Author's Notes:

The story was made out of impulse. So please, don't be harsh with your critiques and assumptions. By the way, this is my first ever Southpark fan fiction. I am hoping for your cooperation in reading this.

All the credits should therefore be assumed to the rightful people mainly the creators. So I then repudiate all terms of asserting it to be mine.

--

A Songfic, mainly involving Stan and Wendy. Enjoy.

Hard to say I'm Sorry

By: Chicago

"Everybody needs a little time away",

I heard you say, "from each other."
"Even lovers need a holiday far away from each other."
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to stay.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

Couldn't stand to be kept away just
for the day from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away
from the one that I love.

Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to know.
Hold me now.
I really want to tell you I'm sorry.
I could never let you go.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.

You're gonna be the lucky one.

When we get there gonna jump in the air
No one will see us 'cause there's nobody there
After all, you know we really don't care
Hold on, I'm gonna take you there

--

As I opened my eyes, freshly awaken,

A sweet melody flowed into my ears.

The Piano keys were in synch that it was just as pleasant to hear.

Then realization struck me.

It was one of the Chicago compositions.

The intro of the song gave a cue for the singer,

He then started off with the first phrase of the song.

It's been long since I last heard this song.

"Everybody needs a time away",

I heard you say, "from each other."

"Even lovers need a holiday far away from each other."
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say "
I'm sorry."
I just want you to stay…"

"I'm sorry…"

Those were the last words that she had said to me.

She.

Oh, It really has been long since I last thought of her.

Ever since that day when I manage to break my ties of her.

She never crossed my mind.

Or rather, I forced my self not to using distracting tactics.

The song hasn't ended when I drifted off to sleep.

It was still playing as if it was a lullaby.

I dreamed of that day.

When I last saw her.

When we were still together.

--

It was the last winter of being a high school student.

I waited at the usual place where we meet.

She said she has something very important to tell me.

I waited while enduring the harsh cold of the season.

When I glanced at the corner I saw in her usual purple coat.

I waved at her and flashed my smile.

She didn't answer back with a wave nor a smile, but with a facial expression I never seen before.

I felt that something will happen, but didn't bother to care.

I proceeded to met her half way, as she marched towards me in her slow pace.

I took my scarf and wrapped it around her slim pale neck, hoping that it would give her some more warmth.

She then looked at me straight in the eye with her weary eyes, but immediately shook off and looked at the ground.

I asked her what was that important thing that she has to say to me.

Then gave off the look of concern and understanding.

At first, she tended to evade the topic with some topics but after hand failed.

I told her she can tell me anything as I held her hand in mine.

She gave me a smile but I know it was not her usual joyous one.

It was a miserable smile.

I really felt something was wrong.

I caressed her cheeks conveying that it was alright.

Before she spoke, she let go of my hand and walked a few steps away from me.

I just followed her with my gaze, open ears and my heart.

Then she suddenly said words that I never anticipated to hear…

"...away with each other,

...only time would lead us back together."

At that time, I felt like I was swept by the strong current of another realm.

I just remained frozen.

And by second, I started to forget the ability to move.

My eyes never left her.

She saw the shock that was in me.

I saw her eyes that were starting to emit tears of sorry.

She went to where I was standing, and took the scarf that I just placed onto her.

She gave me the last hug, the last caress, the last kiss.

It felt cold.

Not on the surface but deep inside me.

It was unbearable.

I felt that the earth beneath me started to sink when she looked at me in the eyes.

For I know that it would be the last that she would do so.

My world went dark and all I can see is her.

It was unbearable.

Suffocating.

She went and turned her back at me, walked a few steps forward and glanced back,

Uttering the words, "I'm sorry" for the second time.

I said nothing.

I did nothing.

I just looked at her walking farther and farther away from me.

--

Next chappie!! :D

REVIEWS PLEASE! Or I'll die. YOUR CONSCIENCE SHALL BUG YOU.