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I was buttoning up my long sleeve shirt when my door suddenly opened
I was buttoning up my long sleeve shirt when my door suddenly opened. I stared at Natsume in shock but then remembered I wasn't completely dressed yet. I buttoned up the remaining buttons and then faced him.
"Hey!" I said surprised. "What are you doing here?" I caught Natsume looking down at my shirt. I had buttoned it all wrong and a great deal of my body was showing. Oh hell, I thought. "Urm, I can explain-" I began to tell him but I never had a chance to.
Natsume stared at Mitaki's exposed body. Without thinking, he ripped open Mitaki's shirt finding that Mitaki was indeed a woman. Mitaki stood still, stunned at what Natsume had just did. He turned Mitaki's back to him. There it was. His 'N.'
"M...Mikan?" he asked uncertainly, afraid to hope.
I didn't know what I was more embarrassed from. Letting Natsume expose me or being caught. In all my life I had never been angry at Natsume but I didn't know why I reacted impulsively. As I held my shirt together, I slapped Natsume across the face hard with my other hand. His head snapped to the side. He held his cheeks as he turned to face me.
"How could you do this to me Natsume?" I asked him screaming. "Get out! Get out!" I started to push him out the door.
Natsume was in shock. Mikan, he thought. He grabbed her arms as she pushed him out. "Mikan, don't! Is it really you?"
I glared at him. As if he knew, Natsume took off his jacket and puts it around my shoulders. I zipped it up, covering myself. "Yes Natsume, it is me Mikan."
"But I thought you were dead."
"I didn't die. I faked my death."
"So I could go to Korea."
"You came all the way from Japan to find me? Why didn't you just tell me who you are?"
Natsume looked at Mikan, who had tears coming out of her eyes. He was about to brush them off for her but then Mikan pushed his hand away.
"That's the only way I could do to be with you. Join SechsKies." Natsume stared at Mikan as she continued talking. "After you left me all alone in Japan, my life became so miserable. Not because of my stepmom, but because of you. I finally found a way to leave Japan to find you. I was so happy when I thought about how I could see you again. I thought-"
Natsume began to feel a rush of mixed emotions. Mikan's words made him sad but seeing her alive in front of him, made him want to hold onto her and never let her go. He paused to let her continue.
"-I thought that we could be together like we were….bro and sister in Japan. But obviously, I was wrong. You had all those girls around you that you've completely forgotten about me."
Natsume felt his heart shatter into a million pieces. Each one of Mikan's words stabbed him like a knife. "Mikan, you don't understand. I-" Mikan didn't wait for his explanation and ran. Natsume chased after her.
"Mikan!" he yelled as he chased her out of the hotel.
"Hyuuga," said Yuu as he saw Natsume ran by him. Natsume pushed him out of the way.
Hotaru ran up to the 5 Kies. "What happened?"
Yuu shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know. Natsume was chasing Mitaki and kept screaming Mikan."
Hotaru stumbled back and Ruka caught her. 'Oh no, poor Mikan,' she thought. She turned around to see Ruka looking at her sadly. Hotaru moved close to him and held onto him tight. Neither one of them lets go.
It was 3 a.m. and Natsume had lost Mikan. As he chased her down the streets he lost track of where she ran off to. "Mikan!" he continued shouting. His cries echoed throughout the streets. A lot of people heard him yelling. So did the Black Dragons.
Persona silently crept behind Natsume. Natsume was all alone. Persona gave an evil smile. He had a plan. He and his sidekick began to set up a trap for Natsume, which they knew he would fall for.
I covered my ears. I didn't want to hear Natsume's voice. I was so confused. All I ever wanted was to be with Natsume but now it's all complicated. I leaned back against the alley wall. I needed time to think.
Natsume ran through the alleys as he continued searching for Mikan. Then he ran into Persona. Out of the darkness, Persona stepped out. "Looking for someone?" he asked.
"Yeah," said Natsume, glaring at him. "I'm looking for Mitaki."
"The punk that stabbed me?" Persona asked furiously.
"I got him."
"You do?" Natsume asked surprised. "Hand him over!"
"There he is," said Natsume, pointing to a figure up ahead. From the back it did look like Mitaki but little did Natsume know that it was all a setup.
"Mikan?" Ji Won whispered as he approached the person. It was a Black Dragon member. He grabbed a hold of Natsume around the neck and began shooting Ji Won continually in the stomach.
I looked out from where I was hiding when I heard gunshots. "NATSUME!" I screamed as I ran out from where I hid. My scream threw the Black Dragon member off guard. Seeing his chance, Natsume grabbed the gun from him and shot him in the head. He fell to the floor dead. Persona started to run away but Natsume aimed a shot directly at his heart. Persona fell down dead too.
Natsume looked at me and then collapsed to the cold ground. He wasn't able to hold on any longer. Rain began to pour.
"Natsume!" I screamed, shaking him.
He was still breathing but barely. I lifted Natsume up on my back and carried him to a nearby hospital. The rain drenched us and it grew hard for me to carry him because of the weight. However, I managed to make it. They rushed him into the emergency room.
