A/N: Set after the Angel episode I will remember you. What if the Oricles didn't take back everything that day ?

She had finally returned home after her weekend in LA. Seeing Angel was difficult, especially as all Buffy Summers wanted to do was throw her arms around him and kiss him endlessly. She cringed everytime she remembered telling him that within time they should forget. Buffy knew she would never forget how she felt being with Angel, being locked in his embrace or the taste of his lips yet she had still said it. She wish she had stayed longer, wish that she had not put on the tough, hard girl act when all she wanted was to be hugged by the love of her life. Buffy threw the door shut, shuffling into her dormitory to find Willow sat up on her bed. Buffy lay down on her bed, yawning and rolling on her side to face her friend.

"So, how did it go with Angel ?" asked Willow, she couldn't help but smile.

"I just told him that he couldn't come down to my town and not tell me, Im not the little school girl no more" replied Buffy.

"And ?" asked Willow, knowing that Buffy would of said more than that.

"And that we should stick to the plan" added Buffy.

"Which would be ?"

"To keep our distance until a lot of time has passed, given enough time, then we should be able to forget" sighed Buffy, rubbing her eyes.

"Buffy, you will never forget Angel -"

"Im really beat, is it ok if we leave this discussion until tommorow ?" asked Buffy.

Willow nodded, pulled her covers over her and rolled over with her back to Buffy. Buffy felt guilt wash over her, she would apologise to Will in the morning but for now she needed to rest. Buffy pulled her covers over her, not bothering to even change in her Pjs. She sat up, looking at the dark ceiling and wondering what Angel was doing. She snuggled into her covers and fell to sleep.

The next morning, Buffy threw her covers off her and jumped up. She ran out of the room, her hand covering her mouth and slamming the door shut with her other hand. She raced towards the bathroom, thanking god that it was free and rushed inside. She fell besides the toilet and began to vomit, tears welling up in her eyes. She leant up, looking in the mirror and wiped the sweat that was pouring from her head. She looked rather pale, huge bags under her eyes and her hair looked greasy and dull. Buffy sighed, rubbing her head and decided to walk back to her dormitory. When she walked in, she saw Willow sat up on her bed like she was the previous night.

"Are you Ok ?" she asked softly.

"Yeah, Im fine" mumbled Buffy, lying back in her warm bed.

Sorry its so short. It was just like an opening, the next chapters should be much longer! :) Reviews are appreciated :) x