The pain's so much I cannot bear

The pain's so much I cannot bear

My eyes so stinging when you are not there

I never knew you personally

But my heart is breaking just as easily.

It's not like you didn't matter

It's just that it didn't really hit me until hours after.

My tears flooded at the reality of your tragedy

I tried to talk, but my breath was just too raggedy.

Strangely I feel that your demise is somehow my fault

Like my life needed to come to a sudden halt.

But nonetheless, it hurts unconditionally

Now songs make me cry so effortlessly

And pull on my heartstrings literally.

It's almost like your agony was transferred straight to me

I still can't grasp why I was punished so ironically

Because you were taken from me so unfairly.