Edit – 4/13/13 – This chapter has been edited to comply with ffnet's mature rating requirement. If you would like the full-uncut LEMON filled chapter, please message me and I will email it you. Thanks!
Author's Note: I cannot believe that this will be the last chapter for this story! I am seriously trying to maintain composure right now and not break down. I feel like this story has seriously been my baby and now we are parting. Okay, let me get through with this and I have a couple of important notes at the end of the page so please read the ending author's note. I know that most of my author's notes may seem pointless but please if you have NEVER read any of them before, at least read the last one. I would greatly appreciate it! This chapter contains some LEMONS!
*THIS CHAPTER ALONG WITH THIS WHOLE ENTIRE STORY HAS BEEN INSPIRED BY "MESSAGE" FROM COLDPLAY.*
THE FINAL CHAPTER 50 - BELLA'S POV
When Alice put me in this get up I laughed in hysterics. I looked absolutely hideous trying to wear this piece of lingerie. Victoria's Secret definitely wasn't for everyone, especially me of all people. She said that I looked incredible but all I cared about was the fact that she said Edward would love me in it. That was the only reason why this outfit wasn't tossed out the window.
It wasn't the worse piece of lingerie that I have ever seen, but it definitely wasn't the most conservative. I was perfectly content with a bathrobe or sweats and a t-shirt but Alice had said no. Instead, she picked out a black satin baby doll with pleated lacy trim. God, I just hope that she was right about Edward. The minute he came into the room I would make sure that he knew that it was not my idea. (A picture of the outfit is in my profile!)
"Edward, I told Alice that the outfit was ridiculous. I swear it was not my idea," I called out immediately when he entered to the room.
I saw him take one look at me, lick his deliciously full lips, and slam the door closed with his foot. My heart started beating rapidly and I swallowed nervously. Did he hate it? In a blink of an eye, he was directly in front of me pulling me up towards him making sure I was settled on his waist. I was slightly confused but my confusion turned into excitement when I felt him slam me up lightly against the wall a second later. He placed his hands on both sides of my head and I grasped on to him, desperately to steady myself.
"I see you got the honey out of your hair," He whispered to me looking at my eyes before dropping his gaze to my lips.
"Yeah," I replied hoarsely. I swallowed again trying to cling on to some sense of reality but it was very difficult being in this position with the sexiest man in the entire world.
"Your heart's beating a mile a minute," He observed looking into my eyes as his face grew into that special grin of his.
"It-it's difficult for it not to when I'm this close to you," I muttered softly blinking my eyes.
"You don't know how amazing you look in this outfit. I'm trying my hardest not to rip it apart with you in it. Alice asked me not to, but I'm finding it extremely difficult to contain myself," He whispered as I felt his sweet breath against my face. I closed my eyes and breathed in his incredible scent.
"You are?" I asked in astonishment.
"God Bella, you don't get the affect you have on me. Here, let me show you," He suggested as he lifted me up from his waist and rubbed me up against him a couple of times before settling me on top of his waist once again. His erection was as hard as a rock and I tried my hardest not to reach out and grab it.
"I love it when you rub up against me," I announced softly, licking my lips in anticipation.
"Bella," He groaned out before he threw me down lightly on the bed a moment later.
He positioned himself above me. I watched as his eyes looked my body up and down before he settled on my breasts. He reached a cold hand to my left breast and gently massaged it through the fabric. I arched myself into his hand and moaned. I saw him take a deep breath before stopping his hand's movements. I pouted at the loss of contact.
"Bella, I'm tired of not being with you. I want you, all of you. And I want you tonight, if you'll have me that is," He announced nervously.
"Are serious?! Of course I want you! Right now, let's go!" I exclaimed as I reached for his hand again.
"Bella, wait a minute honey," He replied with a chuckle at my eagerness.
"But you just said-," I tried to get out before he interrupted me by placing a finger on my lips to quiet me.
