as I looked up into his eyes, seeing the same look in them that I had in mine.

"Edward," I whispered. "Edward, make love to me, please."

"Bella," he whispered back. "I don't plan on doing anything else but that." He got down on his knees and moved closer towards me. His body hovered over mine, leaning in until I could feel all of him pressed up against me. He gently kissed me. Parting my lips with his tongue, sliding it inside my warm mouth. I moaned as his tongue twisted with mine. I reached up and wrapped my fingers through his hair, pulling him closer to me.

"Edward," I moaned while his lips moved down to my neck, sucking gently on the skin below my ear.

"Bella, I love you, I want you so much," he whispered softly in my ear. "I've waited all day for this."

"Me too, Edward. Me too..."

Hope you're happy!

reasons for delay of this chapter: 1. been out of the country for awhile  2. having a personal/family crisis to deal with  3. sort of had a mental/emotional breakdown  4. been busy working

and OMG...the new trailer on tv..yeah, you all know which one i'm talking about..the whole making out with Edward in my panties scene...i'm so glad they put that in. seriously, i mean, what girl can resist Edward when he sneaks into her room and is all looking good and smelling like fresh baked sugar cookies with his pale gorgeous skin and is like..i just wanna try one thing. I don't think i would be satisfied with him trying just ONE thing, i'd wanna try ALL the things, lol. which is why i write these little chapters. and which is probably why you all read them! as always REVIEW! thanks!