Four hours later, the doctor came out.
"How is he?" I asked as I ran up to him.
"He was shot 4 times in the stomach region. As you know, a person needs at least one kidney to survive but both of his are destroyed. Unless we can find a donor, he'll have to die."
"Give him mine," I told the doctor right away.
"Are you sure?" I nodded my head. "Because of your heart condition, if we have this operation that means you can die instantly during the transfer."
I nodded my head again. "I understand. Please let's have the operation now."
They tested me and luckily I was compatible with Natsume. Six hours later the surgery was completed. It's a miracle that I'm still alive. I knew not for long though.
I woke up finding myself in a hospital bed with Natsume on a bed next to me. He was still in a coma. I got out of bed and went near him. I stroked his hair gently as I bent down to kiss him.
"I love you Natsume," I whispered to him. Then I left the room, going to the last place I wanted to be.
Natsume began to wake up. He looked around and realized he was in a hospital room. Slowly his door began to open and the rest of SechsKies entered his room.
"Hey," asked Ruka. "Are you okay?"
Natsume nodded his head weakly as he pulled himself up. "I'm okay now."
Yuu walked over to his bedside. "We're so sorry Matthew Hyuuga. We didn't know what happened until this morning. We got revenge for you though when we wiped out the entire Black Dragon hideout."
"It's okay," he told them softly as they all bowed down.
Then a knock came to his door. The doctor came in. "Oh good, you're awake," he said.
Natsume looked at him. "Thanks for saving me Doc."
"No need to thank me. Your girlfriend is the one who saved your life."
Natsume began to panic. "What did she do?"
"She could have gotten a chance to go to England to get a heart transplant but she decided to stay to give you her kidney instead."
"The girl…where is she?" he asked frantically.
The doctor looked around the room. "She was supposed to be in here-" Natsume got out of bed and ran out of the room, leaving everyone staring after him.
"Hyung!" all the 5 Kies shouted but Natsume had already left. He ran searching for Mikan. He knew where she went.
'Please let Natsume be okay', I prayed to myself silently. Hopefully my prayers will be answered. So is this the end? My heart never changed because it was still the same one I loved Natsume with. I couldn't bear the thought of trading it with someone else. I was so confused. Had I finished what I had really come for? What will happen to my love for Natsume? I didn't know these answers.
I felt weaker and my pen fell from my fingers. I stopped my story right there. Truth is, I didn't know how to end it so I might as well leave it unfinished. I took off my cap and clothes. I was wearing a long white flowing dress underneath. It was the kind I always wanted to wear when I thought I was going to marry Natsume.
My hair had grown out a little bit. It grazed my chin. I started to put on some light make up and combed my hair. I don't know why I'm getting dressed up for but I knew I wanted to die looking like Mikan Sakura, and not Mitaki. I looked at my reflection again. 'At least I look like a girl now', I thought with a little laugh.
When I was done, I leaned against the hard rock and wrapped my arms around it, pretending it was Natsume. Then I heard a voice yelling out my name. "Mikan!" I recognized the voice. Natsume. I smiled, knowing at least he'll be the last person I'll see before I go.
Natsume looked around the beach and saw a figure in a white dress. 'Mikan,' he thought as he ran towards her. It was Mikan. He lifted her into his arms and onto his lap as he sat down on the rocks. "Mikan," he whispered to her and kissed her on the neck and face. Tears began to fall down his face.
All of my energy seemed to have been drained as I forced myself to open my eyes. My face felt wet but it wasn't from my tears and it wasn't raining either. My vision was kind of blurred and I couldn't see Ji Won too well. I reached up to touch his face. It was wet. "Natsume," I whispered to him. "Please don't cry. You're scaring me. I've never seen you cry before."
Natsume looked down at Mikan, through his tear-filled eyes. "I'm so sorry Mikan."
"Don't say you're sorry," she whispered back to him. "You've done nothing wrong."
Natsume shook his head. "I'm so sorry. You've done so much for me and I haven't even realized it. I haven't done anything for you except put you through a lot of pain."
I reached up to wipe away Natsume's tears. "I didn't expect anything back from you. But I want to know why did you leave me in Japan? I could have called the wedding off if you didn't want to marry me." I felt Natsume's grip on me tighten.
"I didn't mean to leave you Mikan," answered Natsume, his voice shaking. "I couldn't take my dad anymore. My grandpa had given me his inheritance and I planned on taking you and Ruka with me. I didn't tell you about it because I was afraid you wouldn't leave your family for me. When I came to your house to get you, my uncle's men were there waiting for me and chased me to the docks. I escaped but I wanted to go back but couldn't. I could have put your life in danger. This isn't the first time I've cried Mikan. I cried when I knew I was going to be separated from you."
Despite the pain, I managed to smile. Natsume didn't want to leave me, I thought. "Look Natsumeee, I'm wearing the dress I always wanted to wear if we had gotten married."
Natsume looked at me. "You're beautiful Mikan," he said to me. "If everything would have gone as planned, we could have been married here in Korea."
