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First off, let's get things straight.

I AM NOT STEPHENIE MEYER.

I am only a fan that loves her characters.

The only thing I own is this story line, but she holds all rights to the characters and to Twilight.

This disclaimer goes to the whole story

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On to the prologue…


The following information in this prologue and in parts of this story is from www (dot) sexaa (dot) org.

Thanks to my beta flamingo1325 for editing this!

P R O L O G U E

Sex Addiction can involve a wide variety of practices. Sometimes an addict has trouble with just one unwanted behavior, sometimes with many. A large number of sex addicts say their unhealthy use of sex has been a progressive process. It may have started with an addiction to masturbation, pornography (either printed or electronic), or a relationship, but over the years progressed to increasingly dangerous behaviors.

The essence of all addiction is the addicts' experience of powerlessness over a compulsive behavior, resulting in their lives becoming unmanageable. The addict is out of control and experiences tremendous shame, pain and self-loathing. The addict may wish to stop -- yet repeatedly fails to do so. The unmanageability of addicts' lives can be seen in the consequences they suffer: losing relationships, difficulties with work, arrests, financial troubles, a loss of interest in things not sexual, low self-esteem and despair.

Sexual preoccupation takes up tremendous amounts of energy. As this increases for the sex addict, a pattern of behavior (or rituals) follows, which usually leads to acting out (for some it is flirting, searching the net for pornography, or driving to the park.) When the acting out happens, there is a denial of feelings usually followed by despair and shame or a feeling of hopelessness and confusion.

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"Hello. My name is Edward Mason, and I am a sex addict."


Alright guys read this please!

I got the idea for this story from Intoxicated By His Presence. I was reading one of her stories and messaged her to tell her my idea. Then she told me she was planning on writing the same story as me. We were going to co-write it but decided we shouldn't because of creative diffrences. She is writing one based on this same topic aswell so I suggest you go read it! It is called 'You Can't Love me, You love sex'. She's a really good author and her stories have more comedy then drama. This one wont be as depressing as others, but you all who've read my other stories...well, you kinda no what to expect. Sort of. :)


Hello fellow readers. This will be rated M. You know what to expect. I'll try to remember to put a note before each chapter for those of you who might not want to read sex related stuff. (Well, no. I take that back. If you've already read this far you should know what to expect.)

FYI-I might change the name of this story. any suggestions?

And the idea of this story sounds like a comedy, but it's not. There will be funny parts, but I'm going to try and show a diffrent side of it. :)

-You REVIEW/ I'll send you a QUOTE. PLEASE review!

I'm trying to cut down the length of my AN's. So all I have to say is to go read Intoxicated By His Presence stories and to go read my new stories: Something to Believe and Saying Goodbye. And Read How to Hide IT as well!

And you want to here something that sucks. My mom and I just got into an argument, then a commercial came on for how to teacher you defiant kids respect. WTF?! My luck sucks. But in my defence, she started it.

Love to all,

Miss Wannabe