By: D0rkNinja

A/N: This is my first time posting on here, if I'm did anything wrong, Please just Message me telling me what I did wrong or if something is wrong with the story. I will remove it or change it. Please forgive me. The first chapter contains a little lemon with Gaara having a little time by himself.

I dedicate this story to my friend Harley. Loves yew.

Disclaimer: I Do not own any Naruto characters or else I would be rich. Haha. Other than the story line the rest isn't mine.

Those blue eyes... Those haunting blue eyes. I simply love them. I cannot get them out of my head. Everytime I blink, they're there. I haven't slept for days, he's all I've been thinking about. Every day, every second.

It's killing me.

I glance at the alarm clock at my bedside, clearly indicating it was 3:02 am. I can't stand laying in this bed any longer. I quickly throw the blankets off and make my way to the kitchen. I curse lightly under my breath as my knee slammed into the coffee table,

"Damn it."

I quickly grope the wall, searching for the light switch. Finally, the lights go on and I look around the living room for the first time in awhile. I've been so busy thinking about him. I finally make it to the kitchen, grabbing a glass from the shelf, turning on the tap for some water. I lean on the counter as I take a sip. While drinking, I glance out the window. Of course nothing was going on at 3 in the morning. I watched the street lamp flicker and take another small sip of my drink.

I dump out the rest into the sink and setted the cup down. I walk back into the living room and plopped down onto the couch. I reach for the remote and turn on the tv, flipping through the channels, giving up and tossing the remote aside I sigh and make myself comfortable on the couch.

I hated this. I wanted to sleep.

But those eyes, his hair, his body. I felt myself getting hard at the thought. I close my eyes and lean my head back. I bit my lip lightly, I want to taste his lips on mine, I wanted to run my hands all over his body. I start feeling my boxers getting tighter. I can't fight the feeling anymore.

I slowly lower my boxers and slowly begin to stroke my member. I grunt lightly, slowly stroking faster. I feel my back arch and I groan slightly louder. I imagine his naked body against mine, grinding, sweating, skin against skin. I feel my hands going up and down, faster and faster. I feel myself getting hot, sweat forming on my face, my body feeling as if it was on fire. Finally, I feel myself relieved as I felt the sticky substance on my hand. Disgusted with myself, I stand up and make my way to the bathroom.

I turn on the light, slip off my shirt and boxers then quickly turned on the shower. I glance at myself in the mirror, my green eyes bloodshot, my red hair messy as ever. I shake my head and step into the shower, I close my eyes as I feel the warm water spread over my body and start washing myself. I feel dirty. I hate that feeling. I quickly shake my head again and started to wash my hair.

After about 20 minutes, I step out of the shower, grab my towel and wrap it around me. I glance at the steam-covered mirror and still seen I looked no better than before. At least I looked clean and not as dirty as I felt. I walked out of the bathroom, holding my towel around my waist and made my way to my bedroom. I looked at the watch and it showed it was nearly 4.

I pulled out some boxers, jeans and a black shirt out of my dresser. No use of putting pajama's back on if I wasn't going to sleep. Then it hit me, like an unexpected papercut, I was thinking about him again. I close my eyes and breathed deeply. I couldn't do what I did before, I just had a shower. His blue eyes, his shiny blonde hair, the cute markings on his cheeks that looked alot like whiskers, his lips...

Oh, his lips.

I licked mine but quickly snapped back into reality. "Stop it, Gaara." I mutter lightly to myself. I get my clothes on and lazily brush my hair. I walked out of the room, glancing at the tv that was still on. I grabbed the remote and turned the tv off then tossed back onto the couch. I make my way to the kitchen and seen that the sun was slowly beginning to rise. I heard the birds chirping.

I make my way to the door and slipped on my shoes. I had to see him. At least one glance. I grab my keys, locked the door behind me and made my way down the dirt covered road. Everything seemed so still except the passing of birds now and then. My hands deep in my pockets along with my mind deep in thought. Was this the right thing to do? What if I got caught?

'But you've done it thousands times before,' my inner demon coo's to me.

"I know... But... Is this right?" I ask outloud.

'It doesn't have to be right. It's about what you want, not what he wants.'

I shiver lightly, this still didn't feel right. I stop in my tracks, not bothering to glance up. I know very well where I was. I close my eyes for a minute then opened them, looking up at the open window. I bit my lip, but without a second thought, I jumped up to his window without much effort. My breathing stops for a split moment as I see her sleeping beside him. I feel a twinge of anger start up inside me, but quickly ignored it.

No matter how many times I've been here, I'd always stop my breathing for a moment, it still shocks me that he's still with that tramp. I narrow my eyes and glare at her while she slept. I then take my attention back to him, the anger I was feeling, melted away instantly. I quietly step onto the carpeted floor. Pausing for a moment as Sakura began to move lightly in her sleep and mumble softly under her breath.

Then I slowly made my way over to his side, smiling lightly at his angelic face. He looked so peaceful. How I wanted to see those bright blue eyes of his. I kneeled down slowly, my face nearly close to his. I caress his cheek lightly. I pull my hand away for a quick moment as he moved lightly and began to smile. I bit my lip again, his lips looked so welcoming. He looked cute as ever, half of his body over the covers while he just laid there in his boxers, wearing his cute night cap. I wanted him right then and there.

'Do it. Kill the wench and take him,' the voice said calmly.

I shook my head, "No, not just yet anyway." I whispered lightly. I look at the clock on the desk, I've been over here for nearly a half hour. Sakura would soon wake up and find him lingering of her lover. "My lover." I hissed to myself lightly. Naruto moved lightly and opened his eyes, rubbing one softly.

"Gaara?" He mumbled, "What're doin' here?" He asked.

I feel myself freeze, this wasn't what was suppose to happen. Seeing his bright blue eyes star into mine made me want him more than ever. I quickly leaned over and kissed him roughly on the lips. Right away, just from this simple kiss, I felt myself get hard. "Damn." I mutter lightly as I pulled away. This couldn't happen, not now anyway. It wasn't the right time. I had to get rid of the pink haired tramp first.

Naruto finally realized what happened and shot up instantly, he glanced around the room. "What the hell?!" I heard him shout. Before he could realize if I was actually there or not, I had already fled. I hid in the dark alley as he glanced out the window. I licked my lips lightly, quite satisfying. I waited a good three minutes and heard his soft snoring once again. I began to make my way back to my house, not taking a second glance back at his house, I mutter softly to myself,

"Naruto Uzumaki, I will have you. Even if I have to kill the pink haired girl to get to you, I will have you."

A/N: Thanks for reading. Please review and tell me what you think. I'm still wondering if I want to continue this or not.