"A Thousand Pieces."

Jacob Black: Runaway Wolf.

I felt like the running would never end. I was somewhere in Canada that was all I knew…my thoughts were not coherent unless I was thinking of her…which I tried my best not to...then the pain would come, it felt different then when I was human, but it was still bad, really bad…I would never regret…but I could not focus on that…

As the days and weeks slipped past it was easy to forget everything…become more wolf than human …I was not sure whether that was a good thing …I did know being human was worse…because then I wouldn't only have to deal with the pain of the loss of the girl…but the rejection as well…she had never rejected me in this form…

But I was thinking about her…and that was bad…I felt numb without the thought…I needed to give in to the numbness something they were fighting with me about. ..the others…they …I …we ….told me to come home…to ..but never Sam…never him…he knew…the need to run…to get away…he had done it…after…after he changed… he thought it would pass, that I would come to my senses, its not like I imprinted on this girl…

that's what he thought, and I had not…as much as I wanted too, as much as she was my soul-mate…, no I couldn't think about it…if I did…but she was if hehad not existed we would have been together, even she admitted it…just like if imprinting didn't exist for us Sam would be with Leah…

There was a time when I thought she was pretty…Leah …I mean, when she was Sam's before he changed and he imprinted her cousin…before I met herreally …when we weren't just kids…the beach…the log…

I was letting myself think…letting myself hold on…soon a thousand pieces of memory would crash into place…and me with them…

Alright short Jacob angst, may do more…but with an actual plot, a story maybe, I don't know if enough Jacob fans want my take on what will happen to Jake in Breaking Dawn…

So I forgot a Disclaimer so here it is: I do not own anything created by Stephenie Meyer. Including Edward and Jacob, I am team Switzerland so I want to claim them both…who's with me?! Just kidding SM's characters hands down are the best!!

Tell me if you want a story out of this!! I do have creative ideas that will make this not so angst filled, Remember I need you to review and tell me…