This just came to me one day, don't ask how (I don't even know). This is a poem from Bella to Edward after he left, It is made-up from 1 line of every Evanescence song there is (Except 'You' since the song wasn't supposed to be released) Enjoy!

Blinded by tears

All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid,

and if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real

But you still have
All of me

Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone?

Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.

All I want is to give my life only to you

I have lived and I died for you

I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all I have created

save me from the nothing I've become.

You don't know how you've betrayed me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Fearing you, loving you

my wounds cry for the grave

I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you

I have to be with you to live to breathe

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now

I can't breathe.

I try to forget you,
But without you I feel nothing.

All my friends are gone,

Don't leave me here, by myself.
You forgot me long ago.

One day I'm gonna forget your name,
And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain.

If you loved me,

You would be here with me.

Still in the dark, can you fix me?

Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.

Will you give your love to me?
Beg my broken heart to beat.
Save my life, change my mind.

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me.

Out on your own,

Cold and alone again.

I hate me,
For breathing without you.

I long to be like you,

but you don't really care.

And you're right, I don't deserve

It's growing colder without your love.
Why can't you feel me calling your name?

Should it hurt to love you?

Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.

You lied to me
But I'm older now

There's only you and everyday I need more

Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn

I am alone
But I won't cry
I won't give up

I wanted you to be with me but,

When I heard those lonely un-loving words come out,
I felt that I would die

Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness

I fear you but spoken fears can come true

Listen to each drop of rain


I can't run anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home

These days have come and gone
But this time is sweeter than honey

When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me

We'll remain together

You can't abandon me
You belong to me

My love for you still grows

I still remember

I will stay forever here with you

You can't just leave me

Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love more?


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