Finally, I'm back at school with Edward by my side, everything seems so much brighter


Okay so I had this idea that Bella was anorexic while Edward was away

So I made a story

And here it is

I do not own Twilight

Stephenie Meyer owns all of these characters

Finally, I'm back at school with Edward by my side, everything seems so much brighter. Of course, we kept on getting stared at, again and again. I know the children are wondering why I would go out with him so quickly, and why would I go out with him after he hurt me so badly.

I'm ecstatic to have Edward back, actually I'm more than ecstatic, I'm thrilled. Is thrilled more than ecstatic? I just can't help the people I hurt. The people who now have to suffer from what I can't help. I can't help loving Edward; I need him like I need air.

Mike looked so mad at first. I swear to god, I thought his face turned from pale to purple in three seconds flat, at his first sight of me with Edward. Sort of sad, I mean does that boy ever give up? I basically ignored him for months, and he is still in love with me. He even has Jessica all over him and he's just so oblivious. And Jessica is so much prettier than I am, but she looked jealous, but really, what is to be expected from a god like Edward.

Edward and I were walking in to the cafeteria for lunchtime. Our hands laced together, a huge smile, on my face. I was only grinning because of the perfect, beautiful man that stood right beside me.

Edward headed to the lunch line, while I headed to the table where Alice was sitting, ignoring all of the looks she got from everyone.

"Bella, where are you going?" Edward questioned me.

"I'm not eating today. I'm not hungry."

"Are you sure? I can get you something small."

"I'm sure." God! Does he have to make this so difficult?

He gave me another suspicious look, but started to walk with me to Alice, who was now flipping through one of her school books with a bored look, trying to ignore the people around her. "What did you have for breakfast?" He asked, after turning his head away from all the people, only looking at me.

I shrugged, otherwise ignoring his question.

"And you're not hungry?" He asked sitting down across from Alice.

I sat down by his side. "No, I'm not. Okay?" I turned to Alice, not waiting for an answer. "How are you holding up with all the stares?"

"It's not like I'm not used to it. It's all part of being a Cullen."

"One of the bad parts." I mumbled.

"Aren't you eating?" Alice asked, raising one perfect eyebrow at me, while looking at the blank tabletop in front of me.


"She's not hungry." Edward interrupted, putting a thick sense of suspicion in his voice.

"Why aren't you hungry, Bella?" Alice asked me, definitely picking something up in Edward's voice.

"I don't know, because I'm not. Does there have to be a reason?" My voice surprised even me. I had way more attitude in it than I meant there to be. I knew my heartbeat was accelerating because of my sudden anger.

Edward stroked my cheek gently with his fingertips. "Bella, calm down, you don't have to eat if you don't want to."

Alice's eyes narrowed, but she didn't say anything.

That's when I noticed Mike staring at us, with his eyes full of lust.

I put my head down in my arms, burying my face in my elbow, so just maybe someone might not recognize me. "Why won't they stop staring at you?"

Edward chuckled softly. "They are also staring at you. Actually, you should hear their thoughts. They are mostly revolved around you, and why you're sitting with us."

I groaned in my arms, my flesh muffling the sound a little, but I still did not look up. "I'm only sitting with you because I love you."

"I love you, too, Bella!" Alice voice chimed.

"What Alice said." Wow, way to say 'I love you'.

The rest of the lunch period was pretty uneventful. Nothing really happened, if you don't count people staring at you the whole time. I knew the rumors were spreading as we sat there. But hey, what do you really expect when you're me. I have to get used to it anyways, I'm one of them now. Well, soon, anyways. When I'm beautiful and dangerous, maybe I won't mind as much.

When Edward walked with me into chemistry, I headed straight to my seat, as Edward walked up to the teacher to have his form signed.

That's when it happened. My stomach rumbled. Not loud enough for my neighbors to hear, but loud enough for Edward to hear.

His head shot in direction. He slowly raised his eyebrows at me, giving a 'why-did-you-lie-to-me' glare.

I blushed and looked away.

Edward went to go sit with me, the same look on his face. Thank god, he didn't say anything, but knew that he eventually would ask me.

And he did, after a boring day of learning about polarity, and then learning the right way to learn a thesis statement for a state test. Also, after four more stomach rumbles, earning me another one of those, 'what-are-you-trying-to-get-away-with', stares.

Alice, Edward and I were walking to the Volvo, when once again my stomach rumbled. This time it was louder than all the rest.

"I thought you said you weren't hungry, Bella." Alice asked; obviously she knew that was the fifth time my stomach rumbled.

"I'm not." I mumbled.

"Why are you lying?" Edward asked in a curious voice as he helped me into the passenger seat. "You barely ever lie to me. So, why are you lying about food?"

"I'm not." I said in a stern voice. "Really, I don't want food at all. And you better hurry up. This is my first official day of being grounded."

Edward sighed, but we were home in about three minutes. "I'll be over after dinner, Bella."

"And I might come, too." Alice called from the backseat.

I smiled a little, happy that he wouldn't be there while I ate dinner. I always ate a little, so Charlie would be happy. I think he thinks I eat so little because of my depression.

A/N so this is the first chapter

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