Shit. I must have fallen asleep. Kakuzu is standing in the doorframe, giving me a worried look. He's not wearing his clothes and mask anymore, only a towel around his waist, his black hair wet and falling down to his shoulders. He sits onto the bed next to me and bends down, this time ready to kiss me. A sour bitterness suddenly starts to make its way up my throat, and I quickly press my hand onto my mouth before Kakuzu's lips reach mine.
I only stare at him, into his piercing green eyes, struggling not to throw up. I have no idea what's wrong. It's not him, I love being kissed by him. It's my fucking body. Not only am I sweating like a pig, but fucking shaking.
"Sunstroke?", Kakuzu asks.
Is that bastard smirking at me? I quickly roll over onto my stomach, burying my face to the cool pillow. I told him I'm hot. I told him I needed a fucking break. I knew this would happen. I can't bear extreme temperatures, neither hot nor cold. Kakuzu starts to stroke my back, making me shiver. His hands are wet and cold, a very welcome sensation on my heated skin.
"Lie still", he advices me, pressing them down right above my waistband.
Jashin, I love it when he does that, putting his hands on my tailbone with pretty much force, and then slowly moving them all the way up my spine, usually earning at least two or three loud cracks when they reach my neck. It's a bit gross, but it feels so damn good, especially when I'm tensed up like that after walking around all day.
"Why don't you take a shower", he asks, "and I go and buy something to drink."
Did he really offer to buy something for me? He must be really worried, then.
He quickly towels himself and puts on his cloak and mask again before he leaves the room. I'm feeling much better now after having received his special treatment, and so I slowly get up, trying not to fall when I start walking.
Just like the whole hotel, the bathroom is rather small, but at least it's clean and provides a shower. That's all what matters to me now. I quickly drop my pants and boxers on the floor and climb in, turning on the water as far as it will go. It's cold, ice cold, but for the first time in my life it doesn't freak me out. I just need to cool down my goddamned body, which is still shaking and feeling numb.
Why do I have to be that fucking sensitive? I can't be killed, I can't be harmed, but every time I stab myself it hurts like hell, and I get exhausted so easily just by wandering around. That sucks, sucks, sucks. Sometimes I wish I was as unfeeling and cold-hearted as Kakuzu. Unlike me, he never complains about anything, and he doesn't care about his body at all. Oh. Oh well, that was a lie. He does, I'm sure he does. Otherwise he wouldn't wear that stupid mask all day.
Suddenly a rough hand is being put onto my neck, another one quickly grabbing my arms and holding them in place behind my back.
"You shouldn't let your guard down", a low voice whispers into my ear.
Of course I know it's him. He always does that, sneaking up on me when I'm not paying attention and trying to scare me by whispering stupid things into my ear. He's got a point there, though. If it hadn't been him but someone else, I would be dead now. Or whatever.
"Are you feeling better?"
He lets go of my wrists and instead wraps his arms around me again.
"Kakuzu… the shower's way too small for both of us", I say, "and apart from that you've already…"
"I didn't come here to take another shower."
Of course not.
"I'm not sure I'm in the mood", I say.
The strange flavor in my throat has vanished, but I'm still a bit shaky, and my head's aching. Kakuzu ignores me and brings his lips down to my neck, gently kissing and sucking my skin. He runs his hands up and down my sides, motions so light, tickling me, teasing me. I hate it when he does that, but at the same time I love it. Shit. Now I am in the mood.
One of his hands moves down to my waist, to my front. Damnit, I had cooled down so nicely, but now I'm feeling hot all over again, if in a very different way. Jashin, why do I feel so fucking helpless every time he starts to touch me? Even if I wanted to, I wouldn't be able to resist.
I twitch when he suddenly enters me, but I'm distracted immediately by a row of sharp teeth biting down on my neck, drawing blood. I can see the red liquid out of the corner of my eye, mixing with the water and running down my body, turning me on so badly… Why doesn't he move, for Jashin's sake? I try to turn around in order to kiss him, but at the same time he pushes against me, crashing me into the wall.