"I did and I do. Trust me, you already felt that I do. However, we need to go over a few things first," He said trying to reason with me.
"Fine, get it over with. You're completely killing my mood," I replied rolling my eyes and crossing my hands across my chest in slight irritation.
"Please don't do that," He said through gritted teeth.
"What?" I asked in pure confusion. He sighed before he pulled my arms a part from my chest. I looked up at him with a cock of my head.
"Don't cross your chest like that. It pushes your breast together and it only gets me harder. I don't need that right now while I'm trying to concentrate on talking to you," He explained with a bite of his lips.
"Oh I see. Sorry, please continue," I responded with a smug smile coming to my face.
"I need for you to tell me the second when I hurt you or cause you discomfort. You have to tell me Bella. Don't endure the pain just for my pleasure okay? I need to know. Promise me," He asserted, grabbing my head in his beautiful hands to make sure that he had my attention.
"Yes Edward, I promise," I muttered uncharacteristically.
"And we need to go at my pace okay? No surprises Bella. I need to be in absolute control," He said laying out the rules.
"You've got it Colonel Cullen," I responded with a salute.
"Bella, I'm serious," He asserted in a no nonsense tone.
"I've got it Edward. I will do anything as long as it means being able to finally be with you," I said passionately looking into his eyes.
With one last look into my eyes to confirm my understanding, he grabbed my head again and pressed his cold lips against mine. I kissed him back with all of the force I could muster. He pressed his tongue at my mouth's entrance and I hungrily let him inside, dueling my tongue with his. He tasted amazing and I just couldn't get enough. I wrapped my arms around his neck, holding him in place. We continued kissing until I suddenly heard a rip. Breaking contact with his lips I looked down to see what happened.
He had just ripped the little mini skirt cover up attached to my outfit. My black lacy thong was now in full view. I looked up at him and raised my eyebrow at him.
"I couldn't help it…" He trailed off sheepishly with that adorable smile of his.
I just rolled my eyes in amusement before attempting to force his lips onto mine once again.
"Mmmm," I moaned into the sweet taste of his incredible mouth.
He flipped me over a split second later so I was on top. He looked deep into my eyes smiling up at me before lowering the straps on my top. He reached up and lowered me to him so that he could kiss every piece of new skin revealed to his eyes. When my entire top was completely lowered all the way down to my waist, I shivered in anticipation. I hated being naked in front of him. I couldn't hold a candle to his perfectly toned pale body. I know that he had already seen me once in the shower, but I would never get over it for as long as I lived.
"So beautiful," He whispered a loud as he rubbed a hand against my nipple. He began pinching both nipples softly.
"Edward," I sighed as I tossed my head back.
"You're breasts fit so perfectly into my hands. See?" He said as he cupped me in his cold hands.
"I know they're small Edward you don't have to make me feel better about it," I muttered out almost forgetting that he could hear me.
"Bella, they're perfect. You are perfect. Let me show you just how badly I want you," He demanded making sure I kept eye contact before flipping me over again.
He made me lift my arms up so he could take the top off all the way. He threw it off on the floor somewhere and took in my half naked sight. I was clad only in my blank panties and I was starting to feel more insecure by the second.
He lifted my legs up onto his shoulders and reached for my underwear. He pulled them down my legs and flung them off once they reached my feet.
"A thong Bella? Are you trying to kill me again?" He asked sarcastically with a wicked grin.
"N-no," I stuttered to say.
He just winked at me before he leaned down and kissed my stomach. He continued to kiss his way down until he reached my most intimate place. He placed my legs up onto his shoulders again and pulled me up closer to his face. I saw him breathe my scent in and I felt myself quiver in delight.
He delicately kissed my opening before placing his cold tongue into my folds. I arched up in pleasure. He did this to me once before but it seemed to only get better each time. I could definitely live like this forever…
I climaxed shortly after him, looking up just in time to see the bedpost ripped clear off the bed frame in his frenzy. He threw it off to the side on the floor before scooping me up into his arms.
