Ok… since I got a review saying I should make more, I'm a just keep making them and putting them in this place… the first one was in Edward's POV, and now we're gonna go to Bella's! yay! This song is Dreaming with a Broken Heart, by John Mayer… this might be slightly longer… I don't know yet… ok here's a warning, this is sad, of course it is! Just like the first one. If you like happy endings don't read this…

"You…don't…want me?"

I screamed and jolted awake. He was here! I knew it! I looked around franticly, searching for the bronze hair I knew, or the pale skin highlighted by the moonlight.

"No!" I screamed, not caring if Charlie heard me or not.

I fell to my knees and sobbed. 'He doesn't want me! He never did! I should have never let him in! He's gone. He won't come back. Never.'

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was he really here?
Is he standing in my room?
No he's not, 'cause he's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone...

Charlie walked in after I had screamed "No" several more times. "Bella…" he said quietly as he walked over to my ball shaped figure on the floor. "You need to forget about him." He muttered, thinking I wouldn't hear.

I heard him. I couldn't forget the only man I loved or would ever love. It was just impossible! I would NOT give up! Not under any circumstances!

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
He takes you in with his crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?

Another night passed, and I dreamt the same thing. He should be waking up right by me, making sure I didn't have any nightmares like this!




No he can't, 'cause he's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone...
Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh

Charlie began to get worried every night I woke up like that. Let him be worried! He told me to give up on the only reason for living!

Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Baby won't you get them if I did?

Maybe if I did something to grab his attention he would come back, hold me, and say he loved me again! He had to! Right…?

No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone...

Then again… he was probably happy enough without me. He was probably having the time of his life without the fragile human by his side…


When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

I knew exactly what I was going to do. I was going to go down to La Push, and do something so stupid it would have to kill me. Edward wouldn't be with me in my every waking and sleeping moment if I were dead.

Yay! I made another one! Sorry if it's sad… but hey! The song is sad too you know… have fun reading and reviewing plz!!