AN: I am new to writing fanfiction and I don't have a beta at the moment. I hope you enjoy my attempt at writing a lemon Please feel free to leave helpful criticism. .
Disclaimer: I do not own the Twilight series, the brilliant Stephenie Meyer does.
I can't believe that tonight is the night Edward and I will "try". It has been on my mind from the moment I woke up and I can't shake the butterflies that have invaded my stomach. I'm not afraid of him, I'm just nervous about what he will think of me. Will it be awkward? Will he find my body repulsive? A gentle squeeze on my knee sends my thoughts in a new direction as I turn to glance at Edward.
"Almost home my angel," he whispers while slowing caressing my thigh. I smile and lay my head on his shoulder.
We decided to begin our honeymoon at his, now our, home. The rest of the family have taken a long awaited hunting trip several states away so that our privacy can be guaranteed. I didn't want anybody, mainly Emmet, to be listening in.
Having the wedding in the meadow was one of the best ideas I ever had, it was beautiful. Alice did very well and didn't go overboard on the whole event. I think that may be because of Edward threatening her Porsche, but it worked out anyway.
Now I could see the spacious white house come into view and the butterflies returned. Removing my head from Edward's shoulder, I sat up and straightened my clothes. I could feel Edward watching me, but I continued to look straight ahead as the car pulled to a stop.
"You know nothing has to happen tonight, right Bella?" Edward questioned while gently stroking my cheek.
"Yes, but I want to be with you tonight Edward. I want to be with you in the way a man a wife are on their wedding night," I said while nervously twisting my ring around my finger.
In a movement too quick for my eyes to catch, I was in Edward's arms heading toward the house. "Well my gorgeous wife, welcome home," he said and lightly pushed the door open with me still cradled in his arms.
"How about we retire to our room Mr. Cullen," I tried to whisper seductively in his ear. Apparently it worked because within seconds Edward was hovering over me on his giant bed.
"My Bella can be quite the seductress I see," Edward murmured and gazed intently into my eyes. Becoming self conscious, I blushed and looked away. "I'm really going to miss that blush when you're changed. It just so happens to turn me on."
Did he just say what I think he said? Edward never spoke that way to me; he was too much of a gentleman. Oddly enough, it affected me in such a way that I could feel the throbbing begin in my abdomen. Crap, he was bound to smell my arousal soon.
"Re-really?" I stuttered as he kissed the area around my collarbone.
"Mmm yes. Your blush is so enticing that I have to touch you, to kiss you, anywhere that is available on your beautiful body," he said and began placing light kisses on my face. His hands traveled to the thin straps of my new "after reception dress" and pushed them down my shoulders. Alice didn't want my wedding dress to be ruined so she bought me an outfit that probably cost more than I wanted to know. It turned out to be a good idea since the last thing I wanted to do was leave this bed.
I slipped my arms out of the straps and passionately locked my lips with Edward's. He responded eagerly and his hands worked on unzipping the garment. Not removing his lips from mine, he slid the dress down until it reached my naval. Breaking away for air, I realized my lacy see through bra was the only thing covering my chest. I blushed and looked at Edward who wasted no time in completely removing the dress from my body. He gently undid the straps of my heels and let them fall to the floor with my dress.
"Oh Bella," he sighed and climbed back on top of me. "You are exquisite."
I grinned shyly and replied, "And you are way too overdressed. Would you like some help with that?" Edward's eyes darkened and he smiled crookedly. I can't believe I just said that. Where was all of this boldness coming from?
I didn't wait for a response before I began unbuttoning his shirt. When I finished the last button, he threw the shirt on the floor and aggressively attacked my lips. Then I felt it. His tongue prodded at my lips which I opened and felt immediate pleasure radiate through my body. We have never kissed in a way that exposed me so openly to his venom, but I guess Edward wasn't very concerned about it now. Our tongues battled for dominance as I felt his hand slowly move to my chest.
He cupped my left breast and I gasped into his mouth. His lips retreated from mine and he worriedly asked, "Did I hurt you? I'm so sorry, we should stop."
I interrupted him before he jumped to more conclusions. "No Edward that felt amazing. You didn't hurt me a bit, I swear."
He searched my face to confirm I was telling the truth. "Okay, but please tell me if I hurt you at all. Even if it feels like the slightest pain." I nodded and guided his hand back to my breast. He tenderly kneaded it while he kissed my right breast through the fabric of my bra. I moaned and ran my hands through his silky hair.
"Edward, oh Edward," I panted.
He didn't respond, instead he reached behind me and quickly unclasped the lacy garment. He tossed my bra to the floor and openly fixated on my now naked chest. I could tell my heavy breathing excited him due to the growing bulge in his pants.
"Gorgeous. How did I get so lucky to have you as my wife?" he whispered while teasing my aching nipples with his hands. I groaned which led him to kiss my left breast and suck on the hard nipple. My back arched and my hands clutched at the sheets as he switched breasts. Releasing me, Edward sat back and stared.
I decided it was time for him to lose more clothes so I began slowly unbuckling his belt. Sliding it to the floor, I unbuttoned and tugged on his pants. He swiftly removed them and was left clad in black silk boxers. His erection was much more prominent without the extra layer of clothing and I had the strongest urge to touch him. I nervously cupped him through the fabric and heard him hiss through his teeth.
"Bella, my Bella," he repeated and leaned his head on my shoulder. I continued my exploration by pushing down his boxers and firmly grasping his member. He immediately rocked against my hand and sighed into the crook of my neck. He was so cold and hard that I could feel more heat pooling between my legs. Edward must have sensed my arousal because he lifted his head and ran his hand down to the edge of my panties. I continued pumping him until I felt his cold fingers on my burning skin.
I gasped in surprise and clutched his shoulders for support. My panties were quickly discarded as were his boxers. We were both left completely naked.
"Are you ready my love?" Edward asked as he softly laid me on my back.
"You have no idea," I moaned when his hand brushed across my breast.
"Remember, tell me if I hurt you," he demanded. "I won't be able to live with myself if I bring you pain. I love you Bella."
I smiled while kissing his cheek and responding, "I love you too Edward. With all my heart." I prepared myself for pain when I felt him at my entrance. He pushed in so slowly I felt like I was going to explode in anticipation. When he finally reached my barrier, he thrust into me with a gentle force.
There was pain, but enough that I could handle. Edward patiently watched me for signs of distress until I nodded and rotated my hips. The pleasure racked through my body and Edward pulled out and thrust back in. We continued to rock against each other with my moans filling the room. Edward grunted with each thrust and kissed me with passion.
I began to feel myself tighten around him when I suddenly exploded in pleasure. I screamed his name so loudly that I was afraid his family could hear me in another state. My orgasm brought Edward's soon after and he let out a deafening moan. I felt a cool sensation as he released into me. He pulled out and stroked my sweaty bangs from my forehead.
"That was truly amazing Bella. I love you so much, you are my life," he whispered while pulling me to his chest. I felt exhausted. A wedding and sex with Edward sure could get a girl tired.
I touched my lips with his before I fell asleep in the arms of my husband and lover.