Every time we lie awake

After every hit we take

Every feeling that I get

But I haven't missed you yet

Every room mate kept awake

By every sigh and scream we make

All the feelings that I get

But I still don't miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

Every single fucking time I come home from sneaking to you its still in my system like a drug. It numbs the pain for a day or so, but then I'm right back at your window risking both our lives. I've got so many emotions going through my body as I climb in my own window, hoping Tobi is sleeping as hard as I need him to be. I know how hard he sleeps when I leave because I keep him up every other night screaming in terror at a nightmare about you or I talk him to death all night because I can't sleep. I don't know how much more of these either of us can take, this horrible strain on our bodies. I don't miss you yet, but trust me it will hit me soon.

I hate everything about you

Why do I love you

I hate everything about you

Why do I love you

You're best friend to the Kyuubi boy I seek, and student to the Hokage who would like nothing more than to see me dead. I should hate you, I might hate you. If only I had never let myself fall victim to those seemingly innocent eyes of yours. When I'm away it's easier to think that maybe one day I can hate you the way I should. How could I have fallen in love with you?

Every time we lie awake

After every hit we take

Every feeling that I get

But I haven't missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about

I can't sleep, even after seeing you. I keep replaying our time together, trying to keep it fresh in my mind. I never know which time I see you is going to be the last, or if I'll get caught in my quest to see you. I can still feel the warmth of your skin on my finger tips and the softness of your lips as the pressed against mine. Of all the feelings I have flowing through my burning veins none of them are of sadness or regret. Only when I stop to think that you aren't here and that these beautiful memories are just that, memories, do I truly miss you my pink colored angel.

I hate everything about you

Why do I love you

I hate everything about you

Why do I love you

You killed my Dana. My only friend in this horrid group and you took his life. That in it's self is more than enough reason to hate you. Why can't I make myself hate you? It would be so much better for you and for myself if I hated you. If I could kill you instead of make love to you the next time I saw you. I hate how weak I have become, but I can't help but fall head over heals all over again when I see you small angelic face. How could a love like ours survive?

Only When I stop to think about it you

I know

Only when you start to think about me

Do you know

If I let myself think about you too much the others will notice so I can only think about you in the safety of my dark bedroom as I lay alone on my cold sheets. I know you have the same rules to allow yourself to think of me. We can only do so much though and sometimes in the presence of even Itachi, the most dangerous to think of you around, I stop trying and think about you, I then realize truly how far deep into this shit I am. I hope that doesn't happen to you but I can be almost certain that it does my love.

I hate everything about you

Why do I love you

You hate everything about me

Why do you love

I'm an S-class criminal. I killed one of your friends. I desecrated his body. In order to full fill my current mission I have to kill your best friend, I have to steal his life force away. You have more reason to hate me that I have to hate you, but still you welcome me to your bed with open arms and a smile. Tell me why, sweet angel, do you continue to love me?

I hate

You hate

I hate

You love me

We hate the idea of each other, hell we hate everything about the other's life. I hate your personality and you hate mine. You hate that I blow up shit to calm my nerves and I hate that you heal people I try to kill. But everything we hate we also can't help but love. It's a sick sadistic way to describe something as beautifully contradictive as we are, but it's the only way I know how. We'll continue to steal away sweet hours many a night until one or both of us die or I am caught inside the village. It's an impossible way to live but we'll manage. Oh why do I still love you?

I hate everything about you

Why do I love you?

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That was my first DeiXSakura fic. I hope you guys liked it. Please comment. I'm currently working on a longer fic that starts out sorta like this song fic with them. If this is no good then I wont worry with it. What do you guys think I should do? Would you like to hear more on these guys? Actually I might make this the first chapter of the new fic and just make the rest of it a normal fic not a song fic. That is, if you guys are interested to see how this all turns out. Please comment and tell me what you'd like me to do.

Much Love,

Crystal