"Oww", I whine, "I told you the fucking shower is too small for…"
He roughly grabs my neck and pushes my head down, making my wet silver strands fall into my face. Obviously he's trying to make me submit, although I already have. He removes his other hand from between my legs and starts to run it up my spine, making me shudder when his fingernails cut into my flesh. Jashin, this guy really knows how to turn me on.
He finally starts moving, slowly, so goddamned slowly pulling back and thrusting back in I feel like losing my mind. I wish he would bite me again, or slap me, or pull at my hair, but he just runs his fingers through it in an almost gentle way while he keeps rocking my body. His thrusts come faster and harder after a while, and I push my hands against the wall to support my weight, still not allowed to turn around. I want to kiss him… kiss him…
Was that a moan? It was… I've been moaning his name all the time… Shit, it feels so good to get fucked by him. I can't imagine doing this with anyone else than him. No one's ever touched me the way he does, no one's ever pleased me the way he does, and no one's ever cared about me as much as he does. Sometimes I think he's the one I've been waiting for all my life.
I'm caught completely off guard when he suddenly wraps his fingers around me again. The same time he starts to fondle me he thrusts in deeper, finally hitting that small spot no one else has managed to touch before, making me almost cry out with pleasure when he keeps brushing across it. Jashin, this feels so fucking good… I want this moment to last forever, but of course I ruin it. I just can't hold back, as always.
I come with another moan, his name of course, and he lets go of me, my seed on his hand quickly washed away by the water which is still on. No single word, just a small grunt escapes Kakuzu's lips when he reaches his climax a moment later, making me feel all warm inside.
I'm finally allowed to lift my head again, and now it's him who turns me around. He pulls me into a kiss, the first one since we started walking this morning. I love his kisses, always a little violent and teeth-crashing. I also love the way he looks at me, not only satisfied but – I don't know how to describe this, happy, maybe? And I even love the way he touches my cheek right now, all soft and gentle, as if he really cared about me. Actually, I love everything about him. I just can't say it.
"You look cute with your hair like that."
I'm not sure if Kakuzu is smiling or smirking at me, so I quickly move my ass to the mirror again. A fucking center parting? I'm sure that was him. He had his hands on my head all the time when we got out of the shower. I hate my hair when it's wet, anyway, when it's all tangled and messy, but this is worse. I quickly run my fingers through the strands, trying to comb them back, but they keep falling into my face.
"I need some fucking hair gel", I whine.
"Sure. Anything else? A new scythe, maybe?"
I shoot him a glare. He's lying on the bed, just where I was lying a while ago. I start another try to fix my hair, but I fail.
"Jashin, I look so stupid", I say, "one day I'll cut it short, I swear."
Yeah, I'm being silly. Both of us know I'll never have it cut. I love my hair. I just don't love it right now.
"Can I borrow your hood later?"
"Seriously, Kuzu. I can't go outside with my hair like that."
I expected him to sound pissed, but he doesn't. His voice is all calm and soft, causing me to turn my head and look at him.
"Come here, Hidan."
He's patting the other side of the bed, and for some reason I do as I'm told, feeling a bit like a dog when I lie down next to him.
"Stop bitching about yourself", he says, "I hate it when you do that. You're perfect. Hear me? Perfect."
I just stare at him, not sure what to reply. He pokes my side, making me twitch.
"Got that, Hidan?"
There's something I need to tell him.
"You'll fucking kill me if I say it."
"God, Hidan, spit it out."
Kakuzu rolls his eyes and gives me an angry snort, but then wraps his arms around me and pulls me close to him. I snuggle up to him, pressing my cheek against his. I feel like purring into his ear when he finally starts to rub my back.
"I'll kill you, Hidan. I don't know how yet, but one day I will, believe me."
I just chuckle to myself. Yes, yes, he is the one I've waited for all my life. I'm sure about that.