I cannot erase this pain I feel,

Forever Alone

I cannot erase this pain I feel,

That burns deep within.

The lives I took the blood I spilt.

The scars will forever remain.

The guilt and the sorrow, the grief and regret,

It will always be etched in my mind.

For I am nothing but a monster, a villain,

All the things that are wrong,

The things that are feared in whole.

Yet you still remain with me, here by my side.

You say I'm forgiven, you tell me its fine.

But no…

I can see it in your eyes,

The wounds of the past, too distinct to hide.

The anguish you hold,

The heartache you shoulder,

It's all because of me and my flaw.

The darkness consumed me, and you paid the price.

And for that I am truly sorry.

You say I'm forgiven, you tell me its fine.

But no…

I can never truly forgive myself for what I have done,

To the galaxy,

To the light,

To hope,

and to you.

So now I must go,

And leave you behind,

You need to stay, keep everyone strong,

For the threat may return, and I cannot loose you,

I love you.

Please swear to me you will not follow,

Please promise me that you'll remain.

Find the happiness you truly deserve,

And extinguish your hate and pain.

You will always have a place in my beating heart,

You will never, never be forgotten.

But remember this, these words I mean,

I love you, forever and always.

In the unknown, my heart will go on,

As I must amend for the pain I have caused,

Stop the fear from threatening again,

And protect the lives I have hurt.

My sacrifice shall bring relief, to those I have wounded.

No one shall help me, No one shall care,

As I abolish the darkness within,

For I am nothing, I am nobody…

I Shall Forever Stand Alone.