Notes: Written for avari's prompt, and also as a birthday present for her~
Title: what's in a life
Fandom: Twilight series
Pairing: Jacob/Seth
Prompt: journal
Words: 123 words
Disclaimer: I do not own the Twilight series, it is the property of Stephanie Meyer. I'm just following my muses wherever they might take me.

. what's in a life .

When they're going through Seth's belongings later on, it's Jacob who finds the journal buried under a pile of dirty clothes that no one else wants to touch.

He winds up keeping it because, well...

When he reads the words, he feels a little closer to Seth. And he feels guilty. He doesn't want anyone else to know about that dark secret he's harbouring deep inside of himself.

Jacob can't help but feel that this is his fault.

If he had... then maybe... he thinks that this is his fault.

Because it is. If he had said yes, or even a simple 'give me a chance' then maybe Seth would never have gotten in that car...

Death suddenly looks more and more tempting.