"That was the best thing I have ever experienced in my entire life. God, I must look like a sweaty pig," I said breathlessly cuddling up onto his chest.
"I agree and you look beautiful," He replied kissing me on my forehead.
"Edward?" I asked looking up into his eyes.
"Yes?" He asked brushing a sweaty piece of hair out of my face.
"You broke the bedpost," I stated with a lazy smile.
He looked over at the discarded bedpost on the floor and shifted his gaze back to mine.
"I did, didn't I?" He replied with a happy smile on his face before kissing me on the lips.
"Hmm, Edward…" I muttered softly in my sleep.
I had the most incredible dream that Edward Anthony Mason Cullen and I had just made love. I knew that it was way too good to be true simply because Edward would never give into me. I didn't want to wake up out of fear for ending this amazing dream. The weird thing is, it felt so realistic…
"Yes, my love?" Edward asked out loud.
My eyes fluttered open immediately at the musically beautiful voice. I looked into his golden brown eyes and he looked down at me with a happy smile on his face. I smiled back at him bashfully before sitting up on the bed. The sheet slipped and I looked down to see myself completely naked!
"It wasn't a dream," I muttered to myself in amazement.
"What wasn't a dream?" He asked with a curious expression.
"You and me. We made love last night. You broke the bedpost," I said a loud trying to reassure myself that I hadn't made everything up.
"Yes we did and yes I did," He confirmed with a chuckle.
"Oh thank God. Let's do it again," I said in excitement pulling him down for a kiss.
"Whoa, whoa Bella. Slow down sweetheart. Take it easy," He responded holding me away from him as he continued to chuckle at me in amusement.
"Why not? Don't you want to?" I asked with a pout of my lips in confusion and embarrassment.
"Oh Bella, don't try that with me right now. Trust me, I do. So badly but I wanted to do something first," He whispered to me as he traced his cold fingertips across my lips.
"Fine," I said with a sigh rolling my eyes at his happy expression.
"And you wouldn't let me get dressed why? What if your family comes home?" I whispered out in embarrassment as I tried to pull my sheet up closer to my body.
"You look incredibly sexy in that bed sheet and don't worry about my family coming back. We still have a couple of hours until they arrive," He spoke to me softly as he kissed my shoulder blade.
"Okay," I moaned out settling back onto his chest.
"Now come on," He asserted smacking my ass playfully as he led the way to the piano clad in only sweatpants.
Damn he looked good shirtless. However, I preferred him completely naked the most. I loved the tiny valley of hair that traced down his chest just before it reached his…
"Bella," Edward said, interrupting me from my thoughts.
"Coming," I squeaked out as I moved towards the piano almost falling beside him.
"Sit down on the bench before you really hurt yourself," He said with a chuckle as he scooted down further on the piano bench, patting the seat next to him.
"It was your brilliant idea to have me walk around in a bed sheet," I muttered in slight irritation.
"I'm sorry. Please forgive me," He said, pouting his lips and batting his eyelashes at me.
"Okay, okay," I said no longer able to contain my smile.
He smiled back at me kissing me softly on the lips before placing his hands over the piano keys.
"This song really reminds me of you. I've always wanted to play and sing it for you but I just never really got around to it with all that was going on," He said shyly.
"Play it for me," I said softly, bumping into his shoulder playfully.
He smiled at me again before he began to sing and play.
My song is love
Love to the lovers shone
And it goes up
You don't have to be alone
Your heavy heart
Is made of stone
And it's so hard to see you
Clearly you don't have to be on your own
You don't have to be on your own
You're the target that I'm aiming at
And I'll get that message home
I watched in amazement as I saw his hands flow effortlessly across the piano, remembering how lovely those hands had felt on my body last night. I watched his mouth's movement as he continued to sing the song so beautifully, not missing a note. What made me so lucky to end up with someone as wonderful as Edward?
My song is love
My song is love I know
I'm on fire for you
Clearly you don't have to be alone
You don't have to be on your own
And I'm not gonna stand and wait
Not gonna leave it until its much too late
On a platform I'm gonna stand and say
That I'm nothing on my own
And I love you, please come home
My song is love, is love I know
And I've got to get that message home
He finished and I had tears flowing freely down my cheeks. I struggled not to cry out loud as he put the cover back over the keys.
"Slightly depressing I know, but somehow it just really reminds me of you," He said finally turning towards me only to frown with concern. "Bella, I'm so sorry. If I offended you in any way please tell me-," He tried to get out before I pressed my lips onto his.
"It was beautiful Edward. Now please take me upstairs and make me yours again," I whispered with determination.
Without a second thought, he lifted me up into his strong arms and ran with me upstairs into his room.
We took our time making love without any of the nervous rushing of last night. He kissed all of my tears away as he moved deep inside me, whispering his love for me time and time again. We both climaxed at the same time, calling out one another's name in pleasure.
I snuggled deeper into his cold chest tracing circles along his stomach.
"Thank you so much for this. I know it must have been difficult for you," I said softly looking into his eyes.
"It was the most agonizing and the most amazing experience that I would love to endure over and over again. Thank you Bella for choosing me. I don't deserve you," He said as he rubbed comforting circles across my cheek.
"I guess we both think that we don't deserve each other. However, I think that there is one thing that we can both agree on. I love you more than anything Edward and I'm thankful for you everyday of my life," I replied passionately as I felt tears flow down my face again.
"You are my everything and I never want to go on with my existence without you there beside me. I love you angel," He asserted as he leaned into kiss me.
"Yes, Edward's officially a man! Love is in the air! More like sex is in the air! I can smell it!" Emmett called out from downstairs announcing his arrival.
"Seriously Emmett could you just be respectful and not ruin everything," Alice said sternly as her bags could be heard dropping on the ground.
"Hell no. Besides, you're just mad that I beat you in that drag race," Emmett replied with a chuckle.
A loud slapping noise could be heard from downstairs.
"She fucking slapped me!" Emmett called out in anger.
"No cursing Emmett," Esme responded sternly to her son.
"Does anyone care that she slapped me?!" Emmett shouted out loud in shock.
"No," Alice, Jasper, Rose, Esme and Carlisle all announced at once.
"I love your family," I said to Edward with a giggle.
"I do too," He chuckled as he kissed my forehead.
"I hate this family," Emmett shouted out like a child.
Edward and I both laughed out loud at Emmett's assertion before we began making out again. It was going to be a long day and I definitely wouldn't trade it for the world. I absolutely loved this man.
SPECIAL AUTHOR'S NOTE: Wow, so this is the final chapter of "My Song is Love"! I honestly cannot believe that this story is over! I had an amazing time writing this story and I don't know where to begin with all of the thanks. I would like to thank my friends for getting me into the Twilight series in the first place because otherwise this story would have never been written. I would like to thank the wonderful Stephenie Meyers for writing such an enjoyable series and most of all, I would like to thank you, the readers! You have been absolutely amazing and I have always looked forward to hearing from you. Whenever, I had a bad day, all I had to do was read a review and it made me so happy! I would like to make a personal thank you to all of my loyal and faithful reviewers who have continued to read this story from the very beginning. I really, really appreciate it and I hope that you will continue to review and read when I write my new story.
Edit 4/13/13 – The sequel for this fic is called "Love Will Come Through". It is complete and can be viewed in my profile.
Oh and I would just like to mention that for any of you reviewers who would like to read the last chapter in Edward's POV, let me know in a review and send me your email and I would be happy to send it to you. I just figured that sense the story started in Bella's POV, it should end in her POV, but I still have Edward's available for viewing. I hope that you have liked reading "My Song is Love"! Thank you guys so much once again and it has been a pleasure writing for you all. You are all the best! :)