Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

Axel's POV:

"Get on their bad side, and they'll destroy you!!" But you know this, don't you? Yet, I feel I have to remind you anyway.

"No-one would miss me," You said as you walked away slowly…As you walked away from me.


Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet

We had something…I loved you more than I thought I could ever love anyone…From the moment you joined the Organization, we'd been best friends. I loved your beautiful blue eyes, how they sparkled when you smiled…Especially when you smiled at me…

But you threw it all away. Our bond, stronger than friendship…I thought it meant something to you, Roxas. I thought I meant something to you…

Just as easily as you said you loved me...you left me.


Only when I stop to think about it

But you threw it all away. Within a single moment, without a second thought, without a glance behind you, you walked away from me, leaving everything behind.

Was it all a lie, Roxas? I thought you loved me…I loved you…

You've gone and shattered not only my supposedly-inexistent-heart, but you've shattered my life, my whole being…I was nothing before you arrived…

Damn it, Roxas.


I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Why did I have to fall for you? Why did you have to fall for me? We're not supposed to feel, yet you made me feel like I had a heart…

And just as easily as you made it seem there, you've stolen it. As I fall to my knees on the cold, hard ground, I feel empty…


Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

You…you…cold…heartless…bastard.


Only when I stop to think about it

I hate you…I hate you…so much…

You've broken me…without a care, without a thought…you just walked away from me…


I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

I hate you so much, Roxas. I…

Dammit. Who the hell am I kidding? I love you….

But…

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

"Damn it!" I punch the wet ground in front of me, not caring about the tears pouring down my face. "I fucking hate you!!" I screamed at no-one in particular. Maybe if I could fool myself, this pain would go away…?


I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

Roxas's POV:

I turned around and looked behind me when I heard the faint sound of your voice. So, you hate me? Good…it's better that way. Forget about me, forget about our love…It's best if you just forget.


I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

Axel…You might hate me now, but I still love you. I'm sorry, but I have to leave…We'll meet again, I can feel it…

But even with that thought, I can't block out the sound of what you said next…


I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

"I never want to see you again,"

It's for the best, Axel…

"I love you…," I whispered, and continued walking to my destination.