AN: What REALLY happened when Edward left Bella? Well, here you can find out for yourself!

R&R my FIRST fanfic, EVER. so please be nice.

DISCLAIMER: Sadly, I do NOT own any of the characters. I just WISH i did. All characters belong to Stephenie Meyer.

Prologue
EPOV

From downstairs I could here everyone talking about one of Alice's visions that ended with having Alice rush out, and leave. I didn't care about what got them so worked up. Alice probably saw one of her favorite stores having a sale and before leaving she asked what everyone wanted. Like I stated before- nothing important.

There was a soft knock on the door. I didn't need an introduction to know who it was. Staying with the Denali's was somewhat of a distraction, but I couldn't think of anything to get my mind off of Bella. I knew that leaving her there was a good idea, I mean it was for her safety, and I know sooner or later she would forget me – right? Soft footsteps wandered away from my door, leaving me intoxicated with my thoughts once more.

"I wonder what my Bella is up to. What is she thinking about? Do I ever cross her mind...?"

No, I had to stop myself from thinking of her. It only made things much harder. I hated every waking moment that she wasn't by my side. I wanted her near me, with me, in my arms but that would only endanger her.

I looked around at my surroundings, no matter how many times I've seen this guest room, I couldn't help but to feel that it was different. This was my first time using this room. I couldn't bear staying in my usual guest room because it looked too much like Bella's room. A room that I spent so many secretive nights in. I room I told myself I would never be in again.

At this moment, I wasn't fond of this room. The walls were the exact same shade of blue as that v-neck sweater that looked amazing on her. I didn't want to speak her name knowing I would get lost in my thoughts. Right now, I hated my vivid photographic memory. I couldn't get her face out of my head. When I closed my eyes I saw her angelic face. I thought of Bella a lot that I was able to completely drown out the sounds of everyone's thought and voices from within the house. When Ilied on the bed that was no use to me, I felt so alone. I was no longer used to lying down in a bed by myself. I couldn't bear this loneliness, I went onwards with examining the room.

The room was that beautiful color, the bed had a high rise posts with soft netted curtains draping down from them, the curtains were a metalic gold with an almost bronze fading effect and a beautiful beaded embroidering. There was a simple golden band as the border that went all around the simple, yet big, room. From following the border, it drew my attention to the window. Outside was nothing but snow. I saw trees in the distance and as Igazed into the distance, I saw an opening in the thick forest. An opening that could only remind me of our meadow. Although I hated it, I memorized it's exact position so that I could go there sometime in the near future. I wanted nothing more than to sleep, but being what I am, I knew that option was impossible.

Those footsteps came back, followed with the same soft knock. "E-Edward," she hesitated, then continued. "May I come in? I know it might not be the right time–" I cut her off.

"Tanya, you may come in."

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BAHAHA.
i don't know if you consider this a "cliff hanger" but I like how it ended, and I know I like where it's going.
i hope you feel the same way about it.

I want a few reviews before I actually DO continue.
I mean, I already wrote a few more chapters (certainly longer) but I'm not sure if I SHOULD go one with this, or start another.

As in, I REALLY need you guys to review! ;D