Version 2(with lyrics)
Okay! Here is the second bonus chappie. I didn't like version 1.
Animal I have become- three days grace
Someone has been harassing me through my own blog.
I have gotten messages like:
"Leave the flock."
"They don't Need you anymore."
Stuff like that. But this is the first one that has been threatening. It said:
"Leave the flock or else. For their safety. You wouldn't want anything to happen to Max, would you?"
I can't escape this hellSo many times I've triedBut I'm still caged insideSomebody get me through this nightmareI can't control myself
It was hell-ish to just sit here and not hit something while they were threatening Max like that. I felt caged in, like if I were in an elevator full of people and the elevator was falling from, like, the hundredth floor and everyone was acting like nothing while I knew we were gonna die.
It was a nightmare. For the pas few days, I had been trying to trace it. But it was untraceable.
And Max was getting suspicious. She has been trying to read over my shoulder for days now. every time I get on my laptop.
Now everyone was sleeping far from the fire. Max and I were sitting side by side, in front of the fire.
Max had been leaning over to look at the screen again when I had turned it to Hibernate.
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?No one will ever change this animal I have becomeHelp me believe it's not the real meSomebody help me tame this animal(This animal, this animal)
She got mad real fast, yelling at me about what was so important that I had no time for the Flock anymore.
"It's nothing." I said quietly.
It sent her into a rage, making her yell at me some more.
Finally, anger broke through when she yelled that I was probably online, chatting with other girls. Did she think I didn't love her?
I got up while she was still ranting, and punched her in the face. It felt really good, and I didn't care that she saw my darker side.
I can't escape myself(I can't escape myself)So many times I've lied(So many times I've lied)But there's still rage insideSomebody get me through this nightmareI can't control myself
I suddenly started lying to her, telling her that that was exactly what I was doing. Telling her that I hated her and that I have never loved her.
Pain flashed across her face before she got up and rage filled her eyes.
Then she proceeded to punch me. In the face, in the gut, anywhere she could get.
I grabbed her wrists and pinned her to a tree. Then I proceeded to beat her.
She fell to the floor, spitting up blood. It was like I couldn't control myself. I liked how it felt to hit her. And that surprised me, I had never liked hitting her, not even when we were kids.
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?No one will ever change this animal I have becomeHelp me believe it's not the real meSomebody help me tame this animal I have becomeHelp me believe it's not the real meSomebody help me tame this animalSomebody help me through this nightmareI can't control myselfSomebody wake me from this nightmareI can't escape this hell
This must have been the darkest side of myself. I have already seen the dark side of myself (when I beat Ari back in Virginia), the darker side of myself (when I left Max back in Colorado) so this must be the darkest side of myself.
I knew that this wasn't the real me. It couldn't be. It just couldn't. I would never have felt satisfied to have Maxes blood on my hands.
I still needed help to believe that this wasn't the real me. I needed taming. It sounded ironic.
'Fang needs taming.' I sounded like a dog.
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?No one will ever change this animal I have becomeHelp me believe it's not the real meSomebody help me tame this animal I have becomeHelp me believe it's not the real meSomebody help me tame this animal
I grabbed my pack and laptop and ran away from where Max had passed out.
If I couldn't convince myself, no one could. I needed time to make myself believe that I could be around Max without doing this to her.
A few days later (when I was all the way a cross America from where the Flock landed) a message appeared on the screen. It said:
'I told you so.'
I this version better. Not as much desription of what they are saying, but I like it better. R&R and I MIGHT make a last bonus chappie of the Flocks response.