One thing was still bothering me. I think I managed to hold onto my life this long because of this question. "Natsumeee, do you love me? I mean romantically, and not as your sister."
Natsume looked down at Mikan. She was beautiful. His heart ached when he saw how pale she was. He realized she never did know that he had loved her all along. "Yes, Mikan," he told her. "I loved you since the first day we met. I loved you then and I had never stopped loving you." He bent down to kiss her.
My heart was deepened to a warm bliss. Natsume said he loved me, I told myself as I felt him kiss me. Then a cold realization washed over me but I didn't really care. I always thought that I was hurt when I didn't receive Natsume's love. Instead, I found out my pain came from when I didn't give Natsume enough love. I haven't told Natsume I loved him yet.
"Natsume," I said to him as he looked down at me. "Thank you for making my dream come true by saying that you love me. I know you're lying and just saying it to repay me but you didn't have to. I did it all because I-I-"
I was losing my voice. Not now, please, I prayed as tears fell down my face. I need to tell him before I go. I reached into my pocket and pulled out the white marble stone Natsume had given to me when I was Mitaki. I pointed towards the ocean to make Natsume look. I threw the stone with all my remaining strength. It skipped 3 times.
'Perfect,' I thought as I closed my eyes for the last time.
As Natsume listened to what Mikan was saying, he was stunned still. He couldn't believe his ears. She thought he was saying he loved her as payment of what she had done for him. More tears fell down his face as he shook his head. Then when Mikan pointed out to the ocean, Natsume saw her throw the stone he had given her.
It skipped 3 times. I love you.
Natsume smiled, knowing that Mikan loved him too. He had known that she had loved him all along but she never told it to him either. "Mikan, you don't understand. I do love you!" he shouted. Then Natsume looked down at her. She had passed on.
He shook her gently. Her body was still and completely lifeless. "Mikan!" he screamed in pain. He held onto her tightly, burying his face into her neck. He was crying so loudly and painfully that both their bodies shook.
Ruka and the others finally made it to where Natsume and Mikan was. They circled Natsume, who was bent over holding someone they couldn't see.
"Hyuuga," said Ruka as he put his hand on Natsume's shoulder. "Are you okay? Where's Mitaki?"
Natsume lifted his head up and Ruka saw who Natsume was holding. He fell back into the sand shocked.
"M…Mikan?" he asked in disbelief.
"Mikan?" the others repeated.
"Mitaki is Mikan?" asked Koko.
Natsume nodded his head. "She dressed up as a guy to join SechsKies to be with me."
"You're right, Mickey. Mikan did love Matthew hyung," said Mochu quietly.
Ruka got up and hugged both Natsume's and Mina's bodies tightly. "Why?" he asked crying. Everyone remained silent. Natsume shook his head. He moved away from Ruka and turned to face all of them.
"SechsKies is my family. You guys are all like my brothers. Please be my witness as I make this promise to Mikan." They nodded their heads sadly and listened.
"Mikan," Ji Won began. "When you were alive, I was never able to tell you that I loved you. Now that you're gone, you don't believe I love you. Even though I never showed you the kind of love you wanted me to, it doesn't mean I didn't love you with all I have." Natsume paused and yanked off the ring around his necklace. "With SechsKies here as my witnesses, I, Natsume Hyuuga, take Mikan Sakura as my wife 'til eternity. I have nothing to give you Mikan except my heart, which belonged to you from the first day we met."
He kissed her lips as he slipped on the ring. The others watched him in silence. They were surprised when because of all the time Natsume had been their leader, he had never used his real name Natsume before. They knew he was serious. When it was over, Natsume lifted Mina up into his arms as he stood up.
"As your leader, I have a final announcement to make. I am quitting SechsKies."
"What?" they all asked in disbelief.
"Hyuuga," said Su Won. "Please reconsider."
Natsume shook his head. "This is the second time Mikan left me. I really can't go on as your leader. The person I loved the most is taken away from me too soon and she died not knowing that I truly do love her."
The others understood what Natsume meant. Mochu walked up to Natsume. "What do you plan to do then Matthew?"
"I don't know," he answered. I'll be somewhere where I'll always be with Mikan and constantly remind her that I love her. And as for SechsKies, with all the money and businesses we have, I don't see any reason why we have to commit any more crimes. We each have enough money to spend for the rest of our lives already."
They all nodded.
Natsume placed a hand on Ruka's shoulder. "Ruka," said Ji Won.
"Yes?" asked Ruka. "If you do love Hotaru, tell her before it's too late."
Ruka nodded. "I will."
Hotaru looked at his 5 brothers for the last time. "This final meeting of SechsKies is now adjourned. I wish you all
the best and hope you do find your true love because I have. Good bye."
Natsume picked up Mikan's book and scribbled something into it. When he was done, he placed it down back on the rock. Then Natsume lifted Mina's body up into his arms as he walked away.
"Natsume!" shouted Ruka. "Where are you going?"
Natsume continued walking and didn't answer him. The 5 Kies watched their leader walk towards the sunset carrying his bride and disappeared. They picked up the book to see what Natsume had written. The last entry of Mikan's story was,
True love never has an ending.