Heavy PMS

Heavy PMS

I woke up and rolled over se kiss Edward good morning but he wasn't in my bed next to me. I looked over and saw him standing as far away from me as possible. He had a disgusted look on his face.

"What's wrong? Are you ok, Edward?" I asked him.

"I don't know how to tell you this. I think you should go to the bathroom and find out for yourself." He replied.

I was confused but I did what he asked me to do. I had a spot of blood in my underwear and I knew that the next few days would be hell. I rushed back to my room to get a change of clothes and a pad. I took my shower and placed the pad in my underwear before pulling them on. I dressed in the bathroom then walked back to my room. Edward was still in the corner but I walked out now and kissed me.

"That's better. Now lets go down stairs so you can eat and we can go over to the house." He said. I tended to avoid him when I had my period for obvious reasons. I've always been heavy and my period is worse for me than most girls. I get sick, I mean really sick. It's so painful for me that I throw up.

"Edward, I'm not going to be in the mood to do much today. I know you really haven't been around too many women who do this. It's no picnic. I get moody and sick. I feel like hell for the first two days. I love you and that's why I don't want to put you though this. Cant you just go hunting and let me stay here by myself today?" I begged him.

"I'm not going to leave you while you are in pain. I'm not going to leave your side as long as you are like this. I love you too much to let you suffer alone." He told me and I was touched by his devotion but more annoyed that he wanted to suffer with me I didn't see a reason why we both had to be miserable.

"Just leave me alone, Edward. Go away!" I shouted at him.

He wasn't going to go away. He grabbed me and carried me out to his waiting car. I struggled against him but he was a lot stronger. Edward ignored my protests and my attempts to hurt him. I was in a bad mood as he carried me into his house. Jasper and Emmett were in the living room, watching TV when we came in. I was still kicking and screaming as he put me on the couch in between them. They were meant to hold me there. I punched both of them and aimed an unsuccessful kick at Edward. I was that mad to want to hurt them.

"Bella, calm down, sweetheart. Its ok. Stop fighting us." Edward said. I looked around at the guys' faces. I saw the concern on all of they're faces for me. I stopped fighting but my mood turned sulky.

"I'm hungry. Oh, that hurt," I had twisted wrong as I settled down and felt a sharp pain in my lower back. The cramps had started now. Edward saw the pain on my face and nodded at Jasper and Emmett. They got up and Edward came to sit next to me. It was starting to hurt really badly. I was crying from the pain when Alice and Jasper came back in with chocolates and hot soup. Edward was rubbing my back and singing my lullaby. I smelled the food and ran to the bathroom. I spent five minutes on the floor of the bathroom next to the toilet before I could get back up.

"Edward, I need Midol and a heating pad, now! Take me upstairs. I need to lay down." I said to him when I opened the bathroom and saw him obediently waiting for me to come out. He took me upstairs and laid me on the bed. I put my head on one of the pillows and pulled the other between my legs. He didn't join me on the bed. He just watched me from the couch.

"Edward, I'm sorry. Please stay with me. I need you." I told him. He immediately crossed the room and lay down next to me.

He rubbed my lower back as he said, "I understand. Its ok, Alice went to get what you asked for. Here, eat some chocolate." He gave me the chocolates that Jasper bought me. I realized then how hungry I was. I started eating them. He took them away after I ate half of them and gave me the soup. I ate all of it. Edward had his cell phone out now and was talking very fast. I was annoyed again because I couldn't understand what he was saying.

"I hate it when you do that. You talk so fast that I cant understand you. It makes me feel like I'm being left out and it irritates me." I grumbled at him.

"I'm sorry, sweetheart. I just called Emmett and told him to get you some more to eat. I won't talk that fast around you anymore, promise." He said to me.

"Do you have everyone running errands for you? I don't need to be waited on hand and foot. I just need you and this bed." I told him. I rolled over and started kissing him. I was determined to do something for myself now. I got up and walked to the door.

"Where are you going? I thought you wanted to stay in bed." Edward asked me, getting up too.

" I'm going downstairs to get a drink of water and find something to eat. I don't need or want things brought to me." I shouted at him. He followed me down the stairs to the kitchen. I got what I wanted and no one argued with me except Emmett. I wanted to watch TV and he was already there. He was watching some obnoxious show that I hated. I asked him to change the channel but he wouldn't.

"Emmett, please. I don't feel good and I don't want to watch this," I whined at him.

"Not my problem. I'm not going to drop what I'm doing just because you are PMSing. You can't order me around like you do with Edward and Alice. Tough it out or go back upstairs." Emmett was being mean to me but really, that was just how Emmett was. It wouldn't have bothered me as much if I felt better but now I was angry.

"Emmett, you are the biggest jerk I have ever met. Change the channel, now," I screamed at him furiously. I half expected the rest of the family to show up but they didn't. This wasn't my first rant of fury today and now they were ignoring my yelling.

"Nope, not happening and not working." He said without taking his eyes off the TV. I stormed up the stairs and threw myself on the bed in Edward's room. I was crying into a pillow. It had been very similar to that all day as usual. I was up, down, sick, happy, crazy, and everything in between. I didn't want to go back to my house and suffer so I stayed at Edward's under the pretense of a sleepover with Alice. I made sure to stay away from jasper because I knew that he could feel my hair wire emotions and feel my pain just as intensely as I could. I felt bad for him so I stayed in Edward's room most of the day. I was a wreck and I knew that I was wearing everyone thin. They were getting irritated at me. I was intense on the first day. My moods were unpredictable and changed at random. I finally fell asleep after yelling at Edward and cried myself to sleep. As I drifted into unconscious, despite my behavior and mean words, I felt Edward wrap his arm around me. The first day was over.