He left. I'm broken. I laid on my bed and crawled into a ball. I thought he loved me. Loved. That is the key word. Loved.

She never slows down
She doesn't know why but
she knows that when
She's all alone feels
Like it's all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long
And she fears if she cries
That first tear
The tears will not stop
Raining down

I looked out of my window. The rain is here again. It is just like my heartbreak. Never ending. Everything has gone wrong. Nothing is right in the world. I could drown in my own pain.

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain

Charlie's head popped in the room. "Are you alright?" He asked. I shook my head. I don't talk. I could not let him see me cry. I stood and walked passed him and out into the pouring rain.

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself
And the fears whispering
If she stands, she'll fall down
She wants to be found but
The only way out is through
everything she's running from
Wants to give up and lie down

I looked to the sky. The many rain drops soaked my hair and clothes, not that I care. How could he cause me all this pain. Why did this have to happen to me? What did I ever do wrong? Was I to needy?

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain

I looked to the sky. How do I beat this unbearable pain? It consumes my entire being. How do I get over somebody like him. The thing is. I don't.

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day what's lost can be found

I can't take it anymore. I clawed at my hair. I looked to the heavens above me. I opened my mouth. The first word came out of my mouth in months. "Edward." I whispered. The hole tore it's way through my entire body. I screamed louder than I have ever screamed before. Charlie came running out. I fell on my knees in the rain. I looked up again.

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain

Charlie grabbed me into his arms. I let my tears be hidden by the rain.

Song used

Stand in the rain by SUPERCHICK