Title: Indefinable

Author: Orilon

Rating: PG-13 for language

Pairing: CM Punk/Colt Cabana, CM Punk/Edge

Disclaimer: Everything from WWE belongs to Vince McMahon. The wrestlers belong to themselves.

Distribution: If you want it, take it, but let me know where.

Summary: CM Punk's thoughts after the Cutting Edge segment on ECW.

Feedback: Please.

I'm finding it hard to believe that a span of a few minutes made me begin to question myself. Before I went out to for the cutting edge segment with Edge, I was comfortable in my head about my relationship. Now, there is something about Edge that is making me question that.

There is something about him that is making me consider breaking my beliefs, and my relationship with Colt, and fuck if I know what it is. Something I can't explain went between us when I got in his face and said that I could beat him. This is the first time I'm even considering cheating, and it's freaking me out.

There have been times when me and Colt have been in different feds for long periods of time before, and we've always trusted each other and have never given each other reasons not to trust. I still trust him, but I'm worried about myself right now. Once broken it takes a shit load of time and effort to earn back trust, and I don't want to break his trust over a meaningless fling. Which is what anything with Edge would be, if I followed through on what I'm thinking.

Not interested in relationship with Edge, but there is something about him making me consider things I normally don't. I don't know why Edge of all people is making me think this way, but I refuse to act on it. I have too much to lose